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This year our theme is brown for raya..... so it is compulsary for everyone to have a chocolate baju kurung @ baju melayu for the 1st day of eid. Says who????? NON OTHER THAN ME OF COURSE!!!! ^0^

So in the morning of the 1st eid everyone was wearing chocolate with various tone and design well except for me..... while everyone was busy staring at me wondering why my baju that morning is not the official colour, my grandma rushed every single one of them to the mosque for solat sunat raye....

Since we, the younger 1 walked to the mosque, my cousin used the chance to ask me....

Nape tak pakai kaler chocolate??? nape tukar black lak???? last year kan dah black....

I was like,

Nie bukan chocolate ke???? * pointing at the design on the dress & buat muke tak paham*

My youngest cousin (5 yo) even made a comment,

apelah kak ija nie....tu kuning bukan chocholate!!!!! kaler pun tak kenal!!! hahahah.....

nasib kecik klu tak....=_=

Lepas pray, kitorang gi kubur then balik rumah....

Since it was disturbing for them not to see me wear Chocolate, I helplessly change into one......

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This is the abaya that I wore di pagi hening 1 raye aritu.... Bukan chocolate ke design die tu????

This is the other monkey yang tak nak pakai chocolate coz gf die yang beri baju melayu pink tu....=_=

RAYA 'O' RAYA

OMG!!!!!! Raya's here!!!!!!~THROWS CONFETTI~ Well that is supposedly to be the right feeling and emotion that I'm supposedly to have but I was practically emotionless throughout the whole week of raya!!!!! I don't care if I'm wearing the right baju kurung with the right tudung anymore... Most importantly, I don't give a damn if people are not bothered to give me duit raye anymore!!

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G I'm telling you!!!!!

I'm the kind of person who are ecstatic when it comes to dressing up for occasions, collecting duit raya from the uncles and aunties, baking cookies and cakes and what not. However this year nothing above seems important anymore!! Raya will still be celebrated by people even without new curtains or furniture that's for sure!!!

Hmmm..... God knows what gonna happen for next year's raye..... Anticipation, excitement or plain B.O.R.I.N.G..... =_=

WISHING WELL.....

In this cold, beautiful, hungry yet sleepy moment, I would like to wish


Everyone....


1) Happy fasting and may you all receive the blessing

from Allah especially in this last week of fasting....





2)Happy Eid and may you receive a lot of blessing and

of course,last but not least, DUIT RAYA!!!!!!! ;p




IDA n DALILAH......


All the best in your upcoming Selanjar 1...... our prayers will be with you.....never hesitate to come to us (me,su,and whoever...) if you need a shoulder to lean on......we'll always be there for you....... Same apply to me....~~ you guys are generous enough to lend me you're shoulder right????~~ Okie!!!! ^0^

09.09.09

The reasons why I'm writing this entry today is simply beacause I feel like writing....^0^ duhhh..... ;p

Okie...... nevermind, just forget what I said up there......=_=

9 SEPTEMBER 2009.....

Few things worth celebrating today like......

Timeless couple 3rd anniversary.....Who could that be?????? duhh..... my favourite couple in the entire world of course!!!!! Kim Junsu & Zhang Li Yin!!!!! ~ throws confetti~

Well, its not like they're officially dating anyway but they did collaborate together in a song which is like the best song ever for valentine!!!!! I check out in MELON Charts just now, Timeless gone up to no.1 eventhough its been 3 years since its release!!!! Amazing much???? Well here is the mV for it .....

Second thing is that, due to my stupidity or more like LUCK, I'm going back to K.L on the 14 instead of 17!!!!!! muahahahaha ^0^..... you see, class supposedly to end on the 17/9 but the lecturers are kind enough to bring forward all the lectures a day early so our last class would be on the 16/9 (meaning they also nak cuti cepat) ..... so, I quickly went to change my bus ticket but to my suprised, I already bought an early ticket without knowing!!!!! hahaha.... happiest day of my life!!!!! But the thing is that during the 16th, my group will have a seminar on obesity and eating habit..... T_T...but who cares, I got to spend more time berbuka with my family and extra holiday!!!!! wooooohuuuu!!!

3rd thing is quite sad actually.... 2PM leader/ex-leader @Park Jaebom@ Jay Park has left to return to Seattle,US due to some stupid netizens who loves to blow things out of propotion!!!>< ~banyak kali gile gune sentence yang same~ WHY??????

You see, this guy is a Korean-American which means he was born in America & he has never been to Korea his entire life untill he was accepted to JYP as trainee and debut as a singer.... Even his proficiency in Korean Language is still very bad.....

Thus he must have had some difficulty during his stay in Korea right???

So, being the teenager that he was, he wrote a comment in his myspace saying that Korean people are/were gay ~which was like several years ago~

Netizens got angry since they're so proud of themselves and start trashing, bashing & even wrote a petition for him to COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!! Yup, that's how crazy these people are....=_=

Eventhough some fans and artists show support but I suppose it's not enough for him...... he felt as if he burdened his group member, so he just quit....

