ADIK & KAKAK

I don't remember exactly my feeling when I was first told that I'm gonna have a brother but I assumed I really love my brother because in every picture we're always together, hugging each other making adorable faces ^.^" ~~ 

just ignore how selebet I looked

Aren't we the most adorable baby ever???? but then again ade ke baby yang tak adorable kan kan kan????

Both of us used to live with our grandparents till I'm 6 years old... that's why I'm very proficient with Negeri Sembilan loghat..... *My ibu thinks that I'm more kampung than her when I talk with loghat....*

Growing up with male cousins & uncles in kampung makes me very tomboyish & kasar. Even if I was the only girl, they still takes me as one of them! Thus, to actually see me holding a doll masa kecik2 sangatla susah!! Kitaorang main police entry, terjun sungai, panjat pokok.... sangatla tak ayu!! Thank god my dad sent me to an all girls school in secondary school, kuranglah cket perangai kasarnye~~ 

Thus, me & my brother are very close with each other because we have the same circle of friends = BOYS!!!.... But when we moved back to Kuala Lumpur, it became the 2 of us only without tree to climb, river to jump or a gang to play police entry~~ Instead, we start our own country, build up our own fort using all cushion from the sofas in the house!!! haha~~ 

When I started going to school, we have less time together.... balik sekolah nak kene g mengaji la.... study la... *study la sangat* He always complain that he don't have friends to play with anymore & that the neighbour's kids were not fun!!

But when he started his primary school, kitaorang mesti berdua!! time rehat we sometimes eat together if I'm  doing canteen duty *I'm the G8 prefect* or he'll just come eat with me at my other post.... mcm belangkas!!

I think we started to drift apart time secondary school.... diff school, puberty, crazy hormones & what not... we rarely talk, buat hal masing2.... him with his friends & me with mine... rasenye gaduh pun slalu!! @.@

But after SPM, kitaorang terpisah jauh~~ I was sent to Sarawak for PLKN!! First time being away from home *meraung* It wasn't anywhere near FUN!! They took my phone!!! *WTF* Imagine once a week phone call????? Mental tau tak aku duk situ!! *dlm 2-3minggu jela* 

Anyhow, I supposed that was our turning point.... kitaorang rapat balik!! every weekend my brother will call me... talk for 1/2 hour updating me about everything since I'm living nowhere near civilization before passing the phone to my mom / dad~~~ *he's the sweetest*

Time masuk Matrix & USM pun camtu gak!! Especially, time masuk USM... He can't come to send me off sebab sekolah... thus the night before we talk 3/4 of the night before TV tengok kitaorang!! 

This was when we went for Umrah......

we look alike aren't we????

But I supposed we don't look alike anymore nowadays~~ One of my school friend saw me holding hand *we always walk linking arms* with him & thought that he's my Boyfriend!!! *whatthefish!!!* Since then he doesn't like me holding his hands

"Jatuh saham adik!!"

tapi....... Ade Aku Kesah!!! ahakz ;p

I forced him to this face but nowadays he is more than wiling to act all cutesy -.-''

The best thing was when he went to UITM Machang!!! We met up twice a month~~ makan2, shopping2.. *he's a worst shopaholic than I am!!!*

His first graduation~~ Rasenye Aku yang terlebey excited ;p

My very crazy family~~!! xoxo

Nowadays, we can talk about anything!! Gossipsss, advice, his girlfriendsssss *playboy sungguh!!* & boyfriend *He never approved any of my choice!! @.@* I don't get why he's soooo protective over me??? Hello, I'm like 2 years older than him but he has more successful love life compared to me!!! When it comes to me, he'll be like N.O!!! 

There was this incident while I was walking with him in midvalley when he suddenly put his arms around my shoulder.

"Ko pehal lak nie?? Nak jalan pun susah"

"Lelaki tu senyum2, pandang2 ko"

"mana2???? Dik..... cantik gile mate die!!" *insert high pitch tone here*

" Senyum pulak kat die... pandang je la depan"

*Me putting on annoyed face*

Yes people..... that's my brother~~ The only time that I can go oogling at boys, is when I'm out with my girls.... Haiiish!! potong karen btol!! 

When I asked him if he has any boy to introduce to me he said

"sume takleh pakai!!"

"boleh pulak ko kawan ngan orang tak leh pakai nie ek??"

"What...Ever..!" *Insert gedik tone*

Tapi, xkesah mana pun~~ Rase selamat je ade bodyguard nie!! Feeling all VVIP - ish!

