A-B-A-Y-A

This year our theme is brown for raya..... so it is compulsary for everyone to have a chocolate baju kurung @ baju melayu for the 1st day of eid. Says who????? NON OTHER THAN ME OF COURSE!!!! ^0^

So in the morning of the 1st eid everyone was wearing chocolate with various tone and design well except for me..... while everyone was busy staring at me wondering why my baju that morning is not the official colour, my grandma rushed every single one of them to the mosque for solat sunat raye....

Since we, the younger 1 walked to the mosque, my cousin used the chance to ask me....

Nape tak pakai kaler chocolate??? nape tukar black lak???? last year kan dah black....

I was like,

Nie bukan chocolate ke???? * pointing at the design on the dress & buat muke tak paham*

My youngest cousin (5 yo) even made a comment,

apelah kak ija nie....tu kuning bukan chocholate!!!!! kaler pun tak kenal!!! hahahah.....

nasib kecik klu tak....=_=

Lepas pray, kitorang gi kubur then balik rumah....

Since it was disturbing for them not to see me wear Chocolate, I helplessly change into one......

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This is the abaya that I wore di pagi hening 1 raye aritu.... Bukan chocolate ke design die tu????

This is the other monkey yang tak nak pakai chocolate coz gf die yang beri baju melayu pink tu....=_=

RAYA 'O' RAYA

OMG!!!!!! Raya's here!!!!!!~THROWS CONFETTI~ Well that is supposedly to be the right feeling and emotion that I'm supposedly to have but I was practically emotionless throughout the whole week of raya!!!!! I don't care if I'm wearing the right baju kurung with the right tudung anymore... Most importantly, I don't give a damn if people are not bothered to give me duit raye anymore!!

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G I'm telling you!!!!!

I'm the kind of person who are ecstatic when it comes to dressing up for occasions, collecting duit raya from the uncles and aunties, baking cookies and cakes and what not. However this year nothing above seems important anymore!! Raya will still be celebrated by people even without new curtains or furniture that's for sure!!!

Hmmm..... God knows what gonna happen for next year's raye..... Anticipation, excitement or plain B.O.R.I.N.G..... =_=

WISHING WELL.....

In this cold, beautiful, hungry yet sleepy moment, I would like to wish


Everyone....


1) Happy fasting and may you all receive the blessing

from Allah especially in this last week of fasting....





2)Happy Eid and may you receive a lot of blessing and

of course,last but not least, DUIT RAYA!!!!!!! ;p




IDA n DALILAH......


All the best in your upcoming Selanjar 1...... our prayers will be with you.....never hesitate to come to us (me,su,and whoever...) if you need a shoulder to lean on......we'll always be there for you....... Same apply to me....~~ you guys are generous enough to lend me you're shoulder right????~~ Okie!!!! ^0^

09.09.09

The reasons why I'm writing this entry today is simply beacause I feel like writing....^0^ duhhh..... ;p

Okie...... nevermind, just forget what I said up there......=_=

9 SEPTEMBER 2009.....

Few things worth celebrating today like......

Timeless couple 3rd anniversary.....Who could that be?????? duhh..... my favourite couple in the entire world of course!!!!! Kim Junsu & Zhang Li Yin!!!!! ~ throws confetti~

Well, its not like they're officially dating anyway but they did collaborate together in a song which is like the best song ever for valentine!!!!! I check out in MELON Charts just now, Timeless gone up to no.1 eventhough its been 3 years since its release!!!! Amazing much???? Well here is the mV for it .....

Second thing is that, due to my stupidity or more like LUCK, I'm going back to K.L on the 14 instead of 17!!!!!! muahahahaha ^0^..... you see, class supposedly to end on the 17/9 but the lecturers are kind enough to bring forward all the lectures a day early so our last class would be on the 16/9 (meaning they also nak cuti cepat) ..... so, I quickly went to change my bus ticket but to my suprised, I already bought an early ticket without knowing!!!!! hahaha.... happiest day of my life!!!!! But the thing is that during the 16th, my group will have a seminar on obesity and eating habit..... T_T...but who cares, I got to spend more time berbuka with my family and extra holiday!!!!! wooooohuuuu!!!

