Oct 20, 2011

THE BOYS






So what do you think????? Fresh or just mehhhh~~~











Or do you prefer the eng version?????


Check Out their full album....!!! you won't regret it!!


B-BRING THE BOYS OUT!!!!!



I was very excited about their comeback *no idea why*. I waited for the MV *19/10/11* eventhough the next day I have ORL-HNS posting exam. 


For me this album was worth the wait....I love title track *Girls Bring The Boys Out!!!*  eventhough the lyrics for Eng version is completely different from the Kor. Version.

TBH, I prefer the Korean version more. Eng vers. is just too full of Teddy Riley self.... I don't think he's worth the praise~~ teehee


P/S;- Passed my OPTHAL posting~~~!!!!! *throws confetti* hope can pas ORL too~~~

P/P/S;- MEDICAL posting coming~~~~*off too study -boing-*




Oct 15, 2011

BOY APE?? BOYFRIEND...! KA APE??? KAWEN...!!!

I don't know whether it's a coincidence or planned *which by any mean sangatlah tak masuk akal* but everyone kept saying ;


  1. I have a boyfriend
  2. I'm engaged
  3. I'm practically married!!

FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!!!!!!! ORL is boring but c'mon do you seriously need me to make the 3 weeks enjoyable and fun!!??? THIS IS BEYOND INSANE!!!

Oh wait, one more insane statement!


     4. I have child~~~ A CHILD! ME??? *facepalm*



Anyway, it has nothing to do with ORL posting being boring tahap petala ke 8....

It's just that random people starts asking me questions like :

  1. "Zati, ko ade bf tak?"----> "No"
  2. "Takde??? tipu"-----> "Huh"
  3. "Takkan muka cam ko takde bf"-----> *muke berkerut*


Seriously, what does having a BF gotta do with my FACE??! 

Hah....a bonus Q! Exactly, muka yang macam mana yang wajib ade BF because I might fail my exam if I can't find the answer~~~ -.-''


And since I'm a major failure when people start twisting their sentence ala-ala Zaman Puteri Gunung Ledang dulu, it took me quite a while to process and to interpret  the meaning *while smiling politely at them* and by doing so, those people have already  make up their own answer which is obviously TAK BETUL!!


And because of my poor understanding of loghat Kelantan, I ended up giving stupid answers yang menjerut diri sendiri~~


Pak cik teksi : Ti sorang ke berdua?


Me : Bertiga cik...


Pak cik teksi : Bertiga dah??? lama sungguh tak

                jumpe...tahniah!


Me : HUH????....



Memang serius terpinga-pinga la time dengar TAHNIAH tu.... 



According to my understanding, pakcik tu tanya 

" Nak gi KB Mall brape orang?"



When the truth was, he was asking dgn gaya ala-ala Zaman Puteri Gunung Ledang
  
"Zati dah kawen ke??"




Air was laughing real hard * Thanks air for the very late 

explanation*




Next time when people ask me about this thing again, this

is how my answer gonna be

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No...Im not single. Im in a long distance relationship cause my boyfriend live in the future~~*credit to yasmin~~*






p/s: Tapikan klu aq btul2 hantar wedding invitation, diorang terkejut tak???


pp/s : Seriously mmg kesianla org yg nak jadi bf aq time2 nie bcuz my attention won't be solely on him since rmai lg yg perlu diberi perhatian!!! muahaha~~~ ;p



Oct 8, 2011

DAMN, DAMN, DAMN!!!!!

Spending 4 years in medical school never once I took a moment to think about responsibility. One way or another there'll always be someone helping me to go through every shitty things that come my way. Someone will always step up to take the responsibility, leaving me feel all "protected", not bothered about anything other than just to walk down the path that I have chose with no worries.


But after spending a month or so in the clinics and the wards, it got me thinking whether I'm prepared to shouldered the responsibility  for every action I took especially when it comes to my patients. The thought that their life depend on my decision as to how they should be treated/managed make me shuddered. Yes, there will be PIC that I can refer to but....... ya'll know.... *sigh*


Now, I'm technically feeling at loss.... did I make the right choice, should I stop here and start something else that doesn't need responsibility to be on the top 5 of its requirement list or should I just groom myself to be more responsible because obviously according to me, myself & I, to back off is the most silliest/damnest thing to do right now. I'll be too old to start everything all over again........


I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!


"Ya ALLAH, kuatkan lah hati & semangat hambamu ini....."



Sep 28, 2011

DARI MATA TURUN KE HATI 2.0

USM can't never run away from the term "Community Service"..... Jadi sebagai penutup OPHTAL POSTING, we have to organize our own community service eventhough the one that put that slot into our timetable was the coordinator..... 

