2012 : NO 7 & 8

I used to think that I'm not fit enough to be a doctor after spending almost 4 years in USM. I got the not glamour part but the never ending studies was just to much for me. However when I entered psychiatry/neurosugery posting, I've started to enjoy medicine  like I used to -minus the fact that these 2 posting have many free time & 1 one the lecturer turned out to be an ex-nasyid singer *not that I care*- It's actually fun learning about how your brain works and how it effect every muscle & sensory & emotion & what not -minus the anatomy- So yeah, I might venture into the world of brains 1 day *let's see if I still hold on to this thought after my EOP tomorrow -.-''* Nevertheless I'm setting my mind to meds & no turning back!!

OH YES!!! I'm so buying myself a guitar even if I can't find time to learn it. Scratch that, I'm sooOOO gonna buy me a guitar and learn it even if the time is being a bitch!! HELL YEAH! 

SPARE ME THE POX WILL YOU CHICKEN~~~???!!

THE -VE ME

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MY GOD!!! 

PERFECT TIMING!!!

1 WEEK HOLIDAY + CHICKEN BLOODY POX!!!!

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO BE ENJOYING MY ONCE IN A LIFE TIME HOLIDAY!!!!

I CAN'T EVEN STUDY~~~ *not that I plan too*

NOW, THE ANGEL/+VE ME

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IT'S A WAY FOR ALLAH TO SHOW THAT HE REMEMBERS ME

& HE WANTS ME TO REMEMBER HIM BETTER THAN BEFORE

& BE A BETTER PERSON THAN I WAS BEFORE

THUS, I'M GONNA EMBRACE THIS 

WHILE SAYING ALHAMDULLILAH

2012 : NO 6

I heard many of them are coming to Malaysia this year~~!!! *doing happy dance*
But out of the many korean artist, I badly wanna meet

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The official/original ice princess of K-POP!

JESSICA JUNG

The dorky LEADJA turned badass CEO

JAY PARK

No 1. KPOP bingu rapper

 T.O.P

Need to do some savings now! their presence needs money but It'll be better if I could just terlanggar bahu dengan diorang nie kat mana-mana area K.L 

E.P.I.C  I'M TELLIN' YOU!!!

2012 : NO 5

I want my MD before I have wrinkles!!! T.T

2012 : NO 4

 I have..... gazillion diaries. NO DOUBT!!

 But, what I don't have is the commitment to write in it on a daily basis like in Vamp Diaries S1~~~

Thus, this year I would like to have a diary that have my every day memories!!

I CAN DO THIS!!!

2012 : NO 3

MY  3RD WISH OF THE YEAR~~

I can bake a cake... YES, A cake!! meaning only 1 type... not many... but I with cookies, I'm a pro! - duuhhh.... the recipes are all over the internet & books- but it's always tricky with cakes :(

So...., this year, I'll learn to bake more cakes (?) !

2012 : NO 2

NO 2~~~~

novels, self improvement books, novels & more novels~~~

It's not because I don't Have enough books, it's because I love collecting it!!! ^.^

2012 : NO 1

Since i haven't got a post on my never ending wishes for 2012, i'm going to post 1 everyday.

Y???

Because it's fun & sukati la blog orang! ;p

sooo....... No. 1~~~

It's not that I spent 2011 being fake... it's just that I'm hoping  that  I'll be true to my self & others even when the circumstance won't let me~~~

BBQ PARTAY!!!!!

Why BBQ???? Sebab nak celebrate B'day la!!! ^.^

Ingatkan nak celebrate B'day mcm biasa-------> makan luar

But, adela sorang umat manusia nie terasa nak buat BBQ *coughAIRcough* jadi, kitaorang pun buat la~~~

The tastiest blueberry cheesecake to date!!

