HOLIDAY.....OVER.....STUDY.....

Holidays are over and yet i'm still clucthing to those holiday excitement/euphoria/madness and what not!!! but of course no matter how hard i tried to hold on to those moment sampai patah jari and terseliuh tangan pun, it is still gone with the wind... hmpf....

Nonetheless, those 10 short days did bring some happiness that had long gone. The dead heart are once again filled with happy colours. The laughter that had died is planted once again.......hmmmmm merepek giler

Moving on......

During those 10 days I spent happily with my family yang dah bertahun tak jumpa, my friends yang dah bercentury tak nampak..... Wet myself with Sunway lagoon's dirty water, wandering around trying to figure out which public transport to ride on, doing 2PM flash mob while waiting for the train and last but not least, shop and eat till I drop!!!! heaven I'm telling you!!!

But its all over now...... need to switch back to study mood.......=_=......TT_TT

IGNORANT=MALAYSIAN

Went to pasar malam.....then suddenly......

IT'S RAINING~~!!!!!! heavily I might add.....=_=

It's not that I hate rain or anything its just that, I'm hungry and obviously need to eat and the rain wasn't helping me to get to my dorm A.S.A.P. to feed my poor tummy....

But that 's what you get for staying in KELANTAN..... not that I'm complaining because bile malam je..... fuuhhh, sejuk gile..... BEST!!!! ^0^

Moving on to the next topic.......

Since it was pouring, we ( MIN & ME) decided we should go to NIRWANA to get a quick snack before we died of hunger...... to cut the story short, I asked MIN to buy waffle for us and went to look for food to last me before balik K.L.....

Masalahnye, beli barang 2 tapi beratur macam beli 1 NIRWANA!!!!!!! You see, kat NIRWANA tu ada kaunter ekspress that says not more than 5 items. I mean even a 5 y/o can understand that right??? But these people don't!!!! 1 of them was a guy standing in front of me. he was holding a pack of maggi and a drink but when it was his turn to pay, 3-4 aunties & uncle yang letak barang kat cashier's desk!!! The rest was history....=_=

I'm not born with patient so, those people were lucky enough not to see my annoyed and 'kurang ajar' face.... sorry people, I'm no ANGLE!!!! =_= When I told MIN about the incident, she said

"Elek la.... aq pun selalu gak buat...."

O.O.....

Okay, Malaysian need an attitude training!!!!MAJOR!!!!!

HEARTBEAT!!!!!

I, PROUDLY PRESENT TO YOU.................

HEARTBEAT BY 2PM!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOT!!!!!!

What do you think????? For me......

Firstly : someone is missing.....*wonder who*

Secondly : errrr.......why is there a snake?????

Thirdly : errrr..... Why are my babies so sad?????

Fourthly : Emo gile....gelap je....

Fifthly : Junsu's voice + expression = L.O.V.E!!!!!!

6TH : Wooyoung...... cute no more....but HANDSOME!!!!!!

7TH : I'm loving the whole emo.vampire-ish concept!!!!!!

2PM fighting!!!! HOTTEST WILL BE WITH U GUYS!!!!!!

SENYUMAN ITU SEDEKAH......^0^

We had a tazkirah session today in between spasmodic and antiemetics drugs lectures.... nothing much about the content.... pi mai pi mai tang tu gak... its more like a reminder to all of us there.....But if you insist....

1. Senyumlah selalu
2. Saling ingat-mengingati
3. Saling bertegur sapa & jangan sombong

I told you so......

Anyway, out of the many2 sentences used during those short 10 minutes tazkirah, there's one that caught my attention......,

"Kalau ade kawan2 yang yang slalu terperuk depan komputer dengan cite korea tu, pesan2 la & ajak2 la study pulak..... exam dah nak dekat, kita sume nak dalam batch nie lulus exam nie...."

