ONCE A UPON A TIME

A journey to a new place is amazing. Going for sight seeing, taking a different road, blasting music from the speakers, talking about everything & laughing at every other things are most enjoyable list to do if you are on a trip. But not having a car that break down at the middle of the trip twice. That's a BIG no no!!!!!

You see, 4 people ( me, IDA, SU & DAL) went on a trip of our life so to speak on the 6/2/2010 which is yesterday. At first I thought of not going cuz of my runny nose -I hate doing anything when I have 7 L of mucus in my nose- but of course being the kaki jalan that I am, I tag along. We brought along all the stuff needed for picnic then off we go to Hutan Lipur Bukit Baka, MACHANG.

It was a smooth drive, thanks to IDA coz if I were to drive, people will be hanging for their life -coz my mum said so- But I think my driving is decent enough. 100km/h is okay right??? So......we went to pick up another friend, Nisa, as our tour guide. Well, she lives in MACHANG so she should know MACHANG better than any of us right? Common sense people.... *lol*

When we got there, we did our usual things..... took pictures .....eat....... playing with the water......throwing stones *lol* Its pretty normal sorts of picnic. nothing extra. Just a fun filled morning. When the sun was right above us, we end our exciting, wet, and chilling day in MACHANG. Nisa was sent back to where she belongs which is her house and we even got to eat lunch FOC!!!!! hehehe.... making me miss home more than ever....... super delicious!!

When we were about to go to our next destination that's when all the drama begins...... The stupid rented car just stop breathing, and went into venticular fibrilation mode...... Nisa's dad gave the annoying car CPR & some IV fluid!!!! After 1 hour it stabilize and we decided to consider it as an outpatient. -dramatic much????- +_+

We went to PASAR SITI, KB MALL & TURSAB when it decided to fail us again!!!!! vabsgv%$^###vasgdhg CAR!!!!!!! we waited for 1 hour for the owner and his friends to come and gave the car a breath of life!!! In the end we were given another car & RM14 for fuel!!! one word, speechless!!!!! =_= We cont. our journey and went back to USM at around 11 p.m.

As to conclude, It was a fun trip in the beginning and sucks at the end but we managed to overcome it with our "patience and easy going nature" =_=. And , oh yeah...1 more thing, I tend to shop without thinking twice when I'm angry....^_^ and again a fever as a consolation prize for me....

KNEE.....MED....OVERSLEPT

G.R.E.A.T!!! I miss my clinical teaching class today!!!! =_=. That's the only time whereby I can learn how to do PE and not just some bodoh2 PE but the right way of doing it but I missed it because I overslept!!!! Now, camne boleh teroverslept?????
1. I came back from the lecture hall at around 12.oo
2. I ate my lunch
3. I took my med for knee pain *it swells!!! T_T*
4. I stare blankly at the laptop screen while waiting for Zuhur
The next thing I know, it was 2.17 p.m and guess what I'm still on the bed!!! And the class is at 2.00 p.m. How the hell did I drag myself to bed?? I'm still trying to figure it out myself. Was the medication to be blame??? I don't remember about sleepiness being 1 of NSAIDs many adverse effect. Headache, confusion yes but not sleepy. Or, confusion goes under sleepy???? Well at least in my situation since I can't recall how did I got on the bed . But whatever it is....
I MISS MY CLINICAL CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not that I never miss the class before, it's just that, Musculoskeletal's PE is confusing.....!!! And not to mentioned a lot!! Gah....!!!! Nevermind, I have 2 more weeks for this block. If it was not meant for this week there always next week and the next next week!! *Comforting myself*

ON 2nd THOUGHT.....

I'll go hunt SU or AIR down!! ^0^!!

I

I'm bored.....

I have no idea what to do..........

I've browsed through FACEBOOK for 7 times today...........

I've become a fan of JUNG JESSICA of SNSD..........

I've read all the rumours regarding JAEBEOM's return to 2PM...........

I'm still downloading 2AM new album............

I've finished watching AADBSK season 3.........