No, we're not celebrating my B'day.....=,=

Presenting the B'day gal!!! Kak Long Ming!!!! =p

"cane nok potong nieh~~~"

"uuhhh, pelik la mu potong..." -.-''

Ketua Chef V^.^V

Assisstant Chef~~~ ;p

Yes, B;day gal yang rase sgt proud sbb B'day sama ngan YOSEOB -.-''

Ming & mak x rasmi huhu~~

Ketulan2 ayam dirasakan tak mampu untuk dihabiskan, lenyap after 1 hour~~ hehe

Lastly....,

As for my B'day, I want TIRAMISU!!! Not anything else~~~ >.<

HAPPY 2012!!!!

My new year countdown started with the MV STAR from my favourite b-boy~~~ JAY PARK ~~~

The countdown continues with OMBAK RINDU THE MOVIE..... They tried hard to make the movie as close as the novel but I would say whatever in the novel should stay in the novel. Canggung beno aku nengoknye..... All those intimacy....*geleng kepala* Tak tau la tang mana yang cdey nye yang diorang dok kata sampai banjir sume cinema~~~ Tak sempat nak feeling meeling, tersembur ketawa. Am I emotionally dysfunctional??? =,=

So basically that's how I celebrated my NEW YEAR. Sound boring, I know, but the truth was, I enjoyed every moment of it.... why???? Because I'm born boring down to my tulang hitam~~~!!! *tanya lagi* =,=

waaaaaa~~~~~~~ Nak balik K.L!!!!! Nak gi shopping, ice skating, merendek ke sana & sini!!!!! <------ THIS IS THE REAL TRUTH!!!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALLS!!!!

A MAN LIKE HIM & A GIRL LIKE HER

Now, I shall for wait for my mum & dad to find a guy macam dalam video nie for me.....

seriously, kencing manis aq dow dgn ke-sweet-an video nie.....

Make me all smiley~~~~

FRIENDS FOR LIFE

I'm feeling very emo-ish rite now!!!

No!!! not because of me being depressed to be in this faraway place

Nope!!! not because of my never ending studies.....

Its because.......... *drum rolls*

I just watch a movie that reminded me of all the sweet/sour/salty memories of growing up with all the friends that I met along the way!!!!

ooooohhhh........How sentimental can I be!!!!?? *patting myself*

Anyway, the title of the movie is SUNNY.

It's about how friends get together after being separated for a long time just to fulfill the wish of a friend that's dying of cancer.....

Very beautiful......

Semua dah berumur dengan kehidupan masing-masing.... 

As a wife.....

As a mother......

Some had it easy.....

While others had it hard......

I teared up and smiled foolishly to myself while watching the movie......

HAH!!!! how I missed those times where we can just do everything whether its right or wrong because we knows that at the end of the day we'll each others back!! 

I know it haven't been long like in the movie but just bear with me here while I go down my memory lane OK!!??

High school taught me the art of friendship......to stand firm on what we believe in....... dancing........ singing...... gossiping....... rebellious......

In KMK it was all about fitting in a a whole new world called adulthood, responsibility & independence....... Thank you for being there & help me go through it....

And in between these 2 there was PLKN..... 1st time being away from family proved to be challenging for a spoiled brat like me.... Alhamdullilah, I found friends that was very motherly -AS-, sisterly -PIJA & YANA- and very me-ish *at least from my POV* -NISA- They made jungle trekking, detention, climbing 6ft wall, flying fox, exercising late at night, sharing late night snacks, ghost busting, getting drenched in mud & etc. much more fun that it should be.

I do keep in contact with some of them. Phone calls, sms...... while others FB lah, apelagi...... ^.^''

Rase mcm nak buat reunion kumpulkan diorang nie sume skali gus......

And this is how my friend responds to my statement;

"Ko kahwin cepat......Mesti sume datang.....ko tukan manja sume org"

Stinky smell of Jealousy!!!!! hmmphh!! 

BUNYI GITAR~~~~

Tersebutlah kisah...... Izzati bersama rakan-rakannya menyelusup keluar daripada klinik untuk menuju ke ward..... sesampai sahaja di ward tingkat 5...

"Korang nak g mana???"

