5 MONTHS EP3 : ME, SANDALS & EVERYTHING ELSE IN BETWEEN....

Harini 1 family balik rumah kat Seremban sebab my dad nak buat "Hi-Tea" sempena birthday die yang ke 54 pada 4 Jun which is tomorrow. 

Upon arriving, me & my mum berkemas ape yang patut before going to TESCO to buy things needed for tomorrow. *food, beverages* Since we're not officially staying at house beras pun beli 2 kilo je hehehe....

After buying a type of mop from D.I.Y, -My dad siap buat demo kat lantai kedai tu- we went up to the real TESCO. Tengah2 berjalan boleh pulak tapak sandal aku tercabut!!! pergh....malu kut tapi nasib baik aq ade Ph.D dalam bab2 buat muka bodoh!!! ;p

Pastu pe lagi, jadi orang tempang la kejap nak cari sandal baru. Bile dah jumpe yang berkenan, tuan punye kedai lak takde. Alih2 aq beli selipar toilet RM 3.90 kat dalam TESCO! -.-''

Time tengah pilih mana selipar nak beli my mum suddenly burst out laughing.

Me   : Nape???

Ibu  : Hmm?? *still laughing*

Me   : Nape gelak? *muke berkerut*

Ibu  : Tak lah nak beli selipar toilet pun lame gile memilih.  

         *burst out laughing*

Me   : -.-"

I swear, sometimes I think my mum has develop the same tendency as I am. Tendency to burst out laughing at the most random things. Let it be the sound of fart or in this case the time spent to buy selipar toilet! Kitaorang 1 family memang PELIK UNIQUE!!! 

Hooray to us!!

TAKE A DEEPER LOOK

Eventhough it's super duper late but as a proud JWALKERZ that has waited cough*patiently*cough for JAY PARK to finally appear in music shows with his own album, I would like to dedicate this post for his already in the music shops all over the world  *I supposed* 1st mini album entitled *drum rolls* TAKE A DEEPER LOOK!!!!!! *screams*

This seven-track mini-album is packed with a diverse range of genres from R&B to Hip Hop and dance along with an impressive line-up guest like Davichi Kang Min Kyung, Dok2, and The Quiett.

Six out of the seven tracks were composed by him, and all seven feature his very own lyrics, all of which exemplify his growth as a singer-songwriter.

His title track, “Abandoned“, is an R&B track that goes back and forth from a high tension tempo and a quicker beat. Alongside the modern melody are lyrics of sorrow over lost love.

1. Touch The Sky (feat. The Quiett)
2. Abandoned (feat. Dok2)
3. Tonight (feat. Kang Minkyung of Davichi)
4. 너 없이 안돼 - Can’t Be Without You
5. Don’t Let Go
6. Level 1000 (with Dok2)
7. Bestie

He also released MVs for TONIGHT & LEVEL 1000.....

TONIGHT MV

LEVEL 1000

Overall, I enjoy listening to the songs especially ABANDONED, DON'T LET GO, TOUCH THE SKY & CAN'T BE WITHOUT YOU........I'm not dissapointed with this album & guess what??? He's coming out with his 2nd mini album soon!!!! He loves his JWALKERZ very much indeed!!!

As for now, I can't wait for his movies to come out! Mr. Idol & Hype Nation!!!!! *woot woot*

SPAZZING TIME Y'ALL!!!!!  \\^.^//

5 MONTHS EP2 : KPOP CRAZED

Finally, today I met with my long lost bff ------> FAZLIN!!!!! haha kidding!!! Setahun lbey je kut tak jumpe.... 

Anyway, we went to our usual hang out place -------> TIMES SQUARE...

We do things the way we usually do -----> EAT, MOVIE, EAT & my favourite : SHOPPING!!!!!

Nak dijadikan cerita, kitaorang g la 1 kedai nie.....Mystar. Kedai nie jual dari OFFICIAL ke X OFFICIAL kpop punye barang.... So ramai la peminat fanatik kpop duk berkumpul kat sana including me... But bear in mind, I am not 1 of the many fanatic fans who goes squealing, crying, screaming klu nampak artis korea, heck, I don't even have fanatic in front of the fans OK!!!!!?? ^.^''

Since dah lama tak menjenguk kedai tu, aku pun belilah t-shirt G-Dragon's HEARTBREAKER... it is obviously not official because the official t-shirt just seem very ermm.... how do I put this... GANAS SIOT!!! I bet my mum will personally get rid of it once she found out!

The one that I bought *personally, I <3 the apple*

see.....ganas kan?? 