The rest was history since me & AIR burst out laughing....AIR even look at my direction during those sentence diluahkan dengan penuh perasaan..... A "GOOD" way to blow our cover =_= .... I admit to be addicted to korean stuff, same goes with AIR & several other friends.... Just name any artist in korea we'll know them.... latest gossip.... its in our grasp!!! BIGBANG, TVXQ, 2NE1, yang paling latest 2PM because of the PARK JAEBEOM myspace controversy......but what make us stand out more than any other korean addictor in that lecture hall is that we never keep it low profile!!! the dance,lyrics just name it....ingat aje...what to do...

And that bring me to ramble about the 2nd issue....

PARK JAEBEOM should just comeback to korea already!!!!! we miss *more like me* his blunt words, dorkiness and stage 2 koreans for heaven sake!!!!! 2PM or 1.59 PM * since JAY is not there* has released a new album entitled 'HEARTBEAT' and I'm addicted to the song already!!!! muahaha......;P

Well, the main point yang tazkirah tu nak sampaikan ialah....

Jangan terlalu asyik dengan bende yang tak berapa nak penting & tinggalkan bende yang penting kerana akhirnye kite yang akan kerugian!!!!


I'll update on 2PM heart beat 2moro eh..... nitez.....

WHAT TIME IS IT NOW????!!!

Today, once again, 2PM revealed the teaser for the second song ~I WAS CRAZY ABOUT YOU~ together with a new concept look.......

There's only six box containing six 'beast' faces...... Ain't it suppose to be 7????? T_T haammm...... Why am I feeling down????? Simply because the supposedly 7th member that's missing in the picture, PARK JAEBEOM is obviously not coming back to promote for their first full length album!!!!!!! gaaaahhhhh!!!!

buat muke tak paham lak....

Whyla he merajuk lama sangat???? Hottest are dying to see him b-boying again together with the other six but the whole moving on with the new album thing makes the whole incident of JAEBEOM quitting from 2PM macam tak pernah berlaku........

yes you la!!!! tanya lagi.....

But being the "optimistic" person that I am -cough cough- I'm still hoping that he will just suddenly pop out during their comeback performance on FRIDAY the 13th......Seriously if that ever happen kenduri 3 hari 3 malam!!!!! But of course dah lame dah berhenti berharap that it gonna happen..... T_T for now, lets just spazz with the picture of the witty, funny, ignorant, clueless and what not beasts.........T_T

'puppy' NIckhun



I'll wait till 2PM is 7 again......

I'll wait for 2PM leadja to come back tougher than ever


To smile happily & being dorky with his dongsaeng

lastly.............,

I hope that our Ssanti boy will be okay without his hyung.....

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Wild Bunny yang x sempat habis siaran..... please finish it.... =_=

TIRED OF WAITING

I' m getting tired of waiting,

You know Do you know how I feel?

I'm getting tired of waiting.

Still, do you remember me?

As a day goes by, I can‘t forget you

Even if a month goes by, I can't let you go

Do you know I still want you, ?

Endless waiting for you drove me crazy

Every single day feels like a year

I'm still waiting, I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back right now

It feels like if I turned around I could see you

I'm just getting tired, I'm just going crazy.

I have to hang tough in case your come-back

I'm still waiting for you

A month could pass and I wouldn't forget you

A year could pass and I wouldn't let you go

Do you know how I feel?

Endless waiting for you drove me crazy

Every single day feels like a year

I'm still waiting, I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back right now

It feels like if I turned around I could see you

I'm just getting tired, I'm just going crazy.

This is so hard for me I could die.

My head feels so complicated,

I'm waiting and waiting for you but no word from you

There is no reason I cry for you

There is no way you leave because of me

Its so hard for me, so hard for me

I'll be waiting for you even if it needs a year

I'll be waiting for you even if it needs 10 years

I don't care if I get tired of waiting for you

Endless waiting for you drove me crazy

Every single day feels like a year

I'm still waiting, I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back right now

It feels like if I turned around I could see you

I'm just getting tired, I'm just going crazy.

*******MOOD*******

Exam is just around the corner but here I am busying myself writing nothing interesting.......=_= waaaa........what happen to my overflowing spirit to study 2 weeks ago????!!! come back please!!!!!! T.T......