"Through the wind, fall came.Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....The bright blue sky keeps making me cry.Even the sky is making me cry in the fall of 2009." Junsu of 2PM....

I don't blame him though..... He even wrote a letter of apology but people won't just let it go!! I mean Korean men are Gay in a sense that they are very fashionable @ metro sexual..... That's what he meant and not Gay as in Boy-Boy relationship..... (eventhough ade kat sane)... American men are simple, T-shirt & jeans & they're good to go.... Maybe that's what leads him to say such thing.......

Hmmm.... I hope he will return soon since he said he gonna use the time to study music. That guy has a very good voice & hilarious!!!! Rest,eat & play well Mr.Park!!!!! I wish you all the best in your future up taking!!!! ^0^

My rambling never seem to end after few sentences .....hehe... bubye everyone!!! ^_^ Going to the ever so boring Lectures now.....=_=

MY BABY YOU........<3

Never once I thought that I will eventually end up making all the decisions in my life.....why did i say that??????Mainly because I H.A.T.E making decisions. I've said it all the time that I'm incapable of making such decision that can cause me to regret it later on because I always do......

But I suppose no one ever listen to ME.... the feeling of regret is the feeling I loathe the most second to disappointing my parents..... I never want to experience it but no one bothered listening to me...... arghhhh!!!!!

Why did you make me chose that path???? why did you ask me to push that button???? why can't you let me be???? why must you left me with all those questions that leads to decision making????? You said that everything gonna be okay.......

Now that I've make the decision, I hope you can live happily looking at my stupidity, my misery.....I regretted it..... but of course I can't make a u-turn now can I???? What am gonna without my baby....without my heart....without my soul?????

Baby I'm sorry..... I promise I'll make it up to you...... just wait for me....my..........

mp3.......

Stupid conscience or whatever you called it!!!!Can't believe I reformat my mp3 without saving all the 800++ precious tracks of beautiful music in my laptop first..... waaaaa..... going crazy!!!!!! ><

blehhhhh~ Dramatic much??? hrmmmm......

GOT TAGGED.....=_=.....^_^

T.A.G.....

Seriously.....I was very confused with this tagging bussiness and still are..... aishhhh!!! ><

Anyway, since my bff ask me to complete the tagging mission, I shall do that eventhough I don't completely understand the whole process......huhu....^_^

1. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE HOT??????

THE million dollar question!!!!!!! ok... how about this.... hotness lies in the eye of the beholder......buahahaha!!!! rosak peribahasa orang!!! hmmm... truthfully, I think I'm not hot..... ~dgn humblenya mengaku~ ^_^

2. UPLOAD YOUR FAVOURITE PICTURES.....

3. WHY DO YOU LIKE THE PICTURES????

I'm with my bff that shares the same interests,different tastes in boys and we are somehow awkward together at times.... ^_^....Other than that, Gotta luv them!!!! <3

4. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU ATE PIZZA????

Sunday, 30 of August 2009 at 7.30 p.m with my friends during iftar....

5. LAST SONG YOU LISTEN TO????

Stay, by BIGBANG

6. WHAT ARE YOU DOING WHILE DOING THIS??????

Still listening to STAY..... beautiful melody during this time at the night......

7. BESIDES YOUR OWN NAME, WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE CALLED???

Since my name is very indeedly short, somehow I prefer them to call me just by my name.... but for those who are close to me, they called me IJA.... I like that name cuz my grandpa gave it to me....^_^

8. TAG ANOTHER 6 PERSONS....

Since I don't really followed people's blog & the only blog I followed is the one that tagged me I guess I'll stop at number 7 ~my favourite number~...... nitez everyone!!!!!!!

~zzzz........~

M = E

Let my heart be crushed a thousand times but the wisdom that has grown within me will never betrayed me......

No matter how long it will take for my heart to heal and start anew i will never once look back and regret the steps I had to be where i am today........

I've been in this battle field for as long as i can remember and there's no turning back only moving forward to achieve the winning trophy.......

I don't want to be those who have retreated back away in shame........

I don't want to be those who died during the battle without any armors on.......

I will be someone that stand and fight till the very end with every tools that I can grasp on even if it means i have to let go of the hands that have been holding tight to me.........

I need to stand on my own now!!!!!

I need to spread my wing free and face the cruelty of this world and its people......

The wisdom that I have collected will be my source of light in the darkness.......

Faith will be my armor.....

Heart.....

Be strong......

We gonna get through this like we always have.......

NOT BREATHING......

"You see the hole???"

"which hole??? the down one or the upper one???"

"the one near the..... ehhh... what aaa.... that thing called???"

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*pushing the tongue away with laryngoscope*

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laryngoscope

"vocal cord???"

"Oh yes, the vocal cord....you nampak or not???"

"Nampak, nak masukkan kat situ ke????"

"Yup... not to deep ok"

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*pushing the endotracheal tube inside the mouth*

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endotracheal tube

"Ok done!!! BVM now!!!"

bag-valve-mask

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*giving air to the patient"
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"YES!!!!!lung inflate!!!!hahaha......Mission complete!!"

"cool!!!! pas nie boleh berbuke dgn aman, tenteram,seronok....." ^_^