Jul 30, 2010

COME READ THIS!!!!!!!

Let me tell you what happen to me on the last Wednesday.......


  1. I attend my classes as usual, eventhough at first I'm too lazy to go..........

  2. On the last class for the day which was PBL, I dengan bangganya memvolunteerkan diri to be the ever so great presenter for our 2nd residency presentation....... ~ now my brain fuse terbakar fikir pasal bende tue.....T_T ! ~

  3. Rule are meant to be broken, so I hopped on a plane back home a day before the class ended. My flight was at 9.55 p.m

  4. My seat was next to the window and I am very thankful because I'll look like a lost puppy with my eyes wandering around if I were to sit somewhere else. You see, when you seat  next  to the window,your eyes or more like mine will stuck looking outside eventhough there is nothing to see.

  5. On the plane the dude beside me ask me a question or maybe he was talking about something to me but you can't expect me to hear him properly since my telinga 'tersumbat' dengar lagu baru SHINee. Hence, I just nod at him and put on my best smile.

  6. Lastly, on my way to the bus, I saw the guy that was seating beside me on the plane and boy, he's good looking...... T_T.... I should've been nice too him......

In the nutshell, It was like my every - other - day - life situation. Nothing interesting tapi saja gedik nak buat post..... ^.^

Anyway when I told my mom about the guy on the plane she just laughed at me while saying.....

" Tak pernah-pernah cerita pasal lelaki handsome kat Ibu, tetibe je......."

And she happily continued laughing. My dad tak payah cerita. Kalau boleh berguling dah lama die buat......-_-

Jul 25, 2010

ABGSF%$GAG@**

Is it that difficult to understand your parents??????? susah ek???? Ok fine maybe to understand them tu susah sikit but you can try kan????? Susah ape????  Anyway.....


  1. Belajar pandai-pandai

  2. Perangai elok -elok 

  3. Dengar cakap diorang

  4. Buat ape yang disuruh (walaupun lambat )

That's it right???? Ke ade lagi yang tertinggal.... Kalau ade, pandai-pandai la.......^_^

Kalau diorang kate bende tu tak baik, tak sesuai, tak elok mesti ade sebabkan???? Walaupun mula-mula muncung macam itik sebab kite tak puas hati tapi kalau kite reason balik memang ibu ngan ayah kite betul pun. Mana ade ibu ngan ayah saje gedik2 nak menyusahkan hidup anak sendiri?????? Ade ke????

Tapi the problem arises when the child doesn't want to understand why their parents say no to their so called wishes. Anak tak pernah nak faham alasan ibu ngan ayah tapi expect ibu ngan ayah nak tunaikan permintaan diorang.

Serius aku tak faham langsung!!!!

It's a 2 way communication to begin with so kalau kita dah habis cakap, dengar lah pulak ape yang ibu ngan ayah nak cakap. Bukan kena buat bancuhan simen ke ape. Dengar je. Pastu fikir. Pastu decide sendiri. Plus sometimes bende yang kite nak tu nak kene guna duit diorang so, kenelah lagi berganda neuron yang kite kena guna untuk berfikir pasal pro and cons nye.

Betullah kata orang2 tua anak nie kadang2 fikir senang diorang je, susah ibu ngan ayah last sekali baru nak fikir. Bukan kite nak fikir ibu ngan ayah tu kerja dari pagi sampai petang cari duit. Lepas tu tiap2 bulan bayar bil, beli barang dapur, allowance anak2 lagi etc etc..... RM 5000 pun tak tentu cukup lagi. Sah2 diorang yang kene ikat perut tak makan sebab fikir anak. Kite boleh berjoli lagi ngan duit parents tanpa fikir yang diorang tu dah makan ke belum.

Senangkan jadi anak????? nasi suap je ke mulut, nak itu nak ini semua dapat tapi  bile parents minta sesuatu liatnye nak buat......!!!!!