Well whatever, I've got nothing to worry about coz exam starts somewhere in December, 13th to be specific... that's like 1 month to go...... more or less 5 weeks to finish 4 blocks punye notes yang bertimbun macam Gunung Kinabalu!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaa......T-T

Anyway, the point here is that...... Miss MOOD, could you please come back A.S.A.P???!!!! I badly need you!!!! *kneeling on both knee*

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NOW O NEVER

Have you ever thought how would your life be if your parents are not there anymore to support & protect you???? I haven't..... in fact I never want to have that imagination implanted in my brain because I know how much it would hurt not having someone rooting for you.... lending you their strenght and trust......and being alone.....

Being alone is not very peaceful/quite as what most of us think....... At the end of the day, there will be an empty hole that need to be filled, there will be an irrating buzzing sound because it's too quite......

You may have friends that act more or less like your parents but the feeling of attachment is not the same..... At the end of the day, you'll be reminded of your parents..... their scent of love, their soothing words.....but they're not there anymore.....hhmmmm......

My friend, he never takes his parents love & trust for granted but 1 thing that he forget to do as a son is to spend more time with his parents. He put his friends first then come his parents.....to cut the story short, his parents departed their life in an accident while he was having fun with his friends.... he can't be contacted & at the end he came back seeing his parents lying lifelessly on the cold floor of the living room "wrapped" with white cloth......

His brother told him that.....

"Ibu ngan Ayah kirim salam.....Diorang mintak maaf sebab tak sempat nak tunggu sampai kau datang...... diorang halalkan makan minum ko.....diorang mintak maaf kalau sepanjang 20 tahun besarkan ko, diorang ade terkurang kat mane2....." both brothers were choked with tears.....

"Cume mereka terkilan sebab 2-3 tahun ko kurang luangkan masa ngan mereka.....tapi mereka tak salahkan ko.....Mereka pesan supaya ko jgn lupakan solat & tanggungjawab ko sebagai seorang islam..... Boy..., they love you with all their heart & they are very sorry because they can't be there anymore for you.... to give you support and love......" Tears were flowing with no stopping for him and his brother and sisters......

Parents, they are never good at expressing their disatisfaction sometimes.... they don't want too see your frown, your sad tears because of their words...... they only want to see your bright smile & happy face......And because of that you thought that they are always happy........

For him it might a little too late but for us, there's still time but that doesn't mean that we should delayed it anymore...... I called my parents...... tell them I love them.... but somehow I just wished that they're right in front of my eyes when I said those words.... better yet, they're always are in front of my eyes so that I won't get hyped up everytime I can't called them or they missed our daily phone call.......

hmmmmm...... I wished but wish will remain as a wish as long as I'm stuck here in this place.....

HEAD 'OL HEAD

Today I only have 1 class which is the ever-so-inspiring-tolerable PBL session..... I planned to go for it but i can't force myself to get up.... the pain was piercing, pening nye toksah cite!!!! The next thing I know, I woke up at 12.17 p.m. SHIT!!!! I miss PBL ~ in a very calm tone~ After I took my second bath of the day I touch my head,

"eeeehhhh!!!!"

There's a small bump on my left temporal skull.....

"ape nie????? aigoooo painful s***..... sape nak kol nie????" ~in a very composed manner~

Around 1.30 p.m I sms Su asking her help to buy CVD notes for this week & ask her what should I do with my swollen head....

"Ijaaa....... Su ade kerje nie.... klu cpt abis, Su tlg belikan okie!!! Takpun mintak Air tlg belikan..." =_=.....=_+

Then come the 2nd message

"Nanti letak ais kat kepala tu..... ptg nanti su datang bw ice-pack okie.....hehehe..."

With that I called Air....

"Air kat ne??"

"kat Cik Din nie, nape???"

"aaa...... Tlg belikan notes 4 me...."

"errrrr, baru kuar daripada lautan manusia nie....."

"oooo tak pe r.....Air!!!!"

"Yup..!!"

"Kepala Kite bengkak nie.... nak buat camne ek??? sakit gile!!!"

"Hah?????!!!Ko terhantuk kat mane2 ke???? Bile perasan????"

