Have you ever thought how would your life be if your parents are not there anymore to support & protect you???? I haven't..... in fact I never want to have that imagination implanted in my brain because I know how much it would hurt not having someone rooting for you.... lending you their strenght and trust......and being alone.....
Being alone is not very peaceful/quite as what most of us think....... At the end of the day, there will be an empty hole that need to be filled, there will be an irrating buzzing sound because it's too quite......
You may have friends that act more or less like your parents but the feeling of attachment is not the same..... At the end of the day, you'll be reminded of your parents..... their scent of love, their soothing words.....but they're not there anymore.....hhmmmm......
My friend, he never takes his parents love & trust for granted but 1 thing that he forget to do as a son is to spend more time with his parents. He put his friends first then come his parents.....to cut the story short, his parents departed their life in an accident while he was having fun with his friends.... he can't be contacted & at the end he came back seeing his parents lying lifelessly on the cold floor of the living room "wrapped" with white cloth......
His brother told him that.....
"Ibu ngan Ayah kirim salam.....Diorang mintak maaf sebab tak sempat nak tunggu sampai kau datang...... diorang halalkan makan minum ko.....diorang mintak maaf kalau sepanjang 20 tahun besarkan ko, diorang ade terkurang kat mane2....." both brothers were choked with tears.....
"Cume mereka terkilan sebab 2-3 tahun ko kurang luangkan masa ngan mereka.....tapi mereka tak salahkan ko.....Mereka pesan supaya ko jgn lupakan solat & tanggungjawab ko sebagai seorang islam..... Boy..., they love you with all their heart & they are very sorry because they can't be there anymore for you.... to give you support and love......" Tears were flowing with no stopping for him and his brother and sisters......
Parents, they are never good at expressing their disatisfaction sometimes.... they don't want too see your frown, your sad tears because of their words...... they only want to see your bright smile & happy face......And because of that you thought that they are always happy........
For him it might a little too late but for us, there's still time but that doesn't mean that we should delayed it anymore...... I called my parents...... tell them I love them.... but somehow I just wished that they're right in front of my eyes when I said those words.... better yet, they're always are in front of my eyes so that I won't get hyped up everytime I can't called them or they missed our daily phone call.......
hmmmmm...... I wished but wish will remain as a wish as long as I'm stuck here in this place.....
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