3rd thing is quite sad actually.... 2PM leader/ex-leader @Park Jaebom@ Jay Park has left to return to Seattle,US due to some stupid netizens who loves to blow things out of propotion!!!>< ~banyak kali gile gune sentence yang same~ WHY??????

You see, this guy is a Korean-American which means he was born in America & he has never been to Korea his entire life untill he was accepted to JYP as trainee and debut as a singer.... Even his proficiency in Korean Language is still very bad.....

Thus he must have had some difficulty during his stay in Korea right???

So, being the teenager that he was, he wrote a comment in his myspace saying that Korean people are/were gay ~which was like several years ago~

Netizens got angry since they're so proud of themselves and start trashing, bashing & even wrote a petition for him to COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!! Yup, that's how crazy these people are....=_=

Eventhough some fans and artists show support but I suppose it's not enough for him...... he felt as if he burdened his group member, so he just quit....

"Through the wind, fall came.Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....The bright blue sky keeps making me cry.Even the sky is making me cry in the fall of 2009." Junsu of 2PM....

I don't blame him though..... He even wrote a letter of apology but people won't just let it go!! I mean Korean men are Gay in a sense that they are very fashionable @ metro sexual..... That's what he meant and not Gay as in Boy-Boy relationship..... (eventhough ade kat sane)... American men are simple, T-shirt & jeans & they're good to go.... Maybe that's what leads him to say such thing.......

Hmmm.... I hope he will return soon since he said he gonna use the time to study music. That guy has a very good voice & hilarious!!!! Rest,eat & play well Mr.Park!!!!! I wish you all the best in your future up taking!!!! ^0^

My rambling never seem to end after few sentences .....hehe... bubye everyone!!! ^_^ Going to the ever so boring Lectures now.....=_=

MY BABY YOU........<3

Never once I thought that I will eventually end up making all the decisions in my life.....why did i say that??????Mainly because I H.A.T.E making decisions. I've said it all the time that I'm incapable of making such decision that can cause me to regret it later on because I always do......

But I suppose no one ever listen to ME.... the feeling of regret is the feeling I loathe the most second to disappointing my parents..... I never want to experience it but no one bothered listening to me...... arghhhh!!!!!

Why did you make me chose that path???? why did you ask me to push that button???? why can't you let me be???? why must you left me with all those questions that leads to decision making????? You said that everything gonna be okay.......

Now that I've make the decision, I hope you can live happily looking at my stupidity, my misery.....I regretted it..... but of course I can't make a u-turn now can I???? What am gonna without my baby....without my heart....without my soul?????

Baby I'm sorry..... I promise I'll make it up to you...... just wait for me....my..........

mp3.......

Stupid conscience or whatever you called it!!!!Can't believe I reformat my mp3 without saving all the 800++ precious tracks of beautiful music in my laptop first..... waaaaa..... going crazy!!!!!! ><

blehhhhh~ Dramatic much??? hrmmmm......

GOT TAGGED.....=_=.....^_^

T.A.G.....

Seriously.....I was very confused with this tagging bussiness and still are..... aishhhh!!! ><

Anyway, since my bff ask me to complete the tagging mission, I shall do that eventhough I don't completely understand the whole process......huhu....^_^

1. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE HOT??????

THE million dollar question!!!!!!! ok... how about this.... hotness lies in the eye of the beholder......buahahaha!!!! rosak peribahasa orang!!! hmmm... truthfully, I think I'm not hot..... ~dgn humblenya mengaku~ ^_^

2. UPLOAD YOUR FAVOURITE PICTURES.....

3. WHY DO YOU LIKE THE PICTURES????

I'm with my bff that shares the same interests,different tastes in boys and we are somehow awkward together at times.... ^_^....Other than that, Gotta luv them!!!! <3

4. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU ATE PIZZA????

Sunday, 30 of August 2009 at 7.30 p.m with my friends during iftar....

5. LAST SONG YOU LISTEN TO????

Stay, by BIGBANG

6. WHAT ARE YOU DOING WHILE DOING THIS??????

Still listening to STAY..... beautiful melody during this time at the night......