"Tak pun..... 1 jam yang lalu.....ottoke???"

"Ermmmm..... neoplasm kut!!!"

"Yah!!!!"

" Acah je......." tut...tut...tut....

Kredit tinggal o.16 sen........Yup.... Wonderful ain't it???

What I Know is that, when I woke up around 4 a.m & slept around 7 a.m this morning, my precious head was perfectly fine...... but now...... hmmmm.....

WHAT TO DO?????!!!!!!!!!!

hE@LtHEX

Our logo... ^0^

Min practically 'throwing tantrum' coz dia nak ambik gambar dgn logo tu, so 'terpaksa' lew ....;P

Yesterday night marked the last day of the most anticipated? health exhibition in our campus in conjunction with HTD.. one word, Fuhhhh.... Why you may ask???? You see... I've been repeating this like 1001 time that I'm not 'MESRA ALAM' !!!! So... let's just not talk about it shall we...???

When you're involved in a health exhibition, you need to talk to make sure that people coming to your booth understand what is it that you're trying to tell them rather than just sitting & let them wander around in your ever so small booth aimlessly... the main point of this exhibition being held is to educate the community about health as a whole thus you got to be the messenger rather than just staring at the people walking back & forth in front of you right?????

This is obviously not my booth since never like the anatomy of eye......=_=

Different from all the other medical students, I proudly put my name under PROSTHODONTIC which = dental = teeth which totally put people in confusion..... they thought I actually wanted to be a dental student but got rejected and that's why I join prosthodontic??? one word, ABSURD!!

Never once in my life I would want to spent the rest of my life looking into the various mouth of homo sapiens..... i find it difficult to even share drinks with people unless I'm close to them, ni kan pula nak betulkan gigi orang!!!!

I chose to be in the team just to gain knowledge and nothing more..... trust me!!!! In 3 days I master the basic knowledge of PROSTHODONTICS!!!! * standing ovation 4 me!!* (\^0^/). There are 3 ways on how you can replace your missing tooth/teeth.

1. Denture = partial or full
2. Implant = most expensive coz they use titanium
3. Crown &bridge = Like the one hip hop people used...

This My BOOTH!!!!! 2gether with all the fake teeth ^0^

Prosthodontics = gigi palsu

1 of my colleague

Hamizah the Pretender.....;P

On the last day = cleaning up, of course la kitorang busy buat kerje-kerje DBKL nie but to my horror, we even have to remove the thin red sellotapes that they used to create a pathway for the visitor convenient!!! Do you know how difficult it was to remove it???? =_=

Cam whoring throughout the whole 3 days....!!!!;P

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BEATING HEART

I have no idea when is the world heart day till today when I miracolously took part in the Walk For Health held in USM around 6.30 a.m. World Heart Day is celebrated anually on the 27th September and this year theme is Health in Workplace.... There were talks on

1. Benefit of exercising


2. Managing your diet
   
3. Effect of CVD in country's productivity

Well anyway I'm not gonna talk about the contents since its the same thing being repeated everytime ada health talk!!!! Exercise 3 times a week for 30 minutes, eat less sugar, fat and what not..... bla...bla....bla.....Its just that masuk telinga kiri and keluar balik telinga kanan!!! Maybe MOH should try reverse psychology or something..... * Eat till you Drop/Die campaign* =_=

Here are the pictures to proof that I'm not a lazybump afterall!!! ^0^

somehow the picture makes me look short & Fat!!! =_=

Camwhoring with the certificate......^0^

Perkumpulan b4 the walk...

A-B-A-Y-A

This year our theme is brown for raya..... so it is compulsary for everyone to have a chocolate baju kurung @ baju melayu for the 1st day of eid. Says who????? NON OTHER THAN ME OF COURSE!!!! ^0^

So in the morning of the 1st eid everyone was wearing chocolate with various tone and design well except for me..... while everyone was busy staring at me wondering why my baju that morning is not the official colour, my grandma rushed every single one of them to the mosque for solat sunat raye....

Since we, the younger 1 walked to the mosque, my cousin used the chance to ask me....