Special Guest!!!

IBU & AYAH!!!!

sangatla front cover~~~!! :p

Kepenatan mengikut rentak kitaorng yang tak reti penat berjalan~~

Doing happy dance bcuz her family is back!!!!!!!! 

*confetti* 

*KLCC fireworks*

RATAPAN SEORANG .........

Lama tak buat post emo kan??? rase pelik la pulak.... so hari ni rase nak beremo --->> mendung, angin sepoi2 bahasa, temperature pun ala2 romantik gitu = sangatla sesuai~~ tak gitu??? ngeeee~~

18th of February  aritu my whole family -parents, adik, wan, maklong, maklang & pakcu-  g umrah, thus I'm practically sensorang kat malaysia nie~~!! sedey ok!! Memangla ade fam len but the one I'm closest tu yang takde.... no more phone call, video call, chatting.... sunyi la pulak.... nak cakap ngan orang pun takde mood sebab......sebab.... waaaaa..... nie nak nangis nie!!! *inhale exhale*

2 days after they went, baru ayah call, nak menitik air mata *drama queen* cakap diorang sume sihat, seronok kat sana sume.... Orang pun nak g gak~~!! Napela USM nie tak reti nak beri cuti lama cket??? Rindu tau x nak pergi sana lagi??? pergi sana x sama macam g korea ke, jepun ke, india ke, singapore ke, kelantan lagi la~~ tambah2 dapat berkumpul ramai2 ngan family members *meraung*

*lap air mata* Last pergi tahun 2007, memang rase tak puas.... rase tak nak balik.... hati rase best je... tak cbuk nak fikir bende len!!  tak tau kenapa~~

Kebab die memang terbaik!! Pastu ice cream die, tak yah cite~~ susu unta pun best gak *my family can't never understand why I like the milk so much* 

Ok, cite nie sangat la tak relevant!! -.-''

Anyhow, I LOVE the place!! except for the driver -.-'' *litar sepang kut!!* even my dad kalah ngan diorang~~

Jap jap!! nie pun lari tajuk!!

Ok, the conclusion here is that, I MISS MY FAMILY berlemon-lemon!!! Cepatla balik sume orang~~ Takde orang dah nak kol ija tanye dah makan ke belom, study ke cbuk ngan bf korea, gosip2~~ *air mata meleleh dgn penuh dramanye*

yang benar,

budakmanjataksedardiridahtuabangka

GENG KG. BATU MASUK USS

After all the drama at the Singapore immigration complex, we waited for about 30 minutes before the bus that will bring us to USS came. For me, it was a long drive from the complex to USS but  the scenery makes up for it.... I mean, come on sebelah menyebelah je pun Singapore dengan Malaysia, ape je la yang beza, but seriously berbeza!!! For instance, budi bahasa, we're rich with it!!! Well, at least at the part of Malaysia I'm in....

Anyhow, the building, they're beautiful & the landscape just seems greener than Malaysia, or maybe because it's morning where everything looks beautiful & vibrant or I'm just feelin' in the mood~~ you know, -the bus-the window-&-me staring outside-scene... ;p  

Upon arrival, we took like 100++ picture at the globe.... -.-'' *tetibe rase jakun lak* lps dah masuk, it's the end.......FOR ME!!! Well you might not know this but I get easily excited over interesting/beautiful/magnificent/etc building/view!! I got hyper!! I want to take picture at every statue, building, vehichle, cartoon character!!! @.@~~

These 3 are my uncles~~ Not Lying!! *seriousface*

"kat sini!! cpt2... Ambik gambar ija"

"sini lak"  "lagi2"

sampailah my uncle---->>

"Ija, ride dulu, nanti tak dapat naek sbb ramai orang...... gambar karang2 amek ye sayang" while patting my head

:'((

 the looks he's giving me~~ -.-''

Sayang la sangat, die yang terlebey excited nak naek ride sbnrnye, tak ramai pun orang, sumenye cbuk amek gambar.... psshh!!

We start our journey with the new ride------>> TRANSFORMERS!! It was cool...!! the story line is that we're part of NEST, a robot to be precise *I think* helping with the mission of saving the world. It's 4D, thus, it was extremely turbulant!! pusing sana sini, kene sembur ngan air liur robot, haha!!! exactly macam fighting scene dalam movie~~

you see bumble bee there??? he's forever my robot hero!!!

