*******MOOD*******

Exam is just around the corner but here I am busying myself writing nothing interesting.......=_= waaaa........what happen to my overflowing spirit to study 2 weeks ago????!!! come back please!!!!!! T.T......

Well whatever, I've got nothing to worry about coz exam starts somewhere in December, 13th to be specific... that's like 1 month to go...... more or less 5 weeks to finish 4 blocks punye notes yang bertimbun macam Gunung Kinabalu!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaa......T-T

Anyway, the point here is that...... Miss MOOD, could you please come back A.S.A.P???!!!! I badly need you!!!! *kneeling on both knee*

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NOW O NEVER

Have you ever thought how would your life be if your parents are not there anymore to support & protect you???? I haven't..... in fact I never want to have that imagination implanted in my brain because I know how much it would hurt not having someone rooting for you.... lending you their strenght and trust......and being alone.....

Being alone is not very peaceful/quite as what most of us think....... At the end of the day, there will be an empty hole that need to be filled, there will be an irrating buzzing sound because it's too quite......

You may have friends that act more or less like your parents but the feeling of attachment is not the same..... At the end of the day, you'll be reminded of your parents..... their scent of love, their soothing words.....but they're not there anymore.....hhmmmm......

My friend, he never takes his parents love & trust for granted but 1 thing that he forget to do as a son is to spend more time with his parents. He put his friends first then come his parents.....to cut the story short, his parents departed their life in an accident while he was having fun with his friends.... he can't be contacted & at the end he came back seeing his parents lying lifelessly on the cold floor of the living room "wrapped" with white cloth......

His brother told him that.....

"Ibu ngan Ayah kirim salam.....Diorang mintak maaf sebab tak sempat nak tunggu sampai kau datang...... diorang halalkan makan minum ko.....diorang mintak maaf kalau sepanjang 20 tahun besarkan ko, diorang ade terkurang kat mane2....." both brothers were choked with tears.....

"Cume mereka terkilan sebab 2-3 tahun ko kurang luangkan masa ngan mereka.....tapi mereka tak salahkan ko.....Mereka pesan supaya ko jgn lupakan solat & tanggungjawab ko sebagai seorang islam..... Boy..., they love you with all their heart & they are very sorry because they can't be there anymore for you.... to give you support and love......" Tears were flowing with no stopping for him and his brother and sisters......

Parents, they are never good at expressing their disatisfaction sometimes.... they don't want too see your frown, your sad tears because of their words...... they only want to see your bright smile & happy face......And because of that you thought that they are always happy........

For him it might a little too late but for us, there's still time but that doesn't mean that we should delayed it anymore...... I called my parents...... tell them I love them.... but somehow I just wished that they're right in front of my eyes when I said those words.... better yet, they're always are in front of my eyes so that I won't get hyped up everytime I can't called them or they missed our daily phone call.......

hmmmmm...... I wished but wish will remain as a wish as long as I'm stuck here in this place.....

HEAD 'OL HEAD

Today I only have 1 class which is the ever-so-inspiring-tolerable PBL session..... I planned to go for it but i can't force myself to get up.... the pain was piercing, pening nye toksah cite!!!! The next thing I know, I woke up at 12.17 p.m. SHIT!!!! I miss PBL ~ in a very calm tone~ After I took my second bath of the day I touch my head,

"eeeehhhh!!!!"

There's a small bump on my left temporal skull.....

"ape nie????? aigoooo painful s***..... sape nak kol nie????" ~in a very composed manner~

Around 1.30 p.m I sms Su asking her help to buy CVD notes for this week & ask her what should I do with my swollen head....

"Ijaaa....... Su ade kerje nie.... klu cpt abis, Su tlg belikan okie!!! Takpun mintak Air tlg belikan..." =_=.....=_+

Then come the 2nd message

"Nanti letak ais kat kepala tu..... ptg nanti su datang bw ice-pack okie.....hehehe..."

With that I called Air....

"Air kat ne??"

"kat Cik Din nie, nape???"

"aaa...... Tlg belikan notes 4 me...."

"errrrr, baru kuar daripada lautan manusia nie....."

"oooo tak pe r.....Air!!!!"

"Yup..!!"

"Kepala Kite bengkak nie.... nak buat camne ek??? sakit gile!!!"

"Hah?????!!!Ko terhantuk kat mane2 ke???? Bile perasan????"