I go back and forth to 2ONEDAY to make sure I don't miss anything about 2PM & 2AM.......

I think I've done everything except for...............

STUDYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm gonna cry now........ what the hell happen to my mood?????? My brain doesn't seem to accept the fact that right now I need to study and not lurking around any websites coz obviously exam Qs bukan daripada tempat2 tu!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!

Nevermind!!!!

Just need to try harder..... I even thought of taking a break for 1 whole year but that obviously would not solve anything. Maybe I should seek some professionals help...... I sound as if I'm having a mental problems pulak....

hmmmmm......

Enough rambling......let's start with..... STD.....

ANYOUNG!!! >_<

TICKET, THEATER, HUNGRY, FEVER &.....

Yesterday, I have MAS and I'm the ticket counter girl. Since I love anything that got to do with money, I happily said yes. *lol*.

Moving on

Before the event starts, we had a so called rehearsal. You might be wondering why on earth a ticketing people need to rehearse their part?? People ask for ticket, you give them the ticket and take the money right?? Memang tak masuk akal pun! We start rehearsing at 5 and end it around 7.30 pm and guess what, the ticketing people = me need to be at DEWAN UTAMA at 8 pm sharp!!!! How am I suppose to be there at 8 when I need to go all the way back to NURANI that takes 5 minutes, pray and what not and then come back to DEWAN UTAMA??? Miraculously I made it!!! And it was 5 minutes early!!! *clap clap*

As usual, mesti ade something yang kureng in every event right???? Same goes here.... kate start pukul 8 tapi pukul 8.10 pun pintu tak bukak lagi... haish....... suddenly me and AIR jadi macam bos besar!! Kol orang sane, kol orang sini tanye kenape pintu tak bukak.... hihi....At last pukul 8.17 pm baru lah terbukak pintu tu....

Now, the bigger problem!! ticket bersepah tempat duduk tak de!!! Yang paling teruk tu, ade IPTA yang kononnye dah kasi feedback saying that they will come, didn't exactly have their ticket booked on the first place!!!! Instead of sitting leisurely eating snacks while watching the theater, they have to stand up and do it!!! Memang kesian, tapi nak buat camne, nasib badan!!!

When all the things settle, I thought of going inside to watch the theater but since there's no one wants to be at the counter I willingly gave up the thought of enjoying the moment I step into the hall to watch my first ever THEATER!! *sob sob* Maybe its because I was too hungry to even think about anything else. I just realize that I haven't touch any real food for 2 freakin days!!! I was so hungry to a point where I could just eat anything expensive without thinking twice because I always do!! Kenny Rogers would have been good if only they have it in KUBANG KERIAN!!!

I only ended up eating pau that taste somewhat weird and roti gardenia which was given to me by my ever so thoughtful PBL leader!!! *standing ovation*

Finally, the night ends at around 12.15 am after several times of counting the amount of money we managed to collect from the event and me coming down with a high fever. I thought I was gonna have brain damaged or something. 39 degree Celsius!! Its amazing that it actually gone down within 12 hours.....

waaa.... I wanna eat KENNY ROGERS!!!!

PEJAMKAN MATA.....DALAMINYA.....

Terdengar bisikan mesra

Kalimah keramat bermentera

Bermulanya siang berakhir malamku

Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namamu

Tiada batasan waktu

Tiada tempat mu tertentu

Di gunung di lembah di darat di air

Siapa pun hamba keikhlasan doa keagungan kasih

Merubah takdir

Bila ku sedari diri disayangi

Langkah kaki ini semakin berani

Bila terkeliru ku ucap namamu

Terasa diriku kembali dipandu

Engkau yang pertama

Tiada akhirnya

Aku dalam kegelapan

Engkaulah cahaya

Izinkanlah aku menumpang di sini

Dibawah naungan kasih dan sayang mu

Ku berserah diri

MALAYSIANS vs MALAY vs CHINESE vs INDIAN

What do MALAYSIANS understand about the 1 MALAYSIA concept????

Do MALAYSIANS practiced this concept in their daily life????