7. BESIDES YOUR OWN NAME, WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE CALLED???

Since my name is very indeedly short, somehow I prefer them to call me just by my name.... but for those who are close to me, they called me IJA.... I like that name cuz my grandpa gave it to me....^_^

8. TAG ANOTHER 6 PERSONS....

Since I don't really followed people's blog & the only blog I followed is the one that tagged me I guess I'll stop at number 7 ~my favourite number~...... nitez everyone!!!!!!!

~zzzz........~

M = E

Let my heart be crushed a thousand times but the wisdom that has grown within me will never betrayed me......

No matter how long it will take for my heart to heal and start anew i will never once look back and regret the steps I had to be where i am today........

I've been in this battle field for as long as i can remember and there's no turning back only moving forward to achieve the winning trophy.......

I don't want to be those who have retreated back away in shame........

I don't want to be those who died during the battle without any armors on.......

I will be someone that stand and fight till the very end with every tools that I can grasp on even if it means i have to let go of the hands that have been holding tight to me.........

I need to stand on my own now!!!!!

I need to spread my wing free and face the cruelty of this world and its people......

The wisdom that I have collected will be my source of light in the darkness.......

Faith will be my armor.....

Heart.....

Be strong......

We gonna get through this like we always have.......

NOT BREATHING......

"You see the hole???"

"which hole??? the down one or the upper one???"

"the one near the..... ehhh... what aaa.... that thing called???"

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*pushing the tongue away with laryngoscope*

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laryngoscope

"vocal cord???"

"Oh yes, the vocal cord....you nampak or not???"

"Nampak, nak masukkan kat situ ke????"

"Yup... not to deep ok"

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*pushing the endotracheal tube inside the mouth*

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endotracheal tube

"Ok done!!! BVM now!!!"

bag-valve-mask

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*giving air to the patient"
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"YES!!!!!lung inflate!!!!hahaha......Mission complete!!"

"cool!!!! pas nie boleh berbuke dgn aman, tenteram,seronok....." ^_^

PUASA....SHOPPING....NASI LEMAK.....DEMAM???

Yesterday the whole geng went out to pasar siti, MPKB, and the newly opened Parkson...... its been quite sometimes since our last outing together but i never thought there will be any drastic change with the traffic flow in KB.... all the jalan suddenly jadi one way!!!0_0 Well to me its a good decision since the road won't be sesak memandangkan jalan dah semakin lebar but from what i saw on that day, it was a total opposite. Jalan semakin sesak.....debu-debu nye toksah cerite...... panasnye pulak.....-_-. Thank god ade air-cond kat Parkson... hehehe....... :P


Initially I went out sebab nak teman my friends and spend some 'quality time' together since we haven't been doing any bonding/kerja gile since balik cuti convo but of course I end up spending money to buy of course, clothes, clothes and more clothes!!!! Nasib baik tak jumpe kasut and bag yang menarik minat.....=_=


Well its not that there are no bags or shoes that interest me its just that I can't bear to hear my mum mendendangkan dondang sayang about how many shoes & bags I have and that I'm not lipan @beluncas @octopus yang banyak tangan & kaki....... so.....sabar je la..... ~RAMADHAN banyak mengajarku bagaimana untuk bersabar & jangan tamak.....~^_^~


Time berbuke, dal cooked nasi lemak & mind you only the nasi.....=_= ~jangan marah naaa~ me & Ida had to rebus telur, fried the anchovies and of coz masak sambal that turned out to be masin?????? hehehe.....well anyway right now I'm coming down with fever & its not SWINE FLU!!! maybe because of the heat mase bershopping sakan kut???.... hahha......:p


Waaaaa..... pecah rekod nie.... dah 2 tahun tak demam...... WAAAAA!!!!!! NAK BALIK!!!!!! T_T

Penemuan di Ramadhan

Arini genap 7 hari puasa.... betul x???? of coz btol!!!! hehehehe...... anyway, the moral of the story yang i want to share today is that, bulan puasa mampu mengasah bakat masak yang terpendam selama ini......!!!! ^_^ seriously, I never thought that I can actually, properly cook a meal!!! btol tak tipu!!!