Blue = CYLON Red = human

The we went on to ride the HUMAN & CYLON. Its 2 different roller coaster representing the HUMAN & the CYLON . Then, there's the egyptian ghost train *love this the most*, the jurassic park & last but not least, the fairy tale land~~

the entrance to the Egyptian ride

It's a wet journey here, almost got eaten by a tyranosaurus~~ :p

Macam tak banyak je kan kan kan???? pi sendiri la... tak cukup kaki kowt nak naek sume rides!! Thus, I think buying an annual pass is worth it.... pictures 1 day, rides 3 days!!! haha~~ boleh naek ulang2~~ Maybe I should go again next year....

GUNUNG LEDANG : DI PUNCAK ITU

Muke bloated baru bgn tdo haha~~ just to give u a scare... ;p

Kitaorang start daki ke puncak dalam pukul 2 pagi. It was C-O-L-D! *Adeasapkuardarimulutpunyesejuk*

Anyhowzzz....The track was easy enough that I can actually walked without tripping & falling flat on my face with minimal help from the light supplied by the person behind me & the melodious voice dari orang depan "ade ranting...ade daun.... slope people!!"~~ *hantuk kepala kat pokok sbb lupa bawak torch light*

the one & only pitstop *not lying*

Kat sinila satu2 nye tempat nak ambik air. I brought with me 1 botol kosong revive. Filled it, hoping that it will last me sampai ke puncak & time turun. Memang jenis tak banyak minum pun~~ Oleh itu, dengan penuh kegagahannye, aku pun daki, daki & daki lagi sehingga sampai kat 'restoran' KFC. Layanan first class kau!! tak cukup O2 rasenye..... *and here I thought tangga 700 was hell*

After a very hellish track called KFC, kitaorang pun berehat sebentar kat gua kambing nie..... abang2 guide kate lepas nie jalan die ok cuma die lebih kepada mendaki. FIY, KFC tu bukan Pak cik Kolonel punye kedai ek, it means...... errmmm.... I'll get back to you la...*kalau ingat*

Time nie tekak dah jadi macam padang pasir.... kering sekering keringnye!! dengan penuh rase malas *penat xhilang lagi okkeesss~~!* tangan dihulurkan ke arah leader ku yang menjadi pak sanggup untuk simpan botol2 air ktorng. tp yang pelik bin ajaibnye, botol yang sepatutnye penuh dah tak penuh!!!

Tp sbb neuron2 dlm kepala dah mati kering, air tu aq teguk dulu.... then, Azi pun nak tumpang sekaki sbb lagi sorang pak sanggup bawak air tak dijumpai.... Sedang cbuk menghayati keindahan alam yang diterangai cahaya bintang & bulan penuh, mataku terpandang botol revive ku ditangan pak cik LEADER.... Sedap gile die minum air yang aq catu dgn penuh kedekutnye......!!!! *aksitariktudungdgnstressnye*

"sharing is caring~~ jangan marah~~" -.-''

Jangan marah atuk ko!! air ku~~ Masa suruh dia bawak air extra xnak takut berat la...... Bag die besar gedabak kowt...... huuuaaaaa~~~~ T.T *ish.. tak rock langsung nangis sebab air*

*kesat airmata* I suckz big time at abseiling but atas usaha jurulatih time PLKN dulu.... I'm practically a freakin C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N!!! tapi tapi tapikan..... yang nie je lah aq berjaya naek, sampai jatuh torchlight org bergolek mcm buah nangka *naseb bek kak siti sempat sambut*. sampai kat Batu Hampar, tangan aq meng-give upkan diri nye time kat tgh2!! Nak nangis kowt...... Mcm Mana kalau nasib aq sama ngan torch light yang bergolek tu.... Sapa nak sambut anak gajah nie ooiii~~??? T.T

"relaks dik~~ cket lagi.... Abang pegang tali nie, naek cket2 ok?"

"ok2! pegang tau jgn lepas" srreeettt...... 

"Abang nak turun aci tak.....??"