"Tak pun..... 1 jam yang lalu.....ottoke???"

"Ermmmm..... neoplasm kut!!!"

"Yah!!!!"

" Acah je......." tut...tut...tut....

Kredit tinggal o.16 sen........Yup.... Wonderful ain't it???

What I Know is that, when I woke up around 4 a.m & slept around 7 a.m this morning, my precious head was perfectly fine...... but now...... hmmmm.....

WHAT TO DO?????!!!!!!!!!!

hE@LtHEX

Our logo... ^0^

Min practically 'throwing tantrum' coz dia nak ambik gambar dgn logo tu, so 'terpaksa' lew ....;P

Yesterday night marked the last day of the most anticipated? health exhibition in our campus in conjunction with HTD.. one word, Fuhhhh.... Why you may ask???? You see... I've been repeating this like 1001 time that I'm not 'MESRA ALAM' !!!! So... let's just not talk about it shall we...???

When you're involved in a health exhibition, you need to talk to make sure that people coming to your booth understand what is it that you're trying to tell them rather than just sitting & let them wander around in your ever so small booth aimlessly... the main point of this exhibition being held is to educate the community about health as a whole thus you got to be the messenger rather than just staring at the people walking back & forth in front of you right?????

This is obviously not my booth since never like the anatomy of eye......=_=

Different from all the other medical students, I proudly put my name under PROSTHODONTIC which = dental = teeth which totally put people in confusion..... they thought I actually wanted to be a dental student but got rejected and that's why I join prosthodontic??? one word, ABSURD!!

Never once in my life I would want to spent the rest of my life looking into the various mouth of homo sapiens..... i find it difficult to even share drinks with people unless I'm close to them, ni kan pula nak betulkan gigi orang!!!!

I chose to be in the team just to gain knowledge and nothing more..... trust me!!!! In 3 days I master the basic knowledge of PROSTHODONTICS!!!! * standing ovation 4 me!!* (\^0^/). There are 3 ways on how you can replace your missing tooth/teeth.

1. Denture = partial or full
2. Implant = most expensive coz they use titanium
3. Crown &bridge = Like the one hip hop people used...

This My BOOTH!!!!! 2gether with all the fake teeth ^0^

Prosthodontics = gigi palsu

1 of my colleague

Hamizah the Pretender.....;P

On the last day = cleaning up, of course la kitorang busy buat kerje-kerje DBKL nie but to my horror, we even have to remove the thin red sellotapes that they used to create a pathway for the visitor convenient!!! Do you know how difficult it was to remove it???? =_=

Cam whoring throughout the whole 3 days....!!!!;P

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BEATING HEART

I have no idea when is the world heart day till today when I miracolously took part in the Walk For Health held in USM around 6.30 a.m. World Heart Day is celebrated anually on the 27th September and this year theme is Health in Workplace.... There were talks on

1. Benefit of exercising


2. Managing your diet
   
3. Effect of CVD in country's productivity

Well anyway I'm not gonna talk about the contents since its the same thing being repeated everytime ada health talk!!!! Exercise 3 times a week for 30 minutes, eat less sugar, fat and what not..... bla...bla....bla.....Its just that masuk telinga kiri and keluar balik telinga kanan!!! Maybe MOH should try reverse psychology or something..... * Eat till you Drop/Die campaign* =_=

Here are the pictures to proof that I'm not a lazybump afterall!!! ^0^

somehow the picture makes me look short & Fat!!! =_=

Camwhoring with the certificate......^0^

Perkumpulan b4 the walk...

A-B-A-Y-A

This year our theme is brown for raya..... so it is compulsary for everyone to have a chocolate baju kurung @ baju melayu for the 1st day of eid. Says who????? NON OTHER THAN ME OF COURSE!!!! ^0^

So in the morning of the 1st eid everyone was wearing chocolate with various tone and design well except for me..... while everyone was busy staring at me wondering why my baju that morning is not the official colour, my grandma rushed every single one of them to the mosque for solat sunat raye....

Since we, the younger 1 walked to the mosque, my cousin used the chance to ask me....

Nape tak pakai kaler chocolate??? nape tukar black lak???? last year kan dah black....