Berasap kepala aku pikir. Tu belum jadi mak orang lagi....... Senak perut aku kalau anak aku buat macam tu!!! =_=``

~LU PIKIRLA SENDIRI~

Jul 14, 2010

" S.U.C.K " IS HOW YOU SPELLED STATISTIC.....~_~``

Finally the new sem has started. I'm happy about it cause I got to see my friends again. But at 1 point, I rather stay at home daripada bersengkang mata buat CFCS. Remember when I said I hate medical statistic??? ehemmm that is what exactly CFCS is. Well most of it and it's damn TIRING.....!!!!! -_-`` 

We were given app. 3 days to prepare a presentation consisting of 2 parts.


  1. Result & Summary for residency 1

  2. Proposal for residency 2

It looks pretty easy but when it comes to key in the data, it's RIDICULOUSLY ANNOYING !!!!!!10 kali key in pun still ade problem...... God knows where when wrong but 1 thing I know for sure is that I'm not looking forward to enter anymore data in the near future. Buat slide presentation lagi best.

Anyway next week we'll be having our 2nd residency for 5 days. Then a month after that  another presentation...... Dan macam tu la sampai 4th Residency.... Indahkan hidup ni???? ~_~``

On a brighter note JAY PARK has released an EP album today... I think..... with a 3-D movie and an advertisement contract under his belt plus fan meeting in several countries including MALAYSIA -I'm soooo going- I'm continuously hoping the best for him. Here's the video for his own version of Nothin' On You, COUNT ON ME!!!!.......


Jul 8, 2010

NO OTHER

Life sometimes doesn't always give you what you want. Instead you have work hard to get it. And the steps that you take in order to achieve that special something in life sometimes become lighter despite the turbulent coming your way because of that special someone........Be appreciative of what you have and love them like they love you.........Because sometimes there will be no other.........




Jul 7, 2010

SHOP TILL YOU DROP!!!!

Holiday is coming to an end in a few days. Then, it's a pure 110% hard work since the PRO EXAM II is coming to town.....*sigh* I hate exams but then again who won't right???? but still - I HATE EXAMS!!!!! - It felt better saying it... more like stating it..... but yeah whatever, you know what I mean.

Well, anyway during the holiday I've been doing some major shopping spree even without FAZLIN around!!! hahaha.... Our schedule just seem to berlanggar sesame sendiri..... but still, I shop macam orang gile. I bought 2 shoes, 1 bag and dozens of clothes.... *glittering eyes* I mean come on, they do all those big big sales and expect me not to buy any of it???? Pssh... Nonsense!!!

My mom said that I don't have to buy baju raye lagi dah..... My parents are in an agreement not to give me money to shop for raye anymore..... T_T my scholarship can still support my crazy obsession toward bags, shoes and baju!!!!! Not that it's a good way to spend the money the citizens of MALAYSIA gave you but.....>.<

I so wanna watch KARATE KID again.......... JADEN is soooo cute!!!!!!

Jul 4, 2010

" HENSEM KAK......." " YE KE???? "


DAVID VILLA IS OFFICIALLY GOOD LOOKING!!!!!!


Seriously I never paid any attention to both FERNANDO TORRES  & DAVID VILLA when my bro told me that they're good looking. I mean come on, a guy saying another guy is good looking????? pelik gile.... So for the past 1 month I totally disregard the Spanish since my fav. team is GERMANY. but then during the 2nd round my bro literally twist my head to face the tv when they did a close up on TORRES. My reaction was......




" Is that what you called GOOD LOOKING???? "

" Hensem la tuuuu........!!!! " *glittering eyes*

" Pelik je muke die....... " =_=``


But my bro tak sempat nak tunjukkan siapakah geranganya DAVID VILLA but today during the quarter final, I finally knew who DAVID VILLA is and for the 1st time my bro is right!!!!! DAVID VILLA is handsome!!!!!