Well to be frank, I DON'T THINK SO!!!!! I'm a peace-harmony-loving type of person. So I can say that I'm very very thankful to be living on this land called MALAYSIA. I'm glad that one day, mini me will be born and raised in this country. I'M PROUD TO BE A MALAYSIAN!!!!

Coming back to our topic. So do MALAYSIANS fully understood what does it mean to be a MALAYSIANS????. Lets review back what had happen for the past 53 years of our independence....

16 MEI 1969

I think non of our grandparents , aunts, uncles and parents would want to remember that incident. I heard stories from my grandma and my dad but never thought it was that TERRIBLE until I read it myself in several article. Cina & melayu berbunuhan sesama sendiri hanya kerana keegoan ramai yang mati katak!!! So what if the Chinese won for the election? Do they need to looked down on the Malays? Don't they shared the same land?? They drank from the same water sources and the same food suppliers and they're killing each other without mercy whatsoever!!!! 1 word, BARBARIC!!!

Mac 2001

The same thing repeat itself this involving the Malays and the Indian. Angin takde, ribut takde tibe - tibe yang MELAYU pergi serang yang INDIA. APA KES????

Januari 2010

Baru je masuk tahun baru, ingatkan adela angin perubahan alih - alih cerita yang same. This time involving the muslims & the christians. It started off with the usage of the word ALLAH by the christian was approved by the judge. The muslims are enraged with this decisions saying that the word ALLAH is holy for the muslims and how can it be used by other religion???? Fine! point taken but it doesn't mean you can go and burnt their churches!!!! Imagine if our mosque got tear and burn down??? I mean come on, every religion have their own sacred place and we should respect it like how we want our holy places to be respected by others right???!! Its common sense. Even a 5 years old can understand that.

I'm not pointing any fingers at anyone about the church incident because even the authority still can't find the culprit behind all this eventhough it has been for a week now and 4 churches had been burnt down!!! Seriously, does it take that long to find the clue??? I thought PDRM is the best or so they say. My friends are saying that the police are taking things lightly because

' Bukan orang melayu yang kene'

' What do they care?? Malays have always been like that. If we were to do anything to them they get all worked up for no reason. baru usik sikit nak bising'

As a Malay myself, it got me thinking, Are the Malays always act this way??? I'm confused because I'm always surrounded by multiracial friends. Do they think of me that way too??? You know what I'm not!! If I think that its wrong then its wrong even if it was done by my Malay friends. To me, if you live in MALAYSIA, then you're a MALAYSIAN and not Malay, Chinese, Indian, Sikh and what not.

Why is it that people living in INDONESIA boleh hidup sebagai INDONESIANS and not divided by races??? Why can't we be more like them. We are obviously are at the upper hand. We are doing quite well economically. We're not lacking anything. So why do we act like a barbaric when sensitive issues come out. Yes, we have to agree that Malaysia once belong to the Malays and the Chinese & Indians are the immigrant but we've been living together for a long time, so why can't we developed a good relationship among us. Establised the trust, respect, love and wilingness and at the end we can live happily ever after under 1 roof.

So, now do you think that Malaysians understood the ONE MALAYSIA Concept yang tersangatlah heboh diperkatekan sampai nak tergigit lidah tu?????


LU PIKIRLA SENDIRI!!!

HOLIDAY.....OVER.....STUDY.....

Holidays are over and yet i'm still clucthing to those holiday excitement/euphoria/madness and what not!!! but of course no matter how hard i tried to hold on to those moment sampai patah jari and terseliuh tangan pun, it is still gone with the wind... hmpf....

Nonetheless, those 10 short days did bring some happiness that had long gone. The dead heart are once again filled with happy colours. The laughter that had died is planted once again.......hmmmmm merepek giler

Moving on......

During those 10 days I spent happily with my family yang dah bertahun tak jumpa, my friends yang dah bercentury tak nampak..... Wet myself with Sunway lagoon's dirty water, wandering around trying to figure out which public transport to ride on, doing 2PM flash mob while waiting for the train and last but not least, shop and eat till I drop!!!! heaven I'm telling you!!!