I was like,

Nie bukan chocolate ke???? * pointing at the design on the dress & buat muke tak paham*

My youngest cousin (5 yo) even made a comment,

apelah kak ija nie....tu kuning bukan chocholate!!!!! kaler pun tak kenal!!! hahahah.....

nasib kecik klu tak....=_=

Lepas pray, kitorang gi kubur then balik rumah....

Since it was disturbing for them not to see me wear Chocolate, I helplessly change into one......

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This is the abaya that I wore di pagi hening 1 raye aritu.... Bukan chocolate ke design die tu????

This is the other monkey yang tak nak pakai chocolate coz gf die yang beri baju melayu pink tu....=_=

RAYA 'O' RAYA

OMG!!!!!! Raya's here!!!!!!~THROWS CONFETTI~ Well that is supposedly to be the right feeling and emotion that I'm supposedly to have but I was practically emotionless throughout the whole week of raya!!!!! I don't care if I'm wearing the right baju kurung with the right tudung anymore... Most importantly, I don't give a damn if people are not bothered to give me duit raye anymore!!

A.M.A.Z.I.N.G I'm telling you!!!!!

I'm the kind of person who are ecstatic when it comes to dressing up for occasions, collecting duit raya from the uncles and aunties, baking cookies and cakes and what not. However this year nothing above seems important anymore!! Raya will still be celebrated by people even without new curtains or furniture that's for sure!!!

Hmmm..... God knows what gonna happen for next year's raye..... Anticipation, excitement or plain B.O.R.I.N.G..... =_=

WISHING WELL.....

In this cold, beautiful, hungry yet sleepy moment, I would like to wish


Everyone....


1) Happy fasting and may you all receive the blessing

from Allah especially in this last week of fasting....





2)Happy Eid and may you receive a lot of blessing and

of course,last but not least, DUIT RAYA!!!!!!! ;p




IDA n DALILAH......


All the best in your upcoming Selanjar 1...... our prayers will be with you.....never hesitate to come to us (me,su,and whoever...) if you need a shoulder to lean on......we'll always be there for you....... Same apply to me....~~ you guys are generous enough to lend me you're shoulder right????~~ Okie!!!! ^0^

09.09.09

The reasons why I'm writing this entry today is simply beacause I feel like writing....^0^ duhhh..... ;p

Okie...... nevermind, just forget what I said up there......=_=

9 SEPTEMBER 2009.....

Few things worth celebrating today like......

Timeless couple 3rd anniversary.....Who could that be?????? duhh..... my favourite couple in the entire world of course!!!!! Kim Junsu & Zhang Li Yin!!!!! ~ throws confetti~

Well, its not like they're officially dating anyway but they did collaborate together in a song which is like the best song ever for valentine!!!!! I check out in MELON Charts just now, Timeless gone up to no.1 eventhough its been 3 years since its release!!!! Amazing much???? Well here is the mV for it .....

Second thing is that, due to my stupidity or more like LUCK, I'm going back to K.L on the 14 instead of 17!!!!!! muahahahaha ^0^..... you see, class supposedly to end on the 17/9 but the lecturers are kind enough to bring forward all the lectures a day early so our last class would be on the 16/9 (meaning they also nak cuti cepat) ..... so, I quickly went to change my bus ticket but to my suprised, I already bought an early ticket without knowing!!!!! hahaha.... happiest day of my life!!!!! But the thing is that during the 16th, my group will have a seminar on obesity and eating habit..... T_T...but who cares, I got to spend more time berbuka with my family and extra holiday!!!!! wooooohuuuu!!!

3rd thing is quite sad actually.... 2PM leader/ex-leader @Park Jaebom@ Jay Park has left to return to Seattle,US due to some stupid netizens who loves to blow things out of propotion!!!>< ~banyak kali gile gune sentence yang same~ WHY??????

You see, this guy is a Korean-American which means he was born in America & he has never been to Korea his entire life untill he was accepted to JYP as trainee and debut as a singer.... Even his proficiency in Korean Language is still very bad.....

Thus he must have had some difficulty during his stay in Korea right???

So, being the teenager that he was, he wrote a comment in his myspace saying that Korean people are/were gay ~which was like several years ago~

Netizens got angry since they're so proud of themselves and start trashing, bashing & even wrote a petition for him to COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!! Yup, that's how crazy these people are....=_=

Eventhough some fans and artists show support but I suppose it's not enough for him...... he felt as if he burdened his group member, so he just quit....