This year punye Ramadhan, me, ida, air, su, min, & dal decided that we cook instead of beli kat bazar Ramadhan. At first I was like...

"korang serius ke nak masak nie??? ke nak main masak-masak je????"

Air was like " Yelah, betul la nak masak nie....."

i was like " ok" 0_0

So thats how we started out. First day of cooking, lauk ade nasi tak masak coz tak sempat...... so we bought nasi kosong and makan dengan sardin and sup sayur......

2nd of cooking, everything was under control..... vege soup and sambal udang


Third day, we go for western..... Fish & chips with thousand island and mayonnaise...... it was amazing since I'm not so much into nasi. Sehari 2 ok, after that no more.....

we even masak Chicken soup....

Fourth day which is today, ME, MYSELF & I cooked chicken curry, scramble egg and potato soup.... hahaha.... totally my style..... simple je..... tak yah pening2 kpl!!! ^_^

Tommorow we're thinking nak masak nasi lemak!!!! hehehe.... nasib baik dah menuntut ilmu drpd chef 'international' non other than my mum..... hikhikhi...... ^_^

Oh yeah, I just realize that our lauk dah semakin maju.... from sardin to western to curry to nasi lemak!!!! huhu.... Asam pedas and gulai lomak cili api pun sodap gak......hehe... nanti suruh dal ngan ida buat!!!! YEAY!!!!

OH IBU...OH AYAH......

Dah 6 hari pose...... tibe2 rase nak tukar angin tulis BM lak... so yeah..... since dah 6 hari pose maknenye 3 minggu lagi balik rumah!!!!!!! - throws confetti- You see, I L.O.V.E being at home..... it makes me feel protected for some reasons. I don't feel vulnerable.....its a feeling that someone will always have your back supporting you through your countless ups and downs in life, comforting you...... The feeling is just B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L ^_^.ahhhhh..........baru cakap dah rase nak nangis..... T_T

I'm an introvert thats for sure!! kalau orang tak approach dulu jgn harap mulut nie nak manis berbicara. Some people said that i'm too full of myself, berlagak, sombong and perkataan yg sewaktu dengannya.... but of course, me being me tak ambik pusing langsung ape orang cakap as long I feel comfortable being myself....

but my mum said.......

'kalau macam tu sampai bile nak ade kawan??? you have to change your attitude ija, masuk kandang lembu.....'

-sambung sendiri la ek... malas nak tulis..... :P pastu ayah lak....,-

' takpe2..., kalau takde kawan ayah ngan ibu ade..... kawan jugak tu..... swimming sama2, bowling sama2, shopping sama2.... bukan kawan ke tu????'

-Hehehe.... ayah mmg sporting gile!!!!-

That is soooooo not true!!!! who said i don't have friends???? of course ade, kalau tak macam mane nak survive idup sorang2!!!! betul tak???? ^_^ see....I'm not that bad.... ibu.... ija bukannye macam adik tu... friendly tak tentu pasal...... ija spesis friendly yang bertempat..... hehehe :P kalau orang tu pandai approach, ok je klu tak, k.o lew..... huhu.......

Anyway...... Can't wait to see my mum and dad!!!!!! rindu gile.....!!!! hahaha.......3 minggu lagi balik..... yeay!!!!! It's a miracle that I actually rindu kat my brother also!!!

NIRWANA

Yesterday I went to the newly opened 'shopping complex' to buy some stuff for the upcoming RAMADHAN. Stuff meaning, all sorts of cookies, biscuit, nescafe (addicted to it), nestume, sunquick and all things related to food. We even thought of buying spaghetti and jadikan juadah berbuka. Some might say I'm boros and greedy but I L.O.V.E eating so who cares as long as I finish the food right????

After that, we went roaming around the place since that's the first time I went there after 3 weeks diorang open. You see, the reason behind this is because I'm waiting for MYDIN to open and not NIRWANA because it is widely known that MYDIN is cheaper compare to other places when it comes to shop for barang-barang dapur most of the time. But when NIRWANA open, I was like who cares as long as I don't have to drive all the way to KB with all the traffic light every 2 kilometre!!! Tiring I'm telling you espeacially drive keta manual.

