NOTHING ON YOU

OH MY FREAKING GOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE EVER *after getting into medical school*!!!!!!!

*clearing throat*

The most anticipated comeback *of the century I might add*!!!!! JAY PARK!!!!! woot! woot!. Yeah baby, you heard that right!!!! At araund 10 a.m waktu Malaysia he post his FIRST ever cover on B.O.B Nothing On You on his own YT account!!!!! how cool is that????? duuuhhh AWESOMELY COOL!!!!!

*COUGH COUGH*

I need to calm myself right now...... *breathe in & out* I'm just too ecstatic. I mean I have never expected him to make his comeback this early after all the ethical, morality craps but hey, there he is singing in the bathroom while sniffing & still thinking about his heartless bros * I think he did 2PM sign at 1.37*

without further a due, I present to you..... NOTHING ON YOU!!!!!!

*JAY self made rap*

i get approached a lot being who i am

and i gotta lot girls wishing i’m there man check it/

and if i’m wrong with ya i dont wanna be right

i gotcha gigglin like everydays a comedy night

i’m a correct answer never do you wrong

and i trust yah even though you’ve be gone/

but dont blame for getting little jealous/

its just hard when your talking to them fellaz

i got that “taylor” body girl you know that i gotcha/

you can call me new moon because i orbit around ya/

your my world my everything,

the only thing between our face is just that spaghetti string/

i’m faithful wont pull a kobe bryant on you/

its a jungle wont be “lion” pull a “tiger” on you

even know the exact shade of your eyes

my hearts ice your number one like yuna kim/

i used to be a boythat had many girls

all over the world

but they got nothing on you babe

its forever just you and me

for all of eternity/

i know your stressing but i’m confessing baby your the only girl i want

you can be my bestfriend we can play x-men

you can be just i can be cyclops

cause i dont wanna end up like everyone else

hurtin all alone all by myself

this is just something that i’ve never felt

RELATIONSHIP

People said that to turn love into hate is easier that to turn the hatred back into love...... well maybe it is true..... having to give your heart out to someone only to be betrayed in the end of the day is obviously not everyone's wish. It hurts to know that our pride can be thrown and stepped upon like some sort of cigaratte butt by someone we thought we knew.......

Heartbreak is the one situation that I would never want to experience even if I was given a cheque with a lot of zero on it.....I hate anything that got to do with sad love story. I hate complication. I want a simple, entertaining, yet a bittersweet sorts of relationship but NEVER a sad one. No, NEVER. I can't never accept someone who lied to me. That's a big no no...... I would most likely to let it go if you don't mean anything much to me *with some cursing* but once you earn my so-called-love you're DEAD!!!

I respect the relationship that I established with other human being so I expect the same from those human being. I want to 'preserved' the relationship I have till the day I die and make good memories of it thus, I would not appreciate it if someone wants to turn it into nightmare for me.

I'm not the kind of people who clicked instantly after exchanging a few words. I'll feel awkard if someone just simply start talking to me as if they know for years even with good intention. I take my time to build my trust in people. That's why I have a VERY small circle of friends. I don't care if you have a million of friends on your facebook, myspace, friendster and what not because I know, you don't know most of them. To me, it's a matter of taking your time to learn about those people who wants to be your friends even if at the end of the day you only managed to make 1 friend rather than making a million friend and know nothing about them.

P/S :

the phrase ' berkawan biar beribu bercinta biar kepada yang satu'. I never believe in that bull shit. Sama je bende tu.......Kalau kawan berjuta tapi satu pun tak leh pakai pun tak guna gak kan???? same cam bercinta gak, kalau yang 1 pun cam hampeh baik pasang berjuta tp menyenangkan hati or better yet cuci je mata tu dulu. Jangan awal sangat nak bagi komitmen!!!

LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST PEOPLE!!!!

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BEBELAN

argghhhh!!!!!

Again with rasa tak puas hati........ cam tak kenal lak.......

I should be spending the time I'm writing this entry to find info traditional medicine but of course I rather spend it by membebel dalam blog ku ini......

You see, I thought it would be easy for me to find the info but hah!! takde langsung!! dalam Bahasa Malaysia that is. English melambak tapi takkan nak translate semuanye!!! Hangus neuron cell aku!!!