Right after the game finish with the winning team being the spanish all thanks to MR. VILLA I start my stalker mode & start googling him and guess what.......

~~~ he's married to his longtime GF & he's a daddy to 2 beautiful daughters~~~

So yeah, there goes my angan2 mat jenin...... =_=``. Nah...., kidding. He's a good player, wish him all the best in his career and personal life. No one need another Tiger Woods or Kobe Bryant if you know what I mean........

Jul 2, 2010

KTBSPA!!!!!!!

During the SHORT 1 month course of holiday, I found my first love that colour my world with pop music....

BACKSTREET BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It all started when I put on their NEVER GONE cd while driving in my mom's car..... *not rich enough to be driving my own car~~~~* to send my aunt to work at 5 in the morning every day......

Anyway, I bet almost everyone that was born during the late 80's and 90's will know who are the backstreet boys


BRIAN LITTRELL


HOWIE DOROUGH


AJ MCLEAN


NICK CARTER


KEVIN RICHARDSON


They have good songs.... or maybe the songs just suit ma soul.....~~~~throughout the 17 years, they have created good music for their fans and will continue to do so......They have their ups & downs but they stay strong  and keep moving on....... However on 2006, KEVIN RICHADRSON says goodbye to the band....

Since then the quartret have come out with 2 albums INCONSOLABLE & THIS IS US. AJ came out with his first solo album and it was better than Nick's in 2005.

I can't believe I actually forgotten about the BSB since the whole korean wave came washing over me 3 years ago....... gosh...... it's been almost 10 years since I 1st know them and fell in love with their music.....

heeee....... Brian, Kev, Howie are married each wit a son. Now waiting for the other 2 to say " I Do" and have their own baby boy so that they can form a new band call BSB 2.0.... WOW how time flies by.......

May 23, 2010

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN



I think I'm lost........ in these path, road ~or whatever you might called it~ that I have chosen...... I'm not enjoying any moment I spent walking down this road. The sunlight might shines through but it is not as sunny as I thought.............


I think I should have chosen the road not taken. It might be messy, complicated but right now it seems endearing to me compared to the calm, promising road I took........



Am I regretting my decision???? You can say so...... but come to think of it, regret is my middle name and I'm not proud of it. Been trying to but can't seem to escape from regretting any decisions I made........


It's either I regret not making the choice or for making the choice...... STUPID really!!!! But I kept repeating the same thing....... and I'm tired....... I want it all to end.....





Right now, I wish I was somewhere else. I wish I have a free backstage pass to any concert in any part of the world. I wish I was swimming in an open sea, taking photos of natures at it's best. I wish I was on a plane taking trip to all over the world, seeing things I've never seen before or as simple sitting on a bench at any park while watching people passing by while listening to my favourite songs.........


But of course, wishes will remain as it is if I don't do anything...... But to be able to dream is good enough for me seeing where I'm stuck at right now..........



Maybe I should've just took the other road...... better late than never right???? It is still open, waiting for my feet to make it's first step.......... But I'm scared that I'll make the wrong once again. I'm scared that there will be no more turning back for me and I'm lost while finding the way out........

May 18, 2010

CLINICALLY BORED






Ok I'm bored!!!!! Muskuloskeletal block is sooo not helping me in getting rid of the boredom.......




exam is on MONDAY. I have 1 more block to finish. But I'm soooo not ecstatic about it. I should be right??????



My leg is hurting macam gile since CFCS but It's not like I can go and tell my parents. Kang tak pasal2 diorang terbang datang. Tak ke naya?????