"Through the wind, fall came.Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived....The bright blue sky keeps making me cry.Even the sky is making me cry in the fall of 2009." Junsu of 2PM....

I don't blame him though..... He even wrote a letter of apology but people won't just let it go!! I mean Korean men are Gay in a sense that they are very fashionable @ metro sexual..... That's what he meant and not Gay as in Boy-Boy relationship..... (eventhough ade kat sane)... American men are simple, T-shirt & jeans & they're good to go.... Maybe that's what leads him to say such thing.......

Hmmm.... I hope he will return soon since he said he gonna use the time to study music. That guy has a very good voice & hilarious!!!! Rest,eat & play well Mr.Park!!!!! I wish you all the best in your future up taking!!!! ^0^

My rambling never seem to end after few sentences .....hehe... bubye everyone!!! ^_^ Going to the ever so boring Lectures now.....=_=

MY BABY YOU........<3

Never once I thought that I will eventually end up making all the decisions in my life.....why did i say that??????Mainly because I H.A.T.E making decisions. I've said it all the time that I'm incapable of making such decision that can cause me to regret it later on because I always do......

But I suppose no one ever listen to ME.... the feeling of regret is the feeling I loathe the most second to disappointing my parents..... I never want to experience it but no one bothered listening to me...... arghhhh!!!!!

Why did you make me chose that path???? why did you ask me to push that button???? why can't you let me be???? why must you left me with all those questions that leads to decision making????? You said that everything gonna be okay.......

Now that I've make the decision, I hope you can live happily looking at my stupidity, my misery.....I regretted it..... but of course I can't make a u-turn now can I???? What am gonna without my baby....without my heart....without my soul?????

Baby I'm sorry..... I promise I'll make it up to you...... just wait for me....my..........

mp3.......

Stupid conscience or whatever you called it!!!!Can't believe I reformat my mp3 without saving all the 800++ precious tracks of beautiful music in my laptop first..... waaaaa..... going crazy!!!!!! ><

blehhhhh~ Dramatic much??? hrmmmm......

GOT TAGGED.....=_=.....^_^

T.A.G.....

Seriously.....I was very confused with this tagging bussiness and still are..... aishhhh!!! ><

Anyway, since my bff ask me to complete the tagging mission, I shall do that eventhough I don't completely understand the whole process......huhu....^_^

1. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE HOT??????

THE million dollar question!!!!!!! ok... how about this.... hotness lies in the eye of the beholder......buahahaha!!!! rosak peribahasa orang!!! hmmm... truthfully, I think I'm not hot..... ~dgn humblenya mengaku~ ^_^

2. UPLOAD YOUR FAVOURITE PICTURES.....

3. WHY DO YOU LIKE THE PICTURES????

I'm with my bff that shares the same interests,different tastes in boys and we are somehow awkward together at times.... ^_^....Other than that, Gotta luv them!!!! <3

4. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU ATE PIZZA????

Sunday, 30 of August 2009 at 7.30 p.m with my friends during iftar....

5. LAST SONG YOU LISTEN TO????

Stay, by BIGBANG

6. WHAT ARE YOU DOING WHILE DOING THIS??????

Still listening to STAY..... beautiful melody during this time at the night......

7. BESIDES YOUR OWN NAME, WHAT ELSE WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE CALLED???

Since my name is very indeedly short, somehow I prefer them to call me just by my name.... but for those who are close to me, they called me IJA.... I like that name cuz my grandpa gave it to me....^_^

8. TAG ANOTHER 6 PERSONS....

Since I don't really followed people's blog & the only blog I followed is the one that tagged me I guess I'll stop at number 7 ~my favourite number~...... nitez everyone!!!!!!!

~zzzz........~

M = E

Let my heart be crushed a thousand times but the wisdom that has grown within me will never betrayed me......

No matter how long it will take for my heart to heal and start anew i will never once look back and regret the steps I had to be where i am today........

I've been in this battle field for as long as i can remember and there's no turning back only moving forward to achieve the winning trophy.......

I don't want to be those who have retreated back away in shame........

I don't want to be those who died during the battle without any armors on.......

I will be someone that stand and fight till the very end with every tools that I can grasp on even if it means i have to let go of the hands that have been holding tight to me.........

I need to stand on my own now!!!!!

I need to spread my wing free and face the cruelty of this world and its people......

The wisdom that I have collected will be my source of light in the darkness.......