After buying other small collectibles I went to the cashier to pay, but behold.... punyelah ramai orang but they're not there to pay, tapi diorang menyemak kat situ sebab nak beli JANG GEUN SUK showcase ticket.....-.-'' I thought only girls will be interested with this jambu guy but, the boys were there as well. Yes they were and yes I'm shock!!!! *sigh* Patutlah RODY Kristal jeles gile ngan SUJU-M aritu...... hehehe.......

He looks so much better with short hair though....

We spent 15 mins trying to figure out which movie to watch and finally decided on PRIEST. I don't have much expectation for the movie eventhough it's about vamps -I super love anything that got to do with vamps except TWILIGHT- but wow the story was good and both me & Fazlin agreed that the Priest was hot!!! hehehe.....;p

And that's how we end our day..... there are a lot of things going on but if I were to share everything it'll takes several days to finish and I'm just to lazy....;p

5 MONTHS EP1 : HAMSAKAMNIDA !!!!!!!

Right after I finished my clinical OSCE for PROII, I rushed back to my room with only 1 thing running through my mind.........

''Ibu, Ija nak holiday kat KOREA ok tak????"

"Aikk....? telefon Ibu nak cakap bende tu je ke???? ape  

 mimpi???"

"Huh...??? takde mimpi ape2 pun......Bu... ija nak g style 

 backpacking...sorang2 ok???"
"Backpacking???? sorang2!!!? Anyway, how's exam???"

"hmmm... ok kut.. ntah!! Ibu bole la...."

"Fine... I'll ask your dad....."

*dancing in the room* "heeee...... "thank yous!!!!!"

However, with all the drama that happened within the week *coughaccidentcough* I totally forgot about the trip until........

"How's my daughter...."

"Sakit hati.... bernanah..."

"Makcik kete tu ke????? lawan je ....."

"Kang die kata Ija kurang ajar lak......"

"Cakap je Ibu saya ajar cakap macam tu....."

*evil laugh from both side*

"Anyway, how's you result"

"Heeeeee...... L.E.P.A.S....L.U.L.U.S!!!!!!!"

"Alhamdullillah.... aritu punya la nangis kata tak 

 lulus......Drama queen sungguh"

"eleh Bu... cam tak kenal lak ngan anak Ibu yang sorang 

 nie...... ;p"

"aaa.... 1 more thing, about the trip, you can go tapi Ayah 

 kata ikut travel agency... no BACKPACKING!...Mengamuk 

 wan aritu....."

"Trip ape?????''

"Huh???? Kata nak gi KOREA.... Ke tak nak pergi...."

"Seriously!!!???? Yeay!!! boleh la jumpe boyfriends Ija kat 

 sana!!!!"

"Ya Allah...... sorang cukup la......"

And yes, That's how I managed to release my higher-than-EVEREST-stress level....^.^

My brother teramatla jealous sampai mintak belikan baju ala korea sampai 2 tan...!!! Kalau nak 2 tan baikla kau duduk kat sana IWAN~~

Oh yeah, remember the part where I said I wanna go alone......???? *scoff* Who am I kidding??? Of course my Ayah and Ibu nak menumpang 4 kaki....... -.-'' Yasmin & her family pun ikut jugak. Double the FUN!!!! 

1 thing about KOREA that I noticed is the cleanliness...... memang puji habis la....-Macam kat SINGAPORE gak r- toilet die... pergh.... nak bercamping kat dalam tu pun tak pe..... even kat sidewalk puntung rokok pun tak nampak..... nak kata ade orang menyapu tak gak, tong sampah pun tak sebanyak kat MALAYSIA........Plus, Lorong bas & teksi kat MALAYSIA tinggal nama je..... habis semua jenis kenderaan pakai..... kat sana, kalau die kata lorong bas, bas je la yang lalu, tak kira macam mana jam sekali pun!! Tabik Spring r.....

Time pergi tu tengah season Spring.....sejuk gak r.... but most importantly bunga cherry blossom yang tengah kembang.... pergh..... gile cantik especially at night with the street light as the background.....keromantikannya sangatlah terserlah..... *winkwink*

                                          

But 1 thing I regret the most bile 1 batang hidung K-pop idol pun aku tak nampak.....-.-''.....Even my dad ask if its possible to meet YOO JAE SUK....his favourite comedian...heck, the whole family kut! ;p Even if they meet, communication will prove to be difficult. Bayangkan lah it took him the whole 1 week trip to learn......