Yes, I thought that we could just skip the programme since the coordinator can't find the suitable place for the programme but I just happened to have a very dedicated group member that offered his 'Kg. Angkat' for the community eye service thing. there goes my free WEDNESDAY afternoon....

But of course doing this community thing was actually very interesting. You meet a lot of people, thus forcing me to pretend as if I understood the loghat eventhough sometimes I don't. It was super funny. Terangguk-angguk kepala macam patung hiasan keta tu.....and of course they love giving you foods and if its possible habis semua pokok botak sebab nak beri kita buah2 kat pokok tu..hehehe....

But when there's to many people, we overused/strained our eyes to look into the small hole of the ophtalmoscope and into the fundus of many participant and ended up with


  1. headache
  2. photophobia
  3. hypoglycemic (?)
  4. exhaustion
  5. astigmatism
Got back around 3 and slept till 7......

In the next 3 weeks I suppose we're gonna have COMMUNITY EAR SERVICE.....-.-''


Sep 26, 2011

-.-''

YEAY~~~~~





 mood malas ku sudah datang menyerang!!!!!

 guess what...?

TOMORROW is my end of posting exam!!!!!




I AM!!!!! T.T



Sep 25, 2011

DARI MATA TURUN KE HATI

AMARAN : The content of this post have nothing to do with the title given~~


On the 11th, I started my 4th year with confusion. 

  1. Who on earth is my group member?
  2. Will I be able to fill in the ever so thick-full of requirements to pass the exam- log book?
  3. Am I able to pass my end of posting exam after spending only 3 weeks in Ophtal?
  4. Most importantly : CAN I FIT IN????

But here I am, on the 3rd week of my posting, surviving, thriving to finish the ridiculous log book, getting to know my group members that will obviously change in the next posting, studying for the end of posting exam on the coming Tuesday and still trying to find my place in this gruesome 4th year of MEDICAL SCHOOL!!!!

Still trying to master the art of opthalmoscope, answering every bullet like questions by the specialists, going for oncall, standing like a statue during every OT, etc.... My life has never been this great before *note the sarcasm*


5 months holiday has made me lazy and confused about everything medical......

Sep 6, 2011

SUKA, SAYANG & CINTA

Saat kamu MENYUKAI seseorang, kamu ingin memilikinya demi keegoanmu sendiri

Saat kamu MENYAYANGI seseorang, kamu ingin sekali membuatnya bahagia dan bukan untuk diri kamu

Saat kamu MENYINTAI seseorang, kamu akan melakukan apapun untuk kebahagiannya walaupun perlu mengorbankan jiwamu sendiri


Saat kamu MENYUKAI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kau akan bertanya "bolehkah aku menciumu?"

Saat kamu MENYAYANGI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kau akan bertanya "bolehkah aku memelukmu?"

Saat kamu MENYINTAI seseorang dan berada di sisinya maka kau akan memegang erat tangannya


SUKA adalah saat dia menangis dan kau berkata "sudahlah, jangan menangis"

SAYANG adalah saat dia menangis dan kau akan menangis bersamanya

CINTA adalah saat dia menangis dan kau membiarkan saja sambil berkata "mari kita selesaikan masalah ini bersama-sama"


SUKA adalah saat kau melihat dia dan berkata "di sangat cantik/tampan"

SAYANG adalah saat kau melihatnya menggunakan hatimu dan bukan matamu

CINTA adalah saat kau melihatnya dan berkata "dia merupakan anugerah terindah yang pernah Tuhan berikan padaku"


Pada saat orang yang kamu SUKA menyakitimu,kau akan marah & tidak mahu lagi berbicara dengannya

Pada saat orang yang kamu SAYANG menyakitimu, kau akan menangis untuknya

Pada saat orang yang kamu CINTA menyakitimu kau akan berkata "tidak mengapa, dia tidak tahu apa yang dilakukannya"


Pada saat kau SUKA padanya, kau akan MEMAKSANYA untuk menyukaimu

Pada saat kau SAYANG padanya, kau akan membiarkannya untuk MEMILIH

Pada saat kau CINTA padanya, kau akan MENANTINYA dengan setia


SUKA adalah kau menemaninya apabila ia menguntungkanmu

SAYANG adalah kau menemaninya apabila dia memerlukanmu

CINTA adalah kau menemaninya dalam apa jua keadaanmu


SUKA adalah hal yang menuntut
SAYANG adalah memberi & menerima
CINTA adalah memberi dengan rela


P/S: THE AFTER EFFECT OF TOO MANY CHEESY LOVE NOVELS DURING THE HOLIDAYS

CREDITS 2 BLOG JIWA JIWA

Sep 1, 2011

5 MONTHS EP 7 : EIDULFITRI

                               


This year, the theme was PINK! Even my grandma who thinks that she is too old to be all girly looking with PINK was inevitably wearing PINK!!! hehe...