Anyway, nothing else to write..... saje nak menambah post sambil membuang masa sebab sakit hati tak jumpa ape yang ingin dicari.....Plus, Dr. said I have osteoarthritis. Kalau tak tau, go and google it yourself. Not in the mood nak jadi dictionary....... +_-

On a brighter note, my study mood finally came back from her vacation!!!!! woot! woot!!Hell yeah, she's back people & I hope she's staying for good!!! hahaha ^_^

Since I'm in the mood, I'm gonna post up some pix.......

kekeke.... random gile..... Neway, hopes he's doing fine!!!

SLIPPED AWAY

I MISS YOU
MISS YOU SO BAD
I DON'T FORGET YOU
OH... IT'S SO SAD

I HOPE U CAN HEAR ME
I REMEMBER IT CLEARLY
THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

I DIN'T GET AROUND TO KISS YOU
GOODBYE ON THE HAND
I WISH YOU THAT I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN
I KNOW THAT I CAN'T

I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME
CAUSE I REMEBER IT CLEARLY
THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

I HAD MY WAKE UP
WON'T YOU WAKE UP
I KEEP ASKING WHY
AND I CAN'T TAKE IT
IT WASN'T FAKE
IT HAPPENED YOU PASS BY

NOW YOU'RE GONE
NOW YOU'RE GONE
THERE YOU GO
THERE YOU GO
SOMEWHERE I CAN'T BRING YOU BACK

NOW YOU'RE GONE
NOW YOU'RE GONE
THER'RE YOU GO
THERE YOU GO
SOMEWHERE YOU'RE NOT COMING BACK

THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

I MISS YOU

NEVER FORGET

February 27th 2010 was the coldest day in the history of fandom........ that day, 1 of the most amazing and talented young man was crushed to his bone... Remember PARK JAEBUM????

Yes HIM!! Actually I don't really give much thought about his withdrawal from 2PM and only hoping that the controversy would die soon and he'll come back to korea to become a better singer & dancer but boy was I wrong!!! on the 25th of February, his company announce that his withdrawal was permanent!! Meaning that no more him in 2PM but I don't really care about him not being in 2PM but more about him not able to achieve his dream to become a great singer, dancer & most importantly a son his family can be proud off!!

Since the internet wasn't working for me on that so called important date, I don't knOw the reason to why JAY doesn't want to come back. *But, even an elementary kids can figure out why!!* So that night, I just told myself that maybe being in Seattle for the 5+ months makes him realize that he's happier there that the 5+ years he spent in Korea. As a fan I can only pray for his happiness & hope that he'll do even better there and slept with that thought in mind.

To my horror, when I woke up the next morning and check the various KPOP website, the real reasons he withdrew from the team was because he did some "personal mistake" during Again&Again promotion!!! I mean come on!!! He was the busiest during that period!! Yet he managed to do that "personal unethical mistake" B***s*** And it seems the other 6 hated him for it & agree to his withdrawal.

But things only got uglier from there. The fans were angered with the company & the rest of the boys and the climax was on the 27th of February when the "conference of the year" was held by the company in order to answer all the fan's confusion about the matter but things got blow out of proportion with people pointing fingers at each other.

" Why don't the company try to protect Jaebum when his myspace controversy broke out"

" I don't see the fans protecting him either..."

With that said, the other six suffer. From that day onwards many fan account and ugly pictures of the 5 boys excluding Khun have been circulating the internet saying that the boys originally hated JAY & treated him like trash and etc.... With the proof and all, its hard for me not to believe it. Some even said that they ignore Khun. And without realizing it, I hated the 5PM. But hating, is never my nature *cough cough* thus I decided to ignore everything from 2PM till my heart heals, till my mind figure out the truth but till then I'm JAY's personal fan.

*But what I want to say here is that, how can a person give so much pain to another person without feeling any remorse. JYP keep on playing with JAY'S silence, play him like a puppet when he's the one giving income to the company. Why must they hurt his pride spreading rumours that he slept with a minor, taking drugs and what not. I was never JAY bias but even a non fan cansee that somehow, he's naive. Maybe that's why JYP took advantage of it. Or maybe JAY is 1 hell of a good actor but I doubt it.*

RIP 2PM

AUGUST 4TH 2008 - FEBRUARY 27TH 2010