But its all over now...... need to switch back to study mood.......=_=......TT_TT

IGNORANT=MALAYSIAN

Went to pasar malam.....then suddenly......

IT'S RAINING~~!!!!!! heavily I might add.....=_=

It's not that I hate rain or anything its just that, I'm hungry and obviously need to eat and the rain wasn't helping me to get to my dorm A.S.A.P. to feed my poor tummy....

But that 's what you get for staying in KELANTAN..... not that I'm complaining because bile malam je..... fuuhhh, sejuk gile..... BEST!!!! ^0^

Moving on to the next topic.......

Since it was pouring, we ( MIN & ME) decided we should go to NIRWANA to get a quick snack before we died of hunger...... to cut the story short, I asked MIN to buy waffle for us and went to look for food to last me before balik K.L.....

Masalahnye, beli barang 2 tapi beratur macam beli 1 NIRWANA!!!!!!! You see, kat NIRWANA tu ada kaunter ekspress that says not more than 5 items. I mean even a 5 y/o can understand that right??? But these people don't!!!! 1 of them was a guy standing in front of me. he was holding a pack of maggi and a drink but when it was his turn to pay, 3-4 aunties & uncle yang letak barang kat cashier's desk!!! The rest was history....=_=

I'm not born with patient so, those people were lucky enough not to see my annoyed and 'kurang ajar' face.... sorry people, I'm no ANGLE!!!! =_= When I told MIN about the incident, she said

"Elek la.... aq pun selalu gak buat...."

O.O.....

Okay, Malaysian need an attitude training!!!!MAJOR!!!!!

HEARTBEAT!!!!!

I, PROUDLY PRESENT TO YOU.................

HEARTBEAT BY 2PM!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOT!!!!!!

What do you think????? For me......

Firstly : someone is missing.....*wonder who*

Secondly : errrr.......why is there a snake?????

Thirdly : errrr..... Why are my babies so sad?????

Fourthly : Emo gile....gelap je....

Fifthly : Junsu's voice + expression = L.O.V.E!!!!!!

6TH : Wooyoung...... cute no more....but HANDSOME!!!!!!

7TH : I'm loving the whole emo.vampire-ish concept!!!!!!

2PM fighting!!!! HOTTEST WILL BE WITH U GUYS!!!!!!

SENYUMAN ITU SEDEKAH......^0^

We had a tazkirah session today in between spasmodic and antiemetics drugs lectures.... nothing much about the content.... pi mai pi mai tang tu gak... its more like a reminder to all of us there.....But if you insist....

1. Senyumlah selalu
2. Saling ingat-mengingati
3. Saling bertegur sapa & jangan sombong

I told you so......

Anyway, out of the many2 sentences used during those short 10 minutes tazkirah, there's one that caught my attention......,

"Kalau ade kawan2 yang yang slalu terperuk depan komputer dengan cite korea tu, pesan2 la & ajak2 la study pulak..... exam dah nak dekat, kita sume nak dalam batch nie lulus exam nie...."

The rest was history since me & AIR burst out laughing....AIR even look at my direction during those sentence diluahkan dengan penuh perasaan..... A "GOOD" way to blow our cover =_= .... I admit to be addicted to korean stuff, same goes with AIR & several other friends.... Just name any artist in korea we'll know them.... latest gossip.... its in our grasp!!! BIGBANG, TVXQ, 2NE1, yang paling latest 2PM because of the PARK JAEBEOM myspace controversy......but what make us stand out more than any other korean addictor in that lecture hall is that we never keep it low profile!!! the dance,lyrics just name it....ingat aje...what to do...

And that bring me to ramble about the 2nd issue....

PARK JAEBEOM should just comeback to korea already!!!!! we miss *more like me* his blunt words, dorkiness and stage 2 koreans for heaven sake!!!!! 2PM or 1.59 PM * since JAY is not there* has released a new album entitled 'HEARTBEAT' and I'm addicted to the song already!!!! muahaha......;P

Well, the main point yang tazkirah tu nak sampaikan ialah....