KAMSAHAMNIDA = TERIMA KASIH

ANNYEONG HASEYO = SELAMAT SEJAHTERA

He keep on mixing the word together!! The most hillarious thing was when uncle JEFRI, confidently change the order of KAMSAHAMNIDA to HAMSAKAMNIDA..... I was literally rolling on the floor after he said it!!!

I did meet my fav. artist just not in person la.....^.^

Took lots & lots of pictures..........

playing with water when the temperature was 10 degree c. 

Eat lots of good food. I think I can actually survive solely on their food except for SSAL BAB. Out of 18 side dishes, 17 were vegetables..-.-''. Since I'm 90% 'carnivore' thus its a big NO!!!! tee hee...

Seafood hot pot was the best korean style food ever!!!

Jagung bakar pun rasa interesting

Half of the side dishes for ssal bab...

Weird tasted small cup of tea that cost MYR 18

And of course, I SHOP TILL I DROP!!!!! Peluang tak akan sekali-sekali disia-siakan apabila ada orang nak bayarkan~~~ Ahakz!!! ^.^

MALANG TIDAK BERBAU

A day after PRO II exam, my friends managed to convince me to go to Kg. La hot spring..... Nak menerbangkan stress yang piled up during the 3 long weeks of study break + 1 super long week of exam. So aku pun kene la jadi pemandu terhormat.....

On 1st of April , D-Day, *yes2 APRIL FOOL..whatever -.-''* We encountered quite a number of obstacles.....

• Patut start jalan kul 8 pg, kul 9 baru kete sewa sampai.....
• 3 kali enjin keta mati time nak reverse.....
• > 5 kali enjin keta mati everytime berhenti kat traffic light....
• Mata terkelip-kelip, palpitations, rasa tak nak gi.......

I have to admit that sometimes aku drive tak ingat dunia. Tapi bila ade org lain dalam keta tu, aku bersopan gak r...... Siapa nak jawab if anything happens to these future drs.

So, walaupun instinct aku kuat mengatakan bahawa macam ade bende yang tak kene, aku tetap teruskan perjalanan plus aku sendiri pun dah terexcited tengok gambar tempat tujuan dalam internet....^.^

Tapi nasib tak menyebelahi kitaorang, around 10km before arriving, kereta yang kitaorang naiki telah terbabas and terbalik......

Terbabas sebab aku nak mengelak 2 keta dari arah bertentangan yang tengah buat aksi F1kat jalan kg..... -aksi potong memotong to be exact-

Terbalik sebab nak mengelak daripada keta terjun sungai and instead keta langgar pembentung?? and terbalik...

By now I think everybody would say "bawak keta laju sangat tu...." Believe or not aku bawa 60km/h je....keta tu terbalik disebabkan the sudden turn that I made to make sure yang kitorang berlima tak terjun ke dalam sungai bersama keta tersebut yang akhirnya melanggar pembentung .......

Alhamdullilah, semuanya selamat keluar dengan sendirinya...... But the after shock was probably the most difficult thing to overcome. Seeing the frightened look plastered on their faces after the accident forced me to be strong and put on a brave face. Call ayah, pergi buat report polis, jawab soalan yang sama berpuluh-puluh kali and I did all that without a single tears streaming down my face. But bila NISA datang je..... empangan pun pecah nasib baik tak banjir balai polis trafik JERTEH!!! 

Imagine if anything ever happen to any of them, patah sana sini ke atau yang paling teruk pergi tak kembali.....Bende yang akan menghantui aku sampai mati...... until now, I need to make sure that my head is always filled with things to do because once it is unoccupied, diri ini akan kembali semula ke detik accident itu. It's painful, yet I can't allowed myself to cry....I can't even watch any news yang ada kene mengena dengan accidents or movies with cars flying all over the place anymore.... 

Will I be able to drive again one day???? Maybe, but not in the near future.....Maybe i should just hire a driver.....

ALL ME......

Haven't been posting anything for quite sometimes.....

Mostly because there is nothing interesting for me to blabber about......

Truthfully because I'm too lazy....;p

Let see what happen during these 3+ months.....

1. I'm still "b-girl-ing" with studies....... get it???? b-girl? b-boy? tumbling here & there....???
2. Pro 2 is still coming , F1-like-speed
3. JAPAN got hit by twin disaster (8.9 earthquake + tsunami) + volcano eruption + 2 nuclear reactor explode...... #prayforjapan
4. I'm on the brink of beakdown.........
5. I'm going on a vacation to K-O-R-E-A!!!!!

So.... I a'int gonna talk 'bout all of the stuff above except no. 4.