Suara dah macam dah terkeluar je..... last2 aq pun turun..... Lps habis sume orang naek, Abang guide yang jadi penunggu setia aq kat bawah tu terus kate

"Awak nak picnic sambil tengok sunrise kat sini ke??? Saya nak naek nie..." Muke puss in boots aq automatically keluar.....*bajet cute ------>> muntahhijau*

Sambil senyum poyo/sumbing "dah pegang tali nie, jom! tidak,  tinggal~~" 

waa..... kak siti kejam tinggalkan orang dengan Abang guide yang sangat sarcastic nie~~ panjang doa aq baca, ingat naek sampai atas pakai tali.... rupanye ikut jalan len.... muahahaha..... Sayang abang guide~~!! *time tu till sampai puncak je la... :p* Seriously, die memang jadi personal guide tuan puteri perasan nie dari Batu Hampar sampai la ke puncak..... oh ya, 1 more thing, this is the same guide from my previous post on my GUNUNG LEDANG expedition.... -.-''

This is the so called Taman Bonsai.... xdpt aq nak appreciate ke-bonsai-annye

Muke defeated lps tak lps naek batu hampar~~ practically dah hypoglycemic dah time tu.....-.-''

this is the among the last ladder before sampai puncak..... antara yang terawal sampai & yang terakhir naek... Aq buat picnic chocolate dulu ngan geng2 patah kaki kat batu org bertapa before mengerah tenaga naek..... at that point we're like sunrise to the left okeeesss!!sunrise got nothing on the obviously an already melted chocolate~~

Nie tak berapa nak puncak g..... tapi sebab sunrise nampak cantik ktorng dah tergolek dok sambil pose maut *mautla sangat~~*

Tara~~~~!!!! 'IZZATI KAMAL SHAH telah berjaya menawan GUNUNG LEDANG people!!!!!

ni muke mak2 yang tgh memasak untuk anak2 yang kelaparan

this picture was supposed to include only me, kak siti & the banner but who cares!!! haha

Group photo

In a zombie state definitely, without a doubt!!

few picture of sunrise from the peak that I obviously missed

credits to the phographer~~ ^.^

abang guide pun dah jadi flat tire......

big group's photo~~ the happening people of USM!!!

Hope to see you guys soon in another expedition~~~!!! xoxo

MALAYSIAKU TERCHENTA

1 word to describe USS ------>> FANTASTICALAWESOMNESS!!! *that's 1 one word sbb die sambung skali~~*

1 word to describe Singaporean ------>> OBNOXIOUS 

well it's more macam kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga...... Thus, Singaporean..., listen first attack never!!

Kami orang Malaysia sume lemah lembut, sopan santun, perempuan2 & lelaki2 melayu, chinese, indian, dll terakhir oookkk???? 

So agakla tersentap cket kami2 nie bile Akak2 & Abang2 Imigresen Singapore guna bahasa yang mantop bile nak menegur......

Bukan nak kate la kan *tp mmg ondway nak mengatala nie* Akak2 & Abang2 Imegresen Malaysia tegur punyela baik, senyum bile cop passport bagai... tp Singaporean pandang atas bawah macam criminal je ktorg ni time check passport ckp pun kasar semacam...... *ke aq je yang terlebey sensitif???* 

Anyhow, sengal nak mampos..... Tak belajar pendidikan Moral agaknye diorang nie time sekolah.... *wow, lama tak guna ayat kureng camnie*

Taula awak tu authority figure, but seriously how do you expect people to respect you if you do nothing to earn it..... being feared at mmg macam langit dgn bumi dengan being respected ya incik2 imigresen sume..... 

Selalu nye orang takut depan je, blakang mengata sampai tak cukup air liur..... tp kalau orang respect, depan, belakang, atas, bawah orang puji~~ ^.^v

Naseb bek aq nie dah jadi penyabar tp sorang akak tu dah termess ngan adikku terchenta thus, tak pasal2 kene panggil kureng ajar..... *nasib baek diorang tak baling mamat tu balik Johor* He practically scream kat situ (?) tak3x  die cakap dengan agak kuat la....

"Kuang ajar btol la akak tu... owg ckp punye bek dia boleh buat kerek lak"

Sume orang kat pintu keluar tu pandang kowt!! Aq dah buat muke tak kenal dah..... -.-''

Anyhow that did not stop our soon to be EPIC journey to USS!!! Boleh blah kalau nak mess ngan ktorng~~ Sume kepala kureng, tak dengar kate sumenye~~~!! Hidup cucu2 & cicit2 Jaharah!!!! 

Tapi kami still punye respect kat orang yang respect kami juge ye.... still bersopan, berhemah & of course lemah lembut sebab kami Malaysians & we're proud to be known as 1!!!