Nape tak pakai kaler chocolate??? nape tukar black lak???? last year kan dah black....

I was like,

Nie bukan chocolate ke???? * pointing at the design on the dress & buat muke tak paham*

My youngest cousin (5 yo) even made a comment,

apelah kak ija nie....tu kuning bukan chocholate!!!!! kaler pun tak kenal!!! hahahah.....

nasib kecik klu tak....=_=

Lepas pray, kitorang gi kubur then balik rumah....

Since it was disturbing for them not to see me wear Chocolate, I helplessly change into one......

-END-

This is the abaya that I wore di pagi hening 1 raye aritu.... Bukan chocolate ke design die tu????

This is the other monkey yang tak nak pakai chocolate coz gf die yang beri baju melayu pink tu....=_=

RAYA 'O' RAYA

OMG!!!!!! Raya's here!!!!!!~THROWS CONFETTI~ Well that is supposedly to be the right feeling and emotion that I'm supposedly to have but I was practically emotionless throughout the whole week of raya!!!!! I don't care if I'm wearing the right baju kurung with the right tudung anymore... Most importantly, I don't give a damn if people are not bothered to give me duit raye anymore!!

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G I'm telling you!!!!!

I'm the kind of person who are ecstatic when it comes to dressing up for occasions, collecting duit raya from the uncles and aunties, baking cookies and cakes and what not. However this year nothing above seems important anymore!! Raya will still be celebrated by people even without new curtains or furniture that's for sure!!!

Hmmm..... God knows what gonna happen for next year's raye..... Anticipation, excitement or plain B.O.R.I.N.G..... =_=

WISHING WELL.....

In this cold, beautiful, hungry yet sleepy moment, I would like to wish


Everyone....


1) Happy fasting and may you all receive the blessing

from Allah especially in this last week of fasting....





2)Happy Eid and may you receive a lot of blessing and

of course,last but not least, DUIT RAYA!!!!!!! ;p




IDA n DALILAH......


All the best in your upcoming Selanjar 1...... our prayers will be with you.....never hesitate to come to us (me,su,and whoever...) if you need a shoulder to lean on......we'll always be there for you....... Same apply to me....~~ you guys are generous enough to lend me you're shoulder right????~~ Okie!!!! ^0^

09.09.09

The reasons why I'm writing this entry today is simply beacause I feel like writing....^0^ duhhh..... ;p

Okie...... nevermind, just forget what I said up there......=_=

9 SEPTEMBER 2009.....

Few things worth celebrating today like......

Timeless couple 3rd anniversary.....Who could that be?????? duhh..... my favourite couple in the entire world of course!!!!! Kim Junsu & Zhang Li Yin!!!!! ~ throws confetti~

Well, its not like they're officially dating anyway but they did collaborate together in a song which is like the best song ever for valentine!!!!! I check out in MELON Charts just now, Timeless gone up to no.1 eventhough its been 3 years since its release!!!! Amazing much???? Well here is the mV for it .....

Second thing is that, due to my stupidity or more like LUCK, I'm going back to K.L on the 14 instead of 17!!!!!! muahahahaha ^0^..... you see, class supposedly to end on the 17/9 but the lecturers are kind enough to bring forward all the lectures a day early so our last class would be on the 16/9 (meaning they also nak cuti cepat) ..... so, I quickly went to change my bus ticket but to my suprised, I already bought an early ticket without knowing!!!!! hahaha.... happiest day of my life!!!!! But the thing is that during the 16th, my group will have a seminar on obesity and eating habit..... T_T...but who cares, I got to spend more time berbuka with my family and extra holiday!!!!! wooooohuuuu!!!

3rd thing is quite sad actually.... 2PM leader/ex-leader @Park Jaebom@ Jay Park has left to return to Seattle,US due to some stupid netizens who loves to blow things out of propotion!!!>< ~banyak kali gile gune sentence yang same~ WHY??????

You see, this guy is a Korean-American which means he was born in America & he has never been to Korea his entire life untill he was accepted to JYP as trainee and debut as a singer.... Even his proficiency in Korean Language is still very bad.....

Thus he must have had some difficulty during his stay in Korea right???