Half of the post that I posted in this blog related to the stress, depressed & everything else yang sewaktu dengannya, so that's going to continue until........

F-O-R-E-V-E-R!!!!! >.<

Since PRO 2 is coming in like a week...... my instinct are telling me that I won't make it., *my instinct is like 88% true*. Thus freaking out is not out of the ordinary......

No matter how hard you try to cover all syllabus but if there is an inner voice telling you that you'll failed, you will without doubt have symptoms of being  insecure & irritation that lead to inability to remember anything that you read eventhough before this you have no whatsoever problem understanding the same shit that you forget!!!!! *sigh*

Thus, being a selfish daughter that I am, I sms my mom about what I'm feeling, and the possibility of repeating the whole year of the same education...... I bawled my eyes out when my mom & dad called me...... They told me not worry..... try first.... that they'll pray for my success, don't forget to pray and ask help from ALLAH......cause HE he should be the 1 we turn too every time we are at dead end..... We should never forget HIM because HE'll never forget 'bout us.........

Well now that inner voice seemed to be suppressed a little compared to before..... but the stress is still there due to my brain stubbornness...... rejecting every input.... aigoo.......

Sometimes I wish that exam would just come and be gone quickly but at other time I want more time to force 2 years worth of input into my tiny brain..... haisshhhh.... we human never will be satisfied with anything, But that's what make us humane.....^.^.......

SINGING IN THE RAIN.......

How do you feel about having fun in the rain?????

Yes, you do get wet......and true if you don't have enough fat you'll feel cold........Well, you will still feel cold even if you have extra fat...=.="

To tell you the truth it feels good walking, running & having fun in the rain......

Refreshed from all tension, problems, doubts and worries I've been trying to buried for the past couple of years...... But of course I didn't do it voluntarily, It just happened to rain on my to MYDIN and back to the HOSTEL.

The chills brought together by the rain & the wind somehow gave me a sense of comfort & most definitely isolate me from everything else...... as if protecting me from any harm which is obviously the most ridiculous statement of the year but I felt it sooo shut it...... ^.^"

Maybe building a house made out of glass in order to exprience the rain without getting wet wouldn't be such a bad idea after all since my grandma always said and I qoute,

" Main dalam hujan, kang demam wan jugak yang susah" 

So what If I cause the ozone layer to have a big hole???? ;p

RAMONA.........

I watch this movie called RAMONA & BEEZUS. And here is what I think about how RAMONA somehow reminds me of me and maybe the rest of the teenagers turning adults.......

Being young gives you an advantage to be more creative with your mind. Playing monkey bars feels like crossing deep pit between two mountains. Jumping on the bed feels like you're in outer space. With all these active imagination you could be quite a handful to the adults but as long as you're happy it doesn't matter. People might say you're an attention seeker spoiled brat but you simply do not care about the world since you have your own world to live in.

However, as you grow older you will start to develop some conciousness about people's POV. The ignorance, the I-don't-give-s*** about the world attitude will be looked upon as rude and inappropriate to society. They expect you to think wisely about everything, following certain set of rules made by them. You'll be criticised if you take a different path/choice from them. In the end you'll feel as if you're carrying a TITANIC on each shoulder. Maybe that's why many adolescent suffer from mental illnesses. =.="

But.......

What if I don't want to grow up accordingly?

What if I still want to live in that small world of mine?

What if I don't want to dip my feet into the dark water and suffers a great heartache?

Maybe if the society let us "the growing buds of nation" to grow up in a more comfortable way without being scrutinized for every action we make maybe we'll have less drug addicts, mentally unhealthy people, plus all other social problems......

And in the end, all of us can finally lives in PEACE & HARMONY.......... ^.^ 

5 MONTHS......

I just found out that USM has decided to give it's ever - so - wonderful - students a very - never - before - super - long - holiday!!!!!!!!! No, actually I found out about it about a week ago, but who cares anyway?? -.-''.

Usually, new academic year kicks off in JULY but the student - loving - USM have decided that they should be more generous with us and decided to start our new sem in SEPTEMBER. I mean who hates holiday???? I actually wrote a list on what I should be doing during the holiday which have yet to come only to realise that 5 months break are way too long even for holiday - loving - people like me!!!!

My mum told me to work... hell no!!! 0 experience, lack people skills = no good.

Planning a trip but no friends want to come along..... = miserable life

Student council wants to do a summer camp = I say 'What The Hell???'

So I thought maybe I should do backpack travelling to somewhere nice with mountains and beautiful waterfalls,

Or maybe,

I should just become snorlex = sleep 24/7 + weight gain.......TT.TT