Faith will be my armor.....

Heart.....

Be strong......

We gonna get through this like we always have.......

NOT BREATHING......

"You see the hole???"

"which hole??? the down one or the upper one???"

"the one near the..... ehhh... what aaa.... that thing called???"

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*pushing the tongue away with laryngoscope*

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laryngoscope

"vocal cord???"

"Oh yes, the vocal cord....you nampak or not???"

"Nampak, nak masukkan kat situ ke????"

"Yup... not to deep ok"

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*pushing the endotracheal tube inside the mouth*

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endotracheal tube

"Ok done!!! BVM now!!!"

bag-valve-mask

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*giving air to the patient"
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"YES!!!!!lung inflate!!!!hahaha......Mission complete!!"

"cool!!!! pas nie boleh berbuke dgn aman, tenteram,seronok....." ^_^

PUASA....SHOPPING....NASI LEMAK.....DEMAM???

Yesterday the whole geng went out to pasar siti, MPKB, and the newly opened Parkson...... its been quite sometimes since our last outing together but i never thought there will be any drastic change with the traffic flow in KB.... all the jalan suddenly jadi one way!!!0_0 Well to me its a good decision since the road won't be sesak memandangkan jalan dah semakin lebar but from what i saw on that day, it was a total opposite. Jalan semakin sesak.....debu-debu nye toksah cerite...... panasnye pulak.....-_-. Thank god ade air-cond kat Parkson... hehehe....... :P


Initially I went out sebab nak teman my friends and spend some 'quality time' together since we haven't been doing any bonding/kerja gile since balik cuti convo but of course I end up spending money to buy of course, clothes, clothes and more clothes!!!! Nasib baik tak jumpe kasut and bag yang menarik minat.....=_=


Well its not that there are no bags or shoes that interest me its just that I can't bear to hear my mum mendendangkan dondang sayang about how many shoes & bags I have and that I'm not lipan @beluncas @octopus yang banyak tangan & kaki....... so.....sabar je la..... ~RAMADHAN banyak mengajarku bagaimana untuk bersabar & jangan tamak.....~^_^~


Time berbuke, dal cooked nasi lemak & mind you only the nasi.....=_= ~jangan marah naaa~ me & Ida had to rebus telur, fried the anchovies and of coz masak sambal that turned out to be masin?????? hehehe.....well anyway right now I'm coming down with fever & its not SWINE FLU!!! maybe because of the heat mase bershopping sakan kut???.... hahha......:p


Waaaaa..... pecah rekod nie.... dah 2 tahun tak demam...... WAAAAA!!!!!! NAK BALIK!!!!!! T_T

Penemuan di Ramadhan

Arini genap 7 hari puasa.... betul x???? of coz btol!!!! hehehehe...... anyway, the moral of the story yang i want to share today is that, bulan puasa mampu mengasah bakat masak yang terpendam selama ini......!!!! ^_^ seriously, I never thought that I can actually, properly cook a meal!!! btol tak tipu!!!

This year punye Ramadhan, me, ida, air, su, min, & dal decided that we cook instead of beli kat bazar Ramadhan. At first I was like...

"korang serius ke nak masak nie??? ke nak main masak-masak je????"

Air was like " Yelah, betul la nak masak nie....."

i was like " ok" 0_0

So thats how we started out. First day of cooking, lauk ade nasi tak masak coz tak sempat...... so we bought nasi kosong and makan dengan sardin and sup sayur......

2nd of cooking, everything was under control..... vege soup and sambal udang


Third day, we go for western..... Fish & chips with thousand island and mayonnaise...... it was amazing since I'm not so much into nasi. Sehari 2 ok, after that no more.....

we even masak Chicken soup....

Fourth day which is today, ME, MYSELF & I cooked chicken curry, scramble egg and potato soup.... hahaha.... totally my style..... simple je..... tak yah pening2 kpl!!! ^_^

Tommorow we're thinking nak masak nasi lemak!!!! hehehe.... nasib baik dah menuntut ilmu drpd chef 'international' non other than my mum..... hikhikhi...... ^_^

Oh yeah, I just realize that our lauk dah semakin maju.... from sardin to western to curry to nasi lemak!!!! huhu.... Asam pedas and gulai lomak cili api pun sodap gak......hehe... nanti suruh dal ngan ida buat!!!! YEAY!!!!