Baju tak kemas lagi. 28 MAY dah nak balik. haisshhh!!!! pekenela ko nie makcik. Hidup tunggang langgang.......*breath in and out........*




ARE YOU BORED????? THEN THROW YOURSELF IN TO SOME WORKS YOU BELIEVE IN WITH ALL YOUR HEART, LIVE FOR IT, DIE FOR IT, AND YOU WILL FIND THE HAPPINESS THAT YOU THOUGHT COULD NEVER BE YOURS........




LOVE this quotes..... dah try buat but still my brain doesn't seem to be accepting my effort to study for the exam....... frustrated gile *puff*




And finally..... I seriously hope my leg will be okay by the time for my next appointment with the NICE DR........ I sure don't want any INTRAARTICULAR INJECTION!!!!!!! I swear I won't get involved in any adventurous, sport or anything that could jeopardise my leg anymore..........T.T

May 15, 2010

MAGHI KITO KECEK KELATE......1

FINALLY, The ever so TIRING, STRESSING, FUN FILLED JOURNEY in Kg. Kedai Che Piah has finally come to an end. & believe it or not I think Imma gonna miss it!!!! I never knew I'm going to miss walking under the hot scorching sun labelling houses & asking the same stupid questions like a ROBOT!!!


I've started to miss talking to all the villagers especially the nenek2. They have many things to share from their early life. Even bende yang tak payah cite pun diorang nak cite. Being a penyebok that I am, I like listening to these stories..... or even worse, tanya soalan laen nenek2 nie jawab laen. Kadang2 kene tanya 2 3 kali baru dapat jawapan. But that's fun for me seeing them answering questions as honest as they can eventhough sometimes jauh tersasar. Not like the people nowadays,



honesty campak dalam tong sampah.


Dalam banyak2 rumah yang group B pergi, I <3 house number C26 the most. Y????? Because I had to interview the nenek alone, asking 4 pages long questions squishing all my courage and my limited knowledge on bahaso kelate and I DID IT!!!! Teror tak????? bunyi siam pun siam la.... asalkan nenek tu paham ape yang aku nak kate......


But seriously, never again I'm going off alone nak menginterview orang without the help from my kelantenese PBL mate!!! especially ke rumah those yang dah agak berumur. I even find myself talking in dialek kelantan as ridiculous!!!! Pelik gile!! Kadang2 rase cam bahasa utara pun kuar gak but hey, that's a good improvement rite daripada tak nak try langsungkan2???? *proud*

time tu jugak la su nak belajar nek basikal

mereka2 yang suke bergambo

baby comel & calon rumah angkat....^^

rumah terakhir sebelum CFCS berakhir... teh O and biskut marie!!!

May 12, 2010

ADAMAYA FEVER......^^



OK!!!!! I know that it's not the right time to be writing since my exam is just 2 weeks from now and being my usual self I haven't start even a tiny weeny bit on any chapter that's coming out on the exam BUT THIS IS HUGE & IMPORTANT FINDINGS!!!! I've starting to like MALAY DRAMA ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!! All thanks to ADAMAYA...... *standing ovation* and blame it on FB community yang memulakannya..... *cough cough*




I mean seriously, who wouldn't like that story anyway huh????? For once, the script was simple and not dramatic macam bunga tahi ayam. Straight forward like,




"saya suka awak, awak nak kahwin dengan saya tak????"




Yes, that straight!!! There's no need for flowery sentences that last for more then 5 minutes when in the end you just gonna spit out the 2 "heavenly words" = "marry me" crap. WASTING TIME IMMA TELLING YOU!!!! I never have any interest in ROMEO & JULIET like story yang skripnye merawang entah ke mana. I mean come on, why do you have to waste your precious saliva nak mengungkapkan kata-kata yang indah when lastly you hanya nak cakap I <3>




Some people says that it's romantic but for me, GOOSEBUMPS!!!! Hey can't blame me, I'm a straight forward person myself..... so yeah..... cakap tu biar terang..... ^^




Anyway, coming back to this drama, ADAM was played by SEIN yang tak pernah berlakon but he was amazing at being a husband at least in this drama. But I believe he's a good husband in real life too because according to some people, character yang kite pegang tu sebenarnya menggambarkan diri kite sebenar in reality especially if u r able to bring the character to life.....