So, being the teenager that he was, he wrote a comment in his myspace saying that Korean people are/were gay ~which was like several years ago~

Netizens got angry since they're so proud of themselves and start trashing, bashing & even wrote a petition for him to COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!! Yup, that's how crazy these people are....=_=

Eventhough some fans and artists show support but I suppose it's not enough for him...... he felt as if he burdened his group member, so he just quit....

"Through the wind, fall came.Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....The bright blue sky keeps making me cry.Even the sky is making me cry in the fall of 2009." Junsu of 2PM....

I don't blame him though..... He even wrote a letter of apology but people won't just let it go!! I mean Korean men are Gay in a sense that they are very fashionable @ metro sexual..... That's what he meant and not Gay as in Boy-Boy relationship..... (eventhough ade kat sane)... American men are simple, T-shirt & jeans & they're good to go.... Maybe that's what leads him to say such thing.......

Hmmm.... I hope he will return soon since he said he gonna use the time to study music. That guy has a very good voice & hilarious!!!! Rest,eat & play well Mr.Park!!!!! I wish you all the best in your future up taking!!!! ^0^

My rambling never seem to end after few sentences .....hehe... bubye everyone!!! ^_^ Going to the ever so boring Lectures now.....=_=

MY BABY YOU........<3

Never once I thought that I will eventually end up making all the decisions in my life.....why did i say that??????Mainly because I H.A.T.E making decisions. I've said it all the time that I'm incapable of making such decision that can cause me to regret it later on because I always do......

But I suppose no one ever listen to ME.... the feeling of regret is the feeling I loathe the most second to disappointing my parents..... I never want to experience it but no one bothered listening to me...... arghhhh!!!!!

Why did you make me chose that path???? why did you ask me to push that button???? why can't you let me be???? why must you left me with all those questions that leads to decision making????? You said that everything gonna be okay.......

Now that I've make the decision, I hope you can live happily looking at my stupidity, my misery.....I regretted it..... but of course I can't make a u-turn now can I???? What am gonna without my baby....without my heart....without my soul?????

Baby I'm sorry..... I promise I'll make it up to you...... just wait for me....my..........

mp3.......

Stupid conscience or whatever you called it!!!!Can't believe I reformat my mp3 without saving all the 800++ precious tracks of beautiful music in my laptop first..... waaaaa..... going crazy!!!!!! ><

blehhhhh~ Dramatic much??? hrmmmm......

GOT TAGGED.....=_=.....^_^

T.A.G.....

Seriously.....I was very confused with this tagging bussiness and still are..... aishhhh!!! ><

Anyway, since my bff ask me to complete the tagging mission, I shall do that eventhough I don't completely understand the whole process......huhu....^_^

1. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE HOT??????

THE million dollar question!!!!!!! ok... how about this.... hotness lies in the eye of the beholder......buahahaha!!!! rosak peribahasa orang!!! hmmm... truthfully, I think I'm not hot..... ~dgn humblenya mengaku~ ^_^

2. UPLOAD YOUR FAVOURITE PICTURES.....

3. WHY DO YOU LIKE THE PICTURES????

I'm with my bff that shares the same interests,different tastes in boys and we are somehow awkward together at times.... ^_^....Other than that, Gotta luv them!!!! <3

4. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU ATE PIZZA????

Sunday, 30 of August 2009 at 7.30 p.m with my friends during iftar....

5. LAST SONG YOU LISTEN TO????

Stay, by BIGBANG

6. WHAT ARE YOU DOING WHILE DOING THIS??????

Still listening to STAY..... beautiful melody during this time at the night......

7. BESIDES YOUR OWN NAME, WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE CALLED???

Since my name is very indeedly short, somehow I prefer them to call me just by my name.... but for those who are close to me, they called me IJA.... I like that name cuz my grandpa gave it to me....^_^

8. TAG ANOTHER 6 PERSONS....

Since I don't really followed people's blog & the only blog I followed is the one that tagged me I guess I'll stop at number 7 ~my favourite number~...... nitez everyone!!!!!!!

~zzzz........~