"Rumah mayat..... Tengok occupational Therapy" jawab Chan Yeu

Izzati merasa sungguh pelik dengan statement yang diberikan oleh jejaka cina yang mmg cukup dikenali sbgai seorang yang banyak mulut itu.....

Namun begitu Izzati dan rakan-rakan menurut langkah Chan Yeu. Apabila sampai ke destinasi.....Alkisah....sebenarnye bukan kat rumah mayat..... BELAKANG rumah mayat je....

"Eh, diorang therapy masak2 ke??? Aku nak join la...."

Dengan pantas Izzati masuk ke dalam untuk turut bersama dalam proses menguli dough tersebut. Tetapi disebabkan telah terlalu banyak tangan yang menguli, Izzati pun mengubah fikirannya.....

Ketika berbual bual kosong bersama LINA, kedengaran sayup2 suara serak serak basah yang mendendangkan lagu tangkap lentok di bilik sebelah.

"Zati, diorang tengah karok la....Jom join!"

"Wei..... diorang ade drum set jugak la......!! Nie yang aq nak memekak skali nie...WOW!! guitar pun ade beb!!"

Sambil terintai-intai memandang....

And the rest was history......

We sang all the so called tangkap lentoq song's with all the patients

And we're still singing even after the patients were busy preparing/baking all the breads....

It was havoc!!! bunyi drum, guitar...perggghhhh memang menggangu ketenteraman awam!! 

N.O.I.S.E    P.O.L.L.U.T.I.O.N!!!

Tapi yang paling best rasenye time KEAN HWA nyanyi lagu melayu yang aq sendiri tak tahu..... Lepas tu die buat encore dgn lagu "Kekasih Awal & Akhir". Memang sporting habis la!!

Adekah ini merupakan post medical stress syndome????!! 

Or kitaorang 1 group sbnrnye terkene tempias PSYCHIATRY posting????!!!

BAM!!!...BAM!!!....BAM.....!!!!

Renung-renungkan lah!!!!

MEDICAL SUCKS!!!!!

WELL OF COURSE NOT!!!! Why the hell would spent 4 years learning if it SUCKS???? Duuuhhhh..... -.-''

What I meant here was....errmmm... the MEDICAL POSTING..... I thought by the end of this posting I would've at least have some idea on what my future specialties would be. 

Gastroenterologist ke... 

Dermatologist ke...

Nephrologist ke.....

Cardiologist ke.....

But 1 thing for sure I got out from this posting was.....eerrmmm.. was... YES!!! 

Being a houseman is  hell!!! Can't wait!! 

All the disease in The CM handbook, takde pun kat dalam ward tu..... yang ade ;

1. ACS
2. CKD
3. COAD

Pastu adela cket Asthma, CVA, Tumours, Rheumatic, IE, Pyelo, PKD -1 and Takayasu -1, Addisonian Crisis 

That's all I think....*ke ade lain....???*

But I think Neuromedical is not a bad choice!! because why??? I've enjoyed & learn more in their clinic rather than following the boring morning ward rounds in the hospital....!! *Punch Myself for being lazy*

I spent a total of 6weeks in medical posting.....panjang gile..... *whyla rase mcm tak belajar mane....*

The first 3 weeks I was  still in studious mode.....

4th week-------> OMG exam's comin'!!!

5th week-------> lambatnya exam......

6th week-------> Super high grade fever + deliriously
                           answering the exam.... -.-''

But after the exam.... 1 whole day jadi polar bear!! Hibernating thanks to the fever....

The next day, dalam keadaan yang agak feverish, sempat lagi g shopping

Yesterday night went to eat at Chim Chum... MING blanja!! or more like her sister since it was her sister who gave the money to her... well anyways...

& today after the long wait I finally managed to satisfy my craving to eat nasi dagang KAK ROS thanks to PAE, NANA & MARDIAH!!!! Makan sampai nak kuar balik...hehehe.....

But now I'm craving for it again.....nape la tadi jual mahal bile KAK ROS suruh bungkus bawak balik.....TT.TT

So for now........ PSYCHIATRY....HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!