Seriously, I would give anything to have SEIN character as my husband even if my parents were the 1 to choose that special person because I believe in my husband my pick. So yeah, he's that good in acting!! Penyabar tahap cipan!!! Totally husband material!!!



LISA SURIHANI starred as MAYA & I'm totally loving this girl. Preety....cute (?) but mostly because she's amazingly good in her acting. Totally the kind of girl that I like!! Well maybe after chopping off the part where she cheated on ADAM.....




Can't wait for the ending tomorrow!!!! T_T

May 10, 2010

CHUM CHUM !!!!

I think I did mention in 1 of my post that my PBL decided to eat out since the end of 2nd year is coming. Kononnye sebagai kenangan la.....Anyway, I don't know about the others but I enjoyed it since it's food!!!!! *my public enemy number 1*. The main dish was STEAMBOAT with processed seafood..... you know..... fish ball, ketam ball, cuttlefish ball and etc...etc..... I thought STEAMBOAT supposed to be frozen if not fresh seafood..... kan kan?????



Whatever....



Moving on......


Nie time baru sampai....PAE je yang cam "conscious" ^^



WEN LI, PAE MAR AND SUE dengan senyuman fresh & white mereka





Disturbing my PBL leader while my meja mate gi ambil food.





As usual, while everyone else were busy cooking, I was busy munching on the food.






My meja mate.... RO, MIRUL, ME & NANA

Seriously, the mee taste heavenly!!! well maybe because of the sauce.... but who cares!!! The mee was my main food of the night!!! All the other balls and meat got nothing on my MEE!!!!! <3>



Semua dah kekenyangan but since the policy said take all you want but once tak habis you need to pay for it thus semua pun terpaksa stuff sume dalam mulut walaupun perut dah nak explode.... =_=


OUR BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!!! PBL 16 Jjang!!!






Yes people, candid pix!!! blame MIRUL for this *I think* I looked hideous TT_TT



REVENGE!!!!! But they still looked decent.....TT_TT


Sooooo.... that's the end.... time balik I tried to "memotong" RAIMI's car but he potong balik in 5 secs!!!! gile laju mamat tu..... FYI I drove 90+km/h ok! *hope my mum won''t read this* All & all it was a fun night. I enjoyed myself, got to eat good food and gain a few kilos =_= but it's all worth it. Maybe next time we should plan for BBQ at the beach..... ^_^



May 4, 2010

3 KILOS???????!!!!!!!!

Today was the BEST day of my life!!!!! *sarcastic mode*

Today's plan was very sudden. Sudden here means......


"Su.... aq rase cam nak makan chicken rice kat chicken rice shop. Kite g KB Mall jom......"

" Nie dah kul 1.00, carilah kete sewa dulu....

calling IDA.....


"Ida ade no keta sewa tak???? aq ngan su nak kuar makan la..."


"aq pun nak kuar gak. Kite kuar skali pun ok gak..."



With that at 2.30p.m aku pun menapak lah ke MURNI dalam kehangatan mentari yang bisa menggelegakan otak.




Around 3.30p.m the 3 of us arrived at KB Mall and went to fullfil my crave for chicken rice. Then as usual, we went around the mall buying stuff.




HERE is main/climax part of my journey to the mall.




IDA : Jom timbang berat


SU & ME : OK




I don't know how to put this in words without having chest pain, hypertension, dizziness, irratation....




I GAINED 3 KILOS IN A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M A BIG FAT HIPPO NOW...... NON OF CLOTH WOULD FIT ME NOW.
AND TO MAKE THING WORSE, DURING THE SHOPPING SPREE, I BOUGHT 2 NEW BLOUSE AND 1 OF IT IS SOMEWHAT ..............
WHATEVER!!!!! I'M ON DIET NOW!!!!

Before JUNE, I need to lose 5 kilos.... MUST, COMPULSARY and other words that fit the description

Apr 29, 2010

BIOSTAC

Just got back from class... tiring, boring......

Anyway, guess what did we learn today for CFCS Block????

........................

Since I know no one is guessing, so here's the answer




BIOSTATICS / GRAPH / CHART / NUMBERS / MATHEMATICS!!!!!!!



Amazing right???? After 2 years of 0 math education, today I was thrown straight on the face with it.... =_= . It's not that I hate math or anything it's just that I was never good with numbers and formulas. Seriously you don't need numbers to survive on this planet earth. