HAPPY B'DAY MALAYSIA!!!!!!

HAPPY 53rd MALAYSIA!!!!!!!

Hope this year, we MALAYSIAN will make  MALAYSIA a better, safer, wealthier, harmony, stronger and cleaner country to live in.

Not to forget to stop all the bribing in order to get what you want. Have a better political protocol. Yes, meaning to say that there are no need to throw chairs, punching, saying rubbish thing BUT be more responsible, intellectual, patience and honest in doing your thang....... Because whatever you politician says or do, it'll reflect all MALAYSIANS and believe me, non of us want to look like a cow or a donkey in other people's eyes.

Last but not least, let's us try to live in harmony with each other like a true citizen living in a country. There's no need for 3 main ethnics plus several other ethnics called MALAYSIAN but simply 1 MALAYSIA....

I LOVE YOU MALAYSIA!!!!!!

SIMPLE + FLY = AWESOMENESS

I think by now everyone knows how truly madly deeply in love I am with KPOP. I know the dance, the lyrics and just about everything else under the sun. Seriously, if any of these KPOP thing actually come out as exam questions I'll be getting B+ to A+. Not bragging....., it's god honest truth. ;p

However, for the past 1 month or so, I'm not feeling the KPOP vibe anymore in me, eventhough the KPOP itself is getting stronger in term of their fanbase. It's not like I ignore everything, I just don't pay attention to their new and upcoming artist. I still love my JAY PARK, SNSD, 2NE1, BIGBANG, FAMILY OUTING, YOO JAESUK ~this guy is hillarious~, & WGM.

Yes, I still watch if these people are somehow involved but not as often as before. Nowadays I'm more into punk-rockish-badboy-band. *masuk akal x description nie????* Like, SIMPLE PLAN & MCFLY!!!!! They're outrageous, out of control and more....... I think people are more familiar with SIMPLE PLAN compared to MCFLY........ right????? Nevermind ............ --_--

MCFLY started 6 years ago...... out of everything, they're hillarious. and yeah..... they love going around naked.... =_= . They're BRITISH boyband and yes their accent is waaaaayyyyy to sexy for this world hehehe....

look at how adorable they were 6 years ago

And now..... they look old.....T_T

HARRY JUDD

DOUGIE POYNTER

DANNY JONES (weirdest out of 5 I must say...!!)

TOM FLETCHER & cute dimple!!!!

Them in 1 word = HYPERACTIVE. Right now, I'm stuck with their  HEART NEVER LIES..... sweet song. or maybe because I just love that kind of music.... Try listening to TRANSYLVANIA, THAT GIRL, ALL ABOUT YOU, I'LL BE OKAY, 5 COLOURS IN HER HAIR...... It's good!!!!!

Moving on with SIMPLE PLAN. Since everyone knows who are the members of SIMPLE PLAN , I'll just post their group picture je.....*lazy mode* and yeah, I just found out that they can talk FRENCH!!!!! Totally spell S-E-X-Y!!! Never knew QUEBAC people talk french though.........

                                              

How I wish I could play guitar, bass and drum or at least 1 of the instrument mentioned....... T_T........

HERE COMES RAMADHAN!!!!!

Today is the first day of RAMADHAN and mark my 4th year fasting without my family..... TT_TT. 

Seriously, bersahur dan buka puasa dgn kawan memang gile bapak lain feeling die. Eventhough kite sendiri masak, makan ramai-ramai, I still miss my mom's and grandma's cooking. Ikutlah sebijik macam resipi yang diorang ajar, rasa die tetap lain......... ~ okay..... i'm crying now~

Tapi yang paling sedih sekali bile kene sahur sorang-sorang...... Klu kat rumah sah-sah makan nasi panas.......T_T

urghhh.....

Anyway, today my dad will be flying to MECCA for UMRAH. I love that place. Panas macam mane pun still tak berpeluh...... MECCA's ICE-CREAMS are the best!!!! You won't get that kind of taste anywhere else that's for sure!!! Can't wait to go there again next year.... INSYALLLAH........ I hope my dad will have a safe journey........

MY KNEE IS STILL IN PAIN!!!!!

AND

HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYONE!!!!!!!

A BUCKET LOADS OF COMPLAINTS

I had an appointment in Ortho's clinic regarding my knee. Thus at 8.00 o'clock I went to the clinic. I asked the staff nurse whether I need to register since my doctor said I can just come in and find him if I have the SYNVISC ONE, and she said that I still need to register.

Nasib baik la my head betul sikit pagi tu dan pergi klinik untuk daftar, kalau tidak pukul 4 petang pun tak tentu lagi dapat jumpa doktor.

After I registered, like a good student I went straight to lecture hall because listening to the lecturer talking is 1000000x better than to wait for the speacialist to arrive. Right after lecture which ends around 9.45 a.m, I ask SU to accompany me to the clinic, and guess what???? I have to wait for another 1 HOUR AND 15 MINUTES before I was called in!!!!! And I was the  first patient for room no. 8

8001!!!!

Yes, that was my number. Lama gile tunggu. Dahla nervous tahap cipan nak kene inject.....=_= . I had to called my dad to ease my nervousness...... dashyat betul!!!!

When it was my turn, I "calmly" sat on the bed talking to nurses and let me tell you, the nurses in the clinic are so much better than the 1 in the hospital. The nurses that work in the hospital are scary. Fuhhh..... orang tanya soalan pun die boleh buat bodo je..... patient pun depa dok layan gaya tu jugak...... busy sangat sampai tak dapat nak attend patients =_=..... They should have an exchange programmed with the nurses in the clinic and experience the true meaning of "BUSY"!

Coming back to my story, as I was talking to the doctor the nurse prep for my injection procedure. That's when I froze. Jarum die fuh.... besar jari kelingking wa cakap lu.....

And when the 6ml of hyalan entered my joint I felt weird..... indescribeablely (if that's even a word) weird. But the doctor said it was normal......=_=

To tell you the truth I don't trust him. I can't walk properly after that. My knee felt spongy and it hurts bad. I wasn't even bothered to pay any attention to my 2nd lecture eventhough everybody else was LOL.....

I called my dad and was on the brink of crying before I realized that I was in the lecture hall still......TT_TT

At 2 p.m I had cfcs meeting. From 2 - 5.20 p.m I,

1. 
   
   Knock a table with my KNEE 2 times.
2. 
   
   Tripped & hurt my KNEE.
3. 
   
   Sat and somehow ended up hurting my KNEE.
4. 
   
   Prayed and hurt my KNEE during the process.

Now I have to pray while sitting on the chair. Don't I look like an old lady. Even my grandma solat berdiri!!!! TT_TT

MY MISTER SO CALLED RIGHT

Just this morning I was discussing with my friend about a guy whom she thought was interested in her sister only to find out that the guy was asking for someone else. From there we talked about a guy that we both have our eyes on..... somehow.....

"Kalau abang tu, confirm ko setujukan???"

But I "miraculously" said no and that came out as a shock to her. When she asked why, I simply said that he just seems too well mannered.

Well actually my statement came out as a shock to me as well. Who on earth with the right state of mind does not want a well mannered + good looking future husband?????

But when I think about it again, any guy who who is "lucky" enough to have me in their life, will simply developed or born with the - husband - material - personality. Given my not so insane personality, the guy must have patience, be able to tolerate and kind enough to yes to my every out - of - this - world -  "suggestions".

And most importantly, he SHOULD, MUST, HAVE, COMPULSARY TO BE an adventurous person. If not, who am I going to drag with me into the wilderness, climbing all the mountains there is and to travel around the world??????

COME READ THIS!!!!!!!

Let me tell you what happen to me on the last Wednesday.......

1. 
   
   I attend my classes as usual, eventhough at first I'm too lazy to go..........
2. 
   
   On the last class for the day which was PBL, I dengan bangganya memvolunteerkan diri to be the ever so great presenter for our 2nd residency presentation....... ~ now my brain fuse terbakar fikir pasal bende tue.....T_T ! ~
3. 
   
   Rule are meant to be broken, so I hopped on a plane back home a day before the class ended. My flight was at 9.55 p.m
4. 
   
   My seat was next to the window and I am very thankful because I'll look like a lost puppy with my eyes wandering around if I were to sit somewhere else. You see, when you seat  next  to the window,your eyes or more like mine will stuck looking outside eventhough there is nothing to see.
5. 
   
   On the plane the dude beside me ask me a question or maybe he was talking about something to me but you can't expect me to hear him properly since my telinga 'tersumbat' dengar lagu baru SHINee. Hence, I just nod at him and put on my best smile.
6. 
   
   Lastly, on my way to the bus, I saw the guy that was seating beside me on the plane and boy, he's good looking...... T_T.... I should've been nice too him......

In the nutshell, It was like my every - other - day - life situation. Nothing interesting tapi saja gedik nak buat post..... ^.^

Anyway when I told my mom about the guy on the plane she just laughed at me while saying.....

" Tak pernah-pernah cerita pasal lelaki handsome kat Ibu, tetibe je......."

And she happily continued laughing. My dad tak payah cerita. Kalau boleh berguling dah lama die buat......-_-

ABGSF%$GAG@**

Is it that difficult to understand your parents??????? susah ek???? Ok fine maybe to understand them tu susah sikit but you can try kan????? Susah ape????  Anyway.....

1. 
   
   Belajar pandai-pandai
2. 
   
   Perangai elok -elok 
3. 
   
   Dengar cakap diorang
4. 
   
   Buat ape yang disuruh (walaupun lambat )

That's it right???? Ke ade lagi yang tertinggal.... Kalau ade, pandai-pandai la.......^_^

Kalau diorang kate bende tu tak baik, tak sesuai, tak elok mesti ade sebabkan???? Walaupun mula-mula muncung macam itik sebab kite tak puas hati tapi kalau kite reason balik memang ibu ngan ayah kite betul pun. Mana ade ibu ngan ayah saje gedik2 nak menyusahkan hidup anak sendiri?????? Ade ke????

Tapi the problem arises when the child doesn't want to understand why their parents say no to their so called wishes. Anak tak pernah nak faham alasan ibu ngan ayah tapi expect ibu ngan ayah nak tunaikan permintaan diorang.

Serius aku tak faham langsung!!!!

It's a 2 way communication to begin with so kalau kita dah habis cakap, dengar lah pulak ape yang ibu ngan ayah nak cakap. Bukan kena buat bancuhan simen ke ape. Dengar je. Pastu fikir. Pastu decide sendiri. Plus sometimes bende yang kite nak tu nak kene guna duit diorang so, kenelah lagi berganda neuron yang kite kena guna untuk berfikir pasal pro and cons nye.

Betullah kata orang2 tua anak nie kadang2 fikir senang diorang je, susah ibu ngan ayah last sekali baru nak fikir. Bukan kite nak fikir ibu ngan ayah tu kerja dari pagi sampai petang cari duit. Lepas tu tiap2 bulan bayar bil, beli barang dapur, allowance anak2 lagi etc etc..... RM 5000 pun tak tentu cukup lagi. Sah2 diorang yang kene ikat perut tak makan sebab fikir anak. Kite boleh berjoli lagi ngan duit parents tanpa fikir yang diorang tu dah makan ke belum.

Senangkan jadi anak????? nasi suap je ke mulut, nak itu nak ini semua dapat tapi  bile parents minta sesuatu liatnye nak buat......!!!!!

Berasap kepala aku pikir. Tu belum jadi mak orang lagi....... Senak perut aku kalau anak aku buat macam tu!!! =_=``

~LU PIKIRLA SENDIRI~

" S.U.C.K " IS HOW YOU SPELLED STATISTIC.....~_~``

Finally the new sem has started. I'm happy about it cause I got to see my friends again. But at 1 point, I rather stay at home daripada bersengkang mata buat CFCS. Remember when I said I hate medical statistic??? ehemmm that is what exactly CFCS is. Well most of it and it's damn TIRING.....!!!!! -_-`` 

We were given app. 3 days to prepare a presentation consisting of 2 parts.

1. 
   
   Result & Summary for residency 1
2. 
   
   Proposal for residency 2

It looks pretty easy but when it comes to key in the data, it's RIDICULOUSLY ANNOYING !!!!!!10 kali key in pun still ade problem...... God knows where when wrong but 1 thing I know for sure is that I'm not looking forward to enter anymore data in the near future. Buat slide presentation lagi best.

Anyway next week we'll be having our 2nd residency for 5 days. Then a month after that  another presentation...... Dan macam tu la sampai 4th Residency.... Indahkan hidup ni???? ~_~``

On a brighter note JAY PARK has released an EP album today... I think..... with a 3-D movie and an advertisement contract under his belt plus fan meeting in several countries including MALAYSIA -I'm soooo going- I'm continuously hoping the best for him. Here's the video for his own version of Nothin' On You, COUNT ON ME!!!!.......

NO OTHER

Life sometimes doesn't always give you what you want. Instead you have work hard to get it. And the steps that you take in order to achieve that special something in life sometimes become lighter despite the turbulent coming your way because of that special someone........Be appreciative of what you have and love them like they love you.........Because sometimes there will be no other.........

SHOP TILL YOU DROP!!!!

Holiday is coming to an end in a few days. Then, it's a pure 110% hard work since the PRO EXAM II is coming to town.....*sigh* I hate exams but then again who won't right???? but still - I HATE EXAMS!!!!! - It felt better saying it... more like stating it..... but yeah whatever, you know what I mean.

Well, anyway during the holiday I've been doing some major shopping spree even without FAZLIN around!!! hahaha.... Our schedule just seem to berlanggar sesame sendiri..... but still, I shop macam orang gile. I bought 2 shoes, 1 bag and dozens of clothes.... *glittering eyes* I mean come on, they do all those big big sales and expect me not to buy any of it???? Pssh... Nonsense!!!

My mom said that I don't have to buy baju raye lagi dah..... My parents are in an agreement not to give me money to shop for raye anymore..... T_T my scholarship can still support my crazy obsession toward bags, shoes and baju!!!!! Not that it's a good way to spend the money the citizens of MALAYSIA gave you but.....>.<

I so wanna watch KARATE KID again.......... JADEN is soooo cute!!!!!!

" HENSEM KAK......." " YE KE???? "

DAVID VILLA IS OFFICIALLY GOOD LOOKING!!!!!!

Seriously I never paid any attention to both FERNANDO TORRES  & DAVID VILLA when my bro told me that they're good looking. I mean come on, a guy saying another guy is good looking????? pelik gile.... So for the past 1 month I totally disregard the Spanish since my fav. team is GERMANY. but then during the 2nd round my bro literally twist my head to face the tv when they did a close up on TORRES. My reaction was......

" Is that what you called GOOD LOOKING???? "

" Hensem la tuuuu........!!!! " *glittering eyes*

" Pelik je muke die....... " =_=``

But my bro tak sempat nak tunjukkan siapakah geranganya DAVID VILLA but today during the quarter final, I finally knew who DAVID VILLA is and for the 1st time my bro is right!!!!! DAVID VILLA is handsome!!!!!

