THE ROAD NOT TAKEN

I think I'm lost........ in these path, road ~or whatever you might called it~ that I have chosen...... I'm not enjoying any moment I spent walking down this road. The sunlight might shines through but it is not as sunny as I thought.............

I think I should have chosen the road not taken. It might be messy, complicated but right now it seems endearing to me compared to the calm, promising road I took........

Am I regretting my decision???? You can say so...... but come to think of it, regret is my middle name and I'm not proud of it. Been trying to but can't seem to escape from regretting any decisions I made........

It's either I regret not making the choice or for making the choice...... STUPID really!!!! But I kept repeating the same thing....... and I'm tired....... I want it all to end.....

Right now, I wish I was somewhere else. I wish I have a free backstage pass to any concert in any part of the world. I wish I was swimming in an open sea, taking photos of natures at it's best. I wish I was on a plane taking trip to all over the world, seeing things I've never seen before or as simple sitting on a bench at any park while watching people passing by while listening to my favourite songs.........

But of course, wishes will remain as it is if I don't do anything...... But to be able to dream is good enough for me seeing where I'm stuck at right now..........

Maybe I should've just took the other road...... better late than never right???? It is still open, waiting for my feet to make it's first step.......... But I'm scared that I'll make the wrong once again. I'm scared that there will be no more turning back for me and I'm lost while finding the way out........

CLINICALLY BORED

Ok I'm bored!!!!! Muskuloskeletal block is sooo not helping me in getting rid of the boredom.......

exam is on MONDAY. I have 1 more block to finish. But I'm soooo not ecstatic about it. I should be right??????

My leg is hurting macam gile since CFCS but It's not like I can go and tell my parents. Kang tak pasal2 diorang terbang datang. Tak ke naya?????

Baju tak kemas lagi. 28 MAY dah nak balik. haisshhh!!!! pekenela ko nie makcik. Hidup tunggang langgang.......*breath in and out........*

ARE YOU BORED????? THEN THROW YOURSELF IN TO SOME WORKS YOU BELIEVE IN WITH ALL YOUR HEART, LIVE FOR IT, DIE FOR IT, AND YOU WILL FIND THE HAPPINESS THAT YOU THOUGHT COULD NEVER BE YOURS........

LOVE this quotes..... dah try buat but still my brain doesn't seem to be accepting my effort to study for the exam....... frustrated gile *puff*

And finally..... I seriously hope my leg will be okay by the time for my next appointment with the NICE DR........ I sure don't want any INTRAARTICULAR INJECTION!!!!!!! I swear I won't get involved in any adventurous, sport or anything that could jeopardise my leg anymore..........T.T

MAGHI KITO KECEK KELATE......1

FINALLY, The ever so TIRING, STRESSING, FUN FILLED JOURNEY in Kg. Kedai Che Piah has finally come to an end. & believe it or not I think Imma gonna miss it!!!! I never knew I'm going to miss walking under the hot scorching sun labelling houses & asking the same stupid questions like a ROBOT!!!

I've started to miss talking to all the villagers especially the nenek2. They have many things to share from their early life. Even bende yang tak payah cite pun diorang nak cite. Being a penyebok that I am, I like listening to these stories..... or even worse, tanya soalan laen nenek2 nie jawab laen. Kadang2 kene tanya 2 3 kali baru dapat jawapan. But that's fun for me seeing them answering questions as honest as they can eventhough sometimes jauh tersasar. Not like the people nowadays,

honesty campak dalam tong sampah.

Dalam banyak2 rumah yang group B pergi, I <3 house number C26 the most. Y????? Because I had to interview the nenek alone, asking 4 pages long questions squishing all my courage and my limited knowledge on bahaso kelate and I DID IT!!!! Teror tak????? bunyi siam pun siam la.... asalkan nenek tu paham ape yang aku nak kate......

But seriously, never again I'm going off alone nak menginterview orang without the help from my kelantenese PBL mate!!! especially ke rumah those yang dah agak berumur. I even find myself talking in dialek kelantan as ridiculous!!!! Pelik gile!! Kadang2 rase cam bahasa utara pun kuar gak but hey, that's a good improvement rite daripada tak nak try langsungkan2???? *proud*

time tu jugak la su nak belajar nek basikal

mereka2 yang suke bergambo

baby comel & calon rumah angkat....^^

rumah terakhir sebelum CFCS berakhir... teh O and biskut marie!!!

ADAMAYA FEVER......^^

OK!!!!! I know that it's not the right time to be writing since my exam is just 2 weeks from now and being my usual self I haven't start even a tiny weeny bit on any chapter that's coming out on the exam BUT THIS IS HUGE & IMPORTANT FINDINGS!!!! I've starting to like MALAY DRAMA ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!! All thanks to ADAMAYA...... *standing ovation* and blame it on FB community yang memulakannya..... *cough cough*

I mean seriously, who wouldn't like that story anyway huh????? For once, the script was simple and not dramatic macam bunga tahi ayam. Straight forward like,

"saya suka awak, awak nak kahwin dengan saya tak????"