AYAH

Its funny how my dad will be all jealous & gives that 'scary' stare when I go all excited about a guy & ignored him....

Most recent incident was when he posted his very 'charismatic' picture when he attends a school program *he's the YDP & non of his kids is in the school anymore* -WHAT THE HECK-

Just now, my mum video called me regarding my passport thingy & thru my mum, my dad asked whether I've seen the pictures or not & I was like, yeah of course, you tagged me remember~~?

"Ayah tanya handsome x?"

" Handsome~~ sapa name abang polis tu yah???"

My mum was laughing real hard while trying to deliver the answer to my dad to which he replied, U'r not going to Singapore!!! his face was E-P-I-C!!!

Tapi ayah selalu tanya soalan cepu emas nie~~

"Bile nak bawak menantu balik jumpe ayah nie"

To which I replied "Ayah nak yang mana?? A, B, C, or D??" 

Pelikkan...... my Mum always says that if I were to get married, It won't be her or me who'll be bawling or eyes out crying, it will be my Dad!!

Don't worry dad, Ayah sentiasa handsome sbb kalau ayah x handsome takdela anak ayah cantik kan3x??? puahaha *mode masuk troli tolak sendiri*

HAPPY 2013 PEEPS~~!!!

WOOT!! WOOT!!

IT'S FINALLY 2013~~

No more drama about the end of world & we can definitely relabeled the movie 2012 to comedy.... *throws confetti* *fireworks in action*

Many things has happened during the past 365 days. Some were sweet, some were bitter, some were good & the rest were just plain bad. But hey, guess what?? they're all in the past now & in the future, when I'm feeling bored, I'll  probably take a look at these memories again & be amused by it~~!

1 very important thing I learnt about myself this year is that I'M STRONG!! Obviously not physically~~ *psshhh* strong here means, I have a strong mental & emotional ability to just knock any undesirable things flying away.... and..and..and with that strong mental & emotional ability, I managed to walk with heads held up high not caring 'bout some stupid dramas going around & simply be myself!! 

So, 2013, I expect you behave the same or perhaps much better that 2012 aiiite?? We'll walk hand in hand and make this coming year rockin' a**, full of awesomeness & make the best memories of it!!

I hereby, welcoming you, Mr. 2013 to be part of something cool, fun & awesome called ME!!

-TEEHEE-

STORY OF US

BOY : Ey, we've been friends since forever right??

GIRL : Yeah..... so..???

BOY : I think I like you ...

GIRL : SAY WHAT???!! After all these years you finally come to a conclusion that you THINK you LIKE me??

BOY : eerrrr...... *sweats*

GIRL : Ok fineeeee...... *Putting the pen down* WHAT do want honey???

BOY : I want you...

GIRL : You want what?? *heart goes into AF*

BOY : I..I..I want the new girl's number *clears throat*

GIRL : Damn, what's wrong with you today dude?? *sigh* Since when do you stutter anddd.. why do you suddenly need my help to get a girl's number?*scrunched up nose* *scoff* aren't you the greatest playboy in the history of mankind~~?

BOY : *scratches head* well...actually what...

GIRL : *roll eyes* Fine! I'll get you the number. But remember, you owe me crackhead! Anyway, gotta go. Tonnes of homework~~ Send my love to  mama & papa! bubye!!

BOY : Tt...thanks ! Bye  love.... c u tomorrow *sigh* Fool!! *face palm*

GIRL : *stare at the phone* Bye LOVE???  *eyes rolling*... got to find me a new bestfriend~~ pssshh!!

To have your BFF in the whole wide world as your soulmate is best feeling ever!! 

You're a total opposite of each other. You like A & he loves B. But somehow you complement each other like a jigsaw puzzle beli kat supermarket tu.

Never once bothered to pretend to be some1 that you're not because the level of knowledge he has on you could easily makes him a PhD holder!

Even when other girl is batting their fake eyelashes at him & he sometimes wavered, you know you always won the last battle simply because there's no other human  who can stands his weird way of doing things, being obnoxious 1/4 of the time & another 3/4 being stupid  & because nobody  can turn him into zombie state like you do when you decided to launch a cold war. 

And only him can stands your bipolar state, picky eating habits, your never ending rambling, mischievous act & definitely story of your long list of crushes.

His parent is practically your 2nd parents, & they favour you more than their son & he knows it but he can never betray you & get equal.


Well, the list goes on..... Let's hope pray for "And they live happily ever after" Aminnn.....