Right after the game finish with the winning team being the spanish all thanks to MR. VILLA I start my stalker mode & start googling him and guess what.......

~~~ he's married to his longtime GF & he's a daddy to 2 beautiful daughters~~~

So yeah, there goes my angan2 mat jenin...... =_=``. Nah...., kidding. He's a good player, wish him all the best in his career and personal life. No one need another Tiger Woods or Kobe Bryant if you know what I mean........

KTBSPA!!!!!!!

During the SHORT 1 month course of holiday, I found my first love that colour my world with pop music....

BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It all started when I put on their NEVER GONE cd while driving in my mom's car..... *not rich enough to be driving my own car~~~~* to send my aunt to work at 5 in the morning every day......

Anyway, I bet almost everyone that was born during the late 80's and 90's will know who are the backstreet boys

BRIAN LITTRELL

HOWIE DOROUGH

AJ MCLEAN

NICK CARTER

KEVIN RICHARDSON

They have good songs.... or maybe the songs just suit ma soul.....~~~~throughout the 17 years, they have created good music for their fans and will continue to do so......They have their ups & downs but they stay strong  and keep moving on....... However on 2006, KEVIN RICHADRSON says goodbye to the band....

Since then the quartret have come out with 2 albums INCONSOLABLE & THIS IS US. AJ came out with his first solo album and it was better than Nick's in 2005.

I can't believe I actually forgotten about the BSB since the whole korean wave came washing over me 3 years ago....... gosh...... it's been almost 10 years since I 1st know them and fell in love with their music.....

heeee....... Brian, Kev, Howie are married each wit a son. Now waiting for the other 2 to say " I Do" and have their own baby boy so that they can form a new band call BSB 2.0.... WOW how time flies by.......

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN

I think I'm lost........ in these path, road ~or whatever you might called it~ that I have chosen...... I'm not enjoying any moment I spent walking down this road. The sunlight might shines through but it is not as sunny as I thought.............

I think I should have chosen the road not taken. It might be messy, complicated but right now it seems endearing to me compared to the calm, promising road I took........

Am I regretting my decision???? You can say so...... but come to think of it, regret is my middle name and I'm not proud of it. Been trying to but can't seem to escape from regretting any decisions I made........

It's either I regret not making the choice or for making the choice...... STUPID really!!!! But I kept repeating the same thing....... and I'm tired....... I want it all to end.....

Right now, I wish I was somewhere else. I wish I have a free backstage pass to any concert in any part of the world. I wish I was swimming in an open sea, taking photos of natures at it's best. I wish I was on a plane taking trip to all over the world, seeing things I've never seen before or as simple sitting on a bench at any park while watching people passing by while listening to my favourite songs.........

But of course, wishes will remain as it is if I don't do anything...... But to be able to dream is good enough for me seeing where I'm stuck at right now..........

Maybe I should've just took the other road...... better late than never right???? It is still open, waiting for my feet to make it's first step.......... But I'm scared that I'll make the wrong once again. I'm scared that there will be no more turning back for me and I'm lost while finding the way out........

CLINICALLY BORED

Ok I'm bored!!!!! Muskuloskeletal block is sooo not helping me in getting rid of the boredom.......

exam is on MONDAY. I have 1 more block to finish. But I'm soooo not ecstatic about it. I should be right??????

My leg is hurting macam gile since CFCS but It's not like I can go and tell my parents. Kang tak pasal2 diorang terbang datang. Tak ke naya?????

Baju tak kemas lagi. 28 MAY dah nak balik. haisshhh!!!! pekenela ko nie makcik. Hidup tunggang langgang.......*breath in and out........*

ARE YOU BORED????? THEN THROW YOURSELF IN TO SOME WORKS YOU BELIEVE IN WITH ALL YOUR HEART, LIVE FOR IT, DIE FOR IT, AND YOU WILL FIND THE HAPPINESS THAT YOU THOUGHT COULD NEVER BE YOURS........

LOVE this quotes..... dah try buat but still my brain doesn't seem to be accepting my effort to study for the exam....... frustrated gile *puff*

And finally..... I seriously hope my leg will be okay by the time for my next appointment with the NICE DR........ I sure don't want any INTRAARTICULAR INJECTION!!!!!!! I swear I won't get involved in any adventurous, sport or anything that could jeopardise my leg anymore..........T.T

MAGHI KITO KECEK KELATE......1

FINALLY, The ever so TIRING, STRESSING, FUN FILLED JOURNEY in Kg. Kedai Che Piah has finally come to an end. & believe it or not I think Imma gonna miss it!!!! I never knew I'm going to miss walking under the hot scorching sun labelling houses & asking the same stupid questions like a ROBOT!!!

I've started to miss talking to all the villagers especially the nenek2. They have many things to share from their early life. Even bende yang tak payah cite pun diorang nak cite. Being a penyebok that I am, I like listening to these stories..... or even worse, tanya soalan laen nenek2 nie jawab laen. Kadang2 kene tanya 2 3 kali baru dapat jawapan. But that's fun for me seeing them answering questions as honest as they can eventhough sometimes jauh tersasar. Not like the people nowadays,

honesty campak dalam tong sampah.

Dalam banyak2 rumah yang group B pergi, I <3 house number C26 the most. Y????? Because I had to interview the nenek alone, asking 4 pages long questions squishing all my courage and my limited knowledge on bahaso kelate and I DID IT!!!! Teror tak????? bunyi siam pun siam la.... asalkan nenek tu paham ape yang aku nak kate......

But seriously, never again I'm going off alone nak menginterview orang without the help from my kelantenese PBL mate!!! especially ke rumah those yang dah agak berumur. I even find myself talking in dialek kelantan as ridiculous!!!! Pelik gile!! Kadang2 rase cam bahasa utara pun kuar gak but hey, that's a good improvement rite daripada tak nak try langsungkan2???? *proud*

time tu jugak la su nak belajar nek basikal

mereka2 yang suke bergambo

baby comel & calon rumah angkat....^^

rumah terakhir sebelum CFCS berakhir... teh O and biskut marie!!!