OK, so we went roaming and my ever so observant eyes saw this really nice baju kurung. I thought of buying it for raya eventhoungh I already bought 1 in K.L. But my friend ask me whether I really want to wear the baju kurung time kuliah and I said no and she said

"what's the point of buying it if you only want to wear time raye je?"

Seriously, it was way too GLAMOROUS kalau nak pakai time kelas. So, I went looking for something else and I found this really nice dress. The design and colour was ....0_0..... well at least to me. So without hesitating, I paid for it. Sampai kat bilik, I was like, why on earth did I buy the dress for???? I don't do dress!! I'm all about jeans and t-shirt most of the time kalau tak pakai baju kurung that is.

I guess I'm gonna wear it once then give it to my cousin who loves dressing up so much. She sure would LOVE it..... -_-

blehhh..... that's me for you... very very bad at thinking twice if I see something i love/like in front me. Beli dulu pikir kemudian...Pikir2 balik, design dress tu biase2 je... Gahhh....*_-

MR. GD IS b@Ck!!!!

Woooottt people!!!!! our Captain G-Sparrow is back!!!! yep you heard that right!! he's back with his first ever solo album entitled Heart breaker!!! Smashing!!!! Oh ya.... he even bleached/dyed his hair to PLATINUM BLOND!!!! Yup, that's him alright with an apple as MIC???? but yah, anything is possible if he wants it.......

I'm gonna buy the album fosho but b4 that download first lor.... hehehe..... so far, these are the few songs from his album that i have been listening repeatedly.....

1. HEART BREAKER
2. HELLO
3. SHE'S GONE
4. BUTTERFLY
5. BREATHE

so far only 1 MV has come out which is heart breaker.... weird though, the whole concept is something like the picture above.... can't wait for his live performance and his concert!!!! ( i hope he'll do 1)

Nothing else to say but it's a worth buying album for this summer people.Go grab it arraso!!!! hehehe...... lastly..... Heart breaker MV for u..

you're my heart heart heart heart breaker.....

M0nth 0f the Year

People are addicted to poker game in facebook. This has cause me not to update my ever-so-inspiring-non-stop lecture in this blog... well let see.... i have nothing major to write in this entries though but it is as important as any other entries so far......



This entry is specially dedicated to all of my friend that have been tolerating with my childishness, madness and mood swings..... eventhough i might seem like an ignorant bull about others feeling, but... deep down i do care about you ma fwen.... ^_^

1. Sayyidah Nafisah
   


2. Nurisa
   


3. Fazlin

My friends.... happy b'day to you!! May Allah bless you and granted you with happiness, wealth and of course, future husband yang soleh....... love ya!!!! ^_^

p/s : Happy b'day to my man....... non other than KWON JIYONG a.k.a
G-DRAGON!! Congrats on the release of your new solo album.
Keep composing creative music!!! ^_^

T_T.......T_T.......T_T

OOOOOkayYYYYYY!!!!!!! I admit that I'm a little bit slow when it comes to current issues like,

1. Yasmin Ahmad died because of stroke
2. There was a confrontation in K.L
3. The real situation regarding H1N1

but what i can't forgive myself is the fact that my FAVOURITE hallyu star - TVXQ - is undergoing a major lawsuit against their company SM and i didn't know it!!!!!! Only 3 of them are involved -Yoochun, Junsu, Jaejoong - The other 2 remain quiet???? - Changmin & Yunho - It is mainly because of the unfair treatment the company is giving them. Imagine 9:1 @ 8:2 ratio of income with the larger number goes to the company and also the 13 years of contract that seems like slave's contract to me. But thankfully there were no talk about disbandment.

oooooo.... I'm too depressed to even cont. babbling about the matter....... they're very close with each other so it 's impossible to even imagine them parted their own way......But the whole issues of unfairness should be taken into court since the company are not even considering to negotiate outside the court! Cassiopeia's prayers, love and faith will be with you.... T_T.

* ONLY WHEN WE ARE 5, WE ARE TVXQ *