HOLD ME TIGHT

found this song while scrolling around.......

B.E.A.U.T.I.F.UL

and then there's EYE NOSE LIPS from Taeyang

but then

this song slays

on repeat 24/7 for at least 3 months!!!

R.A.I.N

Heavy downpour.....

mindlessly standing on the grass

open arms

face looking at the dark sky

rain drops faster than the eyes blink

the cold wind senselessly blowing itself at the already drenched body

Lightning.......lighten up the night momentarily......

In mere seconds

Thunder..... body flinched at it commanding sound......

yet....

still.....

standing, eyes closed while enjoying every drops.....

smiling at how it brings such pure satisfaction & exhilaration....

 my poor attempt at calming my -next-week-is-already-pro3-exam-i-don't-remember/understand-shitloads-of-anything-yet-still-have-time-to-write-useless-thing-nerves

ME & MARRIAGE

People need to stop getting married already!!!!!! ITS STRESSING ME OUT!!!! *hairpullingmode*

I LOVE weddings!!! It's beautiful, lovers unites witnessed by their loved ones, happy moments, people get together, bonding time & etc....

It's just that when this friend, that friend, anak makcik tu, anak makcik nie, BBF ibu nye anak, BFF ayah nye anak & cousin yang naek pelamin, both my mom & dad immediately turns their undivided attentions towards ME!!!!

YES, they didn't say anything 4 months ago but N.O.W!!! urghhhh!! 

Come on.... kahwin tu bukan macam main masak2 time umur 3-4 tahun dulu. Many things need to be considered. You definitely need to be mentally & emotionally prepared. Sharing space & what not & you are not just married to that person, you're marrying his/her family as well. 

Well, news flash! I'm not ready to throw myself into that kind of sharing is caring & commitment s*** just yet!

I would like to have my own freedom doing whatever it is I want to do & not get tied to anything or anyone just yet.

Ill get the there when time comes, have babies & live happily forever after~~ -_-''

Though I did told my mom that one day I would like to adopt babies & gave up on the idea of marriage if I'm still single at the age of 30 y.o. Of course she didn't take it so well. 

Then I just come out with this instead

"10 tahun lagi ok ibu & ayah! tak lama tu, pejam celik pejam celik dah 10 tahun...."

"Ija jangan nak ngade2. USM tu punye besar tak kan xde kowt??" wan, maklang & ibu punye respond......

HELLO!!! USM nie besar??? puhleasseeee~~ Plus, ibu definitely rejecting  kelantanese so tak payah nak susah2 cari sebab 80% kelantanese kat sini :p

But then again, recently I just realized that my taste in men is definitely on the higher side. Bajet muke miss universe la kan....

I shall blame this on salvatorebrothers, winchesterbrothers, krissehunkyungsoo, T.O.P!!!! *coughcough*

simply cuz this song is sweet & beautiful & I'm hopelessly hopeless romantic.......

I'M OUT!!!