Jangan terlalu asyik dengan bende yang tak berapa nak penting & tinggalkan bende yang penting kerana akhirnye kite yang akan kerugian!!!!


I'll update on 2PM heart beat 2moro eh..... nitez.....

WHAT TIME IS IT NOW????!!!

Today, once again, 2PM revealed the teaser for the second song ~I WAS CRAZY ABOUT YOU~ together with a new concept look.......

There's only six box containing six 'beast' faces...... Ain't it suppose to be 7????? T_T haammm...... Why am I feeling down????? Simply because the supposedly 7th member that's missing in the picture, PARK JAEBEOM is obviously not coming back to promote for their first full length album!!!!!!! gaaaahhhhh!!!!

buat muke tak paham lak....

Whyla he merajuk lama sangat???? Hottest are dying to see him b-boying again together with the other six but the whole moving on with the new album thing makes the whole incident of JAEBEOM quitting from 2PM macam tak pernah berlaku........

yes you la!!!! tanya lagi.....

But being the "optimistic" person that I am -cough cough- I'm still hoping that he will just suddenly pop out during their comeback performance on FRIDAY the 13th......Seriously if that ever happen kenduri 3 hari 3 malam!!!!! But of course dah lame dah berhenti berharap that it gonna happen..... T_T for now, lets just spazz with the picture of the witty, funny, ignorant, clueless and what not beasts.........T_T

'puppy' NIckhun



I'll wait till 2PM is 7 again......

I'll wait for 2PM leadja to come back tougher than ever


To smile happily & being dorky with his dongsaeng

lastly.............,

I hope that our Ssanti boy will be okay without his hyung.....

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Wild Bunny yang x sempat habis siaran..... please finish it.... =_=

TIRED OF WAITING

I' m getting tired of waiting,

You know Do you know how I feel?

I'm getting tired of waiting.

Still, do you remember me?

As a day goes by, I can‘t forget you

Even if a month goes by, I can't let you go

Do you know I still want you, ?

Endless waiting for you drove me crazy

Every single day feels like a year

I'm still waiting, I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back right now

It feels like if I turned around I could see you

I'm just getting tired, I'm just going crazy.

I have to hang tough in case your come-back

I'm still waiting for you

A month could pass and I wouldn't forget you

A year could pass and I wouldn't let you go

Do you know how I feel?

Endless waiting for you drove me crazy

Every single day feels like a year

I'm still waiting, I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back right now

It feels like if I turned around I could see you

I'm just getting tired, I'm just going crazy.

This is so hard for me I could die.

My head feels so complicated,

I'm waiting and waiting for you but no word from you

There is no reason I cry for you

There is no way you leave because of me

Its so hard for me, so hard for me

I'll be waiting for you even if it needs a year

I'll be waiting for you even if it needs 10 years

I don't care if I get tired of waiting for you

Endless waiting for you drove me crazy

Every single day feels like a year

I'm still waiting, I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back right now

It feels like if I turned around I could see you

I'm just getting tired, I'm just going crazy.

*******MOOD*******

Exam is just around the corner but here I am busying myself writing nothing interesting.......=_= waaaa........what happen to my overflowing spirit to study 2 weeks ago????!!! come back please!!!!!! T.T......

Well whatever, I've got nothing to worry about coz exam starts somewhere in December, 13th to be specific... that's like 1 month to go...... more or less 5 weeks to finish 4 blocks punye notes yang bertimbun macam Gunung Kinabalu!!!!! waaaaaaaaaaa......T-T

Anyway, the point here is that...... Miss MOOD, could you please come back A.S.A.P???!!!! I badly need you!!!! *kneeling on both knee*

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NOW O NEVER

Have you ever thought how would your life be if your parents are not there anymore to support & protect you???? I haven't..... in fact I never want to have that imagination implanted in my brain because I know how much it would hurt not having someone rooting for you.... lending you their strenght and trust......and being alone.....