Yes, that straight!!! There's no need for flowery sentences that last for more then 5 minutes when in the end you just gonna spit out the 2 "heavenly words" = "marry me" crap. WASTING TIME IMMA TELLING YOU!!!! I never have any interest in ROMEO & JULIET like story yang skripnye merawang entah ke mana. I mean come on, why do you have to waste your precious saliva nak mengungkapkan kata-kata yang indah when lastly you hanya nak cakap I <3>

Some people says that it's romantic but for me, GOOSEBUMPS!!!! Hey can't blame me, I'm a straight forward person myself..... so yeah..... cakap tu biar terang..... ^^

Anyway, coming back to this drama, ADAM was played by SEIN yang tak pernah berlakon but he was amazing at being a husband at least in this drama. But I believe he's a good husband in real life too because according to some people, character yang kite pegang tu sebenarnya menggambarkan diri kite sebenar in reality especially if u r able to bring the character to life.....

Seriously, I would give anything to have SEIN character as my husband even if my parents were the 1 to choose that special person because I believe in my husband my pick. So yeah, he's that good in acting!! Penyabar tahap cipan!!! Totally husband material!!!

LISA SURIHANI starred as MAYA & I'm totally loving this girl. Preety....cute (?) but mostly because she's amazingly good in her acting. Totally the kind of girl that I like!! Well maybe after chopping off the part where she cheated on ADAM.....

Can't wait for the ending tomorrow!!!! T_T

CHUM CHUM !!!!

I think I did mention in 1 of my post that my PBL decided to eat out since the end of 2nd year is coming. Kononnye sebagai kenangan la.....Anyway, I don't know about the others but I enjoyed it since it's food!!!!! *my public enemy number 1*. The main dish was STEAMBOAT with processed seafood..... you know..... fish ball, ketam ball, cuttlefish ball and etc...etc..... I thought STEAMBOAT supposed to be frozen if not fresh seafood..... kan kan?????



Whatever....



Moving on......

Nie time baru sampai....PAE je yang cam "conscious" ^^



WEN LI, PAE MAR AND SUE dengan senyuman fresh & white mereka

Disturbing my PBL leader while my meja mate gi ambil food.

As usual, while everyone else were busy cooking, I was busy munching on the food.

My meja mate.... RO, MIRUL, ME & NANA

Seriously, the mee taste heavenly!!! well maybe because of the sauce.... but who cares!!! The mee was my main food of the night!!! All the other balls and meat got nothing on my MEE!!!!! <3>

Semua dah kekenyangan but since the policy said take all you want but once tak habis you need to pay for it thus semua pun terpaksa stuff sume dalam mulut walaupun perut dah nak explode.... =_=

OUR BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!!! PBL 16 Jjang!!!

Yes people, candid pix!!! blame MIRUL for this *I think* I looked hideous TT_TT

REVENGE!!!!! But they still looked decent.....TT_TT

Sooooo.... that's the end.... time balik I tried to "memotong" RAIMI's car but he potong balik in 5 secs!!!! gile laju mamat tu..... FYI I drove 90+km/h ok! *hope my mum won''t read this* All & all it was a fun night. I enjoyed myself, got to eat good food and gain a few kilos =_= but it's all worth it. Maybe next time we should plan for BBQ at the beach..... ^_^

3 KILOS???????!!!!!!!!

Today was the BEST day of my life!!!!! *sarcastic mode*

Today's plan was very sudden. Sudden here means......

"Su.... aq rase cam nak makan chicken rice kat chicken rice shop. Kite g KB Mall jom......"

" Nie dah kul 1.00, carilah kete sewa dulu....

calling IDA.....

"Ida ade no keta sewa tak???? aq ngan su nak kuar makan la..."

"aq pun nak kuar gak. Kite kuar skali pun ok gak..."

With that at 2.30p.m aku pun menapak lah ke MURNI dalam kehangatan mentari yang bisa menggelegakan otak.

Around 3.30p.m the 3 of us arrived at KB Mall and went to fullfil my crave for chicken rice. Then as usual, we went around the mall buying stuff.

HERE is main/climax part of my journey to the mall.

IDA : Jom timbang berat

SU & ME : OK

I don't know how to put this in words without having chest pain, hypertension, dizziness, irratation....

I GAINED 3 KILOS IN A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M A BIG FAT HIPPO NOW...... NON OF CLOTH WOULD FIT ME NOW.

AND TO MAKE THING WORSE, DURING THE SHOPPING SPREE, I BOUGHT 2 NEW BLOUSE AND 1 OF IT IS SOMEWHAT ..............

WHATEVER!!!!! I'M ON DIET NOW!!!!

Before JUNE, I need to lose 5 kilos.... MUST, COMPULSARY and other words that fit the description

KEEP RUNNING Y'ALL