It was supposed to be sesi bermaaf-maafan but then again it would be to normal to just bermaaf-maafan kan...??? and normal is never my family thing....

Well, nothing much happened on first day though. Ate a lot of good foods, drinks carbonated drink as if I'm immune from getting DIABETES, received duit raya and mind you, every year bertambah because i'm older and still studying!! muahahaha!!!!! 

Oh yeah, me and the other 3 not-so-old-aunties did some cam-whoring to fill our not so fun day *everybody else haven't arrived just yet* and make it a bombastic day!!!








   


And the climax was when Nasrah found the perfect backdrop to make the whole cam-whoring pictorial thing to a so called front cover style~~~





The pix chosen to be on the cover of KG BATU MAGZ
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that's just vain.......


During the 3rd day of eidulfitri......


When our family start berkonvoi untuk beraya from 1 house to another..... tuan rumah need to start preparing enough food because the kids come for the food and the duit raya and rest,.... tumpang 2 kaki lew.....





~SELAMAT HARI RAYE MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN~

Aug 23, 2011

A B C D E F G.........


A
– Available: Always will
– Age: 22 
– Animals: I don't like animals at all, full stop!

B
– Beer: Haram 
– Body Part on opposite sex:  Eyes
– Best feeling in the world: When I get what I want
– Best weather: Rain + windy
– Been in Love: Let see......
– Been on stage: Many times
– Believe in Magic: Thanks to Harry Potter & the gang, I   do
– Believe in Santa: Nope, don't think so....
– Brand: Changes with times...... for now, its JEEP!

C
– Candy: L.O.V.E 'em
– Color(s): Blue, Black, Pink, Black
– Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Chinese/Indian/Italian: Italian, They have PIZZA!!
- Cake or pie: Depends
– Cheese: Love it

D 
– Day or Night: Night *not the super-creepy-dark night*
– Dancing in the rain: It feels really good!!!!

E 
– Eyes: Window to the soul
– Ever failed a class: sheeesh, who never???
– Enemies: Keeping them closer than ever...
– Exercise: I try not to....

F
– First thoughts waking up: Nothing
– Food: Love-hate realtionship

G 
– Greatest Fear: Allah
– Get along with your parents: Yes

H
– Hair Color: Guess.....??
– Happy: Always (?)
– Holiday: parap papapa I'm Lovin It

I
– Ice Cream: Any flavours except that tastes like antibiotics, ugh, disgusting!!

J
– Jewelry: Nice to have items
– Job: Still studying~~~

K
– Kids: Can't help but to love 'em
– Kickboxing or karate: Karate of course!
– Keep a journal: Yes

L
– Love: It gives you a very calming, soothing, dreamy etc....
– Laughed so hard you cried: Everytime I started to laugh

M
- Milk flavor: Original???
– Movies: The good ones. Recently: Super 8, HP7 pt.2 
               *what am gonna do without those wizards & withces*
– Motion sickness: No~~

N
– Number: 7

O
– One wish: I wish that my other wishes will come true!!! ^.^

P
– Perfect Pizza: Pizza that is perfectly cooked (?)
– Pepsi/Coke: To gassy/Taste weird
– Perfume/Cologne: Perfume

Q
– Quail:  I like it fried

R
– Reason to cry: Sad storyline, or when I'm irritated
– Reality T.V: Some are good the others are just plain bad....
– Radio Station: Fly/Hitz

S
– Song: Mainly k-pop and some english
– Shoe size: 7
– Salad Dressing: Hate salad so, no point talking 'bout the dressing
– Skinny dip: N.E.V.E.R
– Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberry
–Sport: Squash,badminton,swimming and recently archery & horseback riding

T
– Tattoos: Painful & ugly!!
– Thunderstorms: Scary

U
– Unpredictable: The future & my emotions -teehee-

V
– Vacation spot(s): South Korea, Europe, Australia, Russia, Kazakhstan

W
– Weakness: Too many to be mentioned
– Who makes you laugh the most: Yoo Jae Suk!!
– Worst Weather: Hot & Humid

X
– X-Rays: Interesting

Y
-Year it is now: 2011

Z 
–Zoo animal: I think they should be transported back to the wilderness or at least give them bigger space to roam around...... those animal are going to suffers from depression and obesity I tell you!