Being alone is not very peaceful/quite as what most of us think....... At the end of the day, there will be an empty hole that need to be filled, there will be an irrating buzzing sound because it's too quite......

You may have friends that act more or less like your parents but the feeling of attachment is not the same..... At the end of the day, you'll be reminded of your parents..... their scent of love, their soothing words.....but they're not there anymore.....hhmmmm......

My friend, he never takes his parents love & trust for granted but 1 thing that he forget to do as a son is to spend more time with his parents. He put his friends first then come his parents.....to cut the story short, his parents departed their life in an accident while he was having fun with his friends.... he can't be contacted & at the end he came back seeing his parents lying lifelessly on the cold floor of the living room "wrapped" with white cloth......

His brother told him that.....

"Ibu ngan Ayah kirim salam.....Diorang mintak maaf sebab tak sempat nak tunggu sampai kau datang...... diorang halalkan makan minum ko.....diorang mintak maaf kalau sepanjang 20 tahun besarkan ko, diorang ade terkurang kat mane2....." both brothers were choked with tears.....

"Cume mereka terkilan sebab 2-3 tahun ko kurang luangkan masa ngan mereka.....tapi mereka tak salahkan ko.....Mereka pesan supaya ko jgn lupakan solat & tanggungjawab ko sebagai seorang islam..... Boy..., they love you with all their heart & they are very sorry because they can't be there anymore for you.... to give you support and love......" Tears were flowing with no stopping for him and his brother and sisters......

Parents, they are never good at expressing their disatisfaction sometimes.... they don't want too see your frown, your sad tears because of their words...... they only want to see your bright smile & happy face......And because of that you thought that they are always happy........

For him it might a little too late but for us, there's still time but that doesn't mean that we should delayed it anymore...... I called my parents...... tell them I love them.... but somehow I just wished that they're right in front of my eyes when I said those words.... better yet, they're always are in front of my eyes so that I won't get hyped up everytime I can't called them or they missed our daily phone call.......

hmmmmm...... I wished but wish will remain as a wish as long as I'm stuck here in this place.....

HEAD 'OL HEAD

Today I only have 1 class which is the ever-so-inspiring-tolerable PBL session..... I planned to go for it but i can't force myself to get up.... the pain was piercing, pening nye toksah cite!!!! The next thing I know, I woke up at 12.17 p.m. SHIT!!!! I miss PBL ~ in a very calm tone~ After I took my second bath of the day I touch my head,

"eeeehhhh!!!!"

There's a small bump on my left temporal skull.....

"ape nie????? aigoooo painful s***..... sape nak kol nie????" ~in a very composed manner~

Around 1.30 p.m I sms Su asking her help to buy CVD notes for this week & ask her what should I do with my swollen head....

"Ijaaa....... Su ade kerje nie.... klu cpt abis, Su tlg belikan okie!!! Takpun mintak Air tlg belikan..." =_=.....=_+

Then come the 2nd message

"Nanti letak ais kat kepala tu..... ptg nanti su datang bw ice-pack okie.....hehehe..."

With that I called Air....

"Air kat ne??"

"kat Cik Din nie, nape???"

"aaa...... Tlg belikan notes 4 me...."

"errrrr, baru kuar daripada lautan manusia nie....."

"oooo tak pe r.....Air!!!!"

"Yup..!!"

"Kepala Kite bengkak nie.... nak buat camne ek??? sakit gile!!!"

"Hah?????!!!Ko terhantuk kat mane2 ke???? Bile perasan????"

"Tak pun..... 1 jam yang lalu.....ottoke???"

"Ermmmm..... neoplasm kut!!!"

"Yah!!!!"

" Acah je......." tut...tut...tut....

Kredit tinggal o.16 sen........Yup.... Wonderful ain't it???

What I Know is that, when I woke up around 4 a.m & slept around 7 a.m this morning, my precious head was perfectly fine...... but now...... hmmmm.....

WHAT TO DO?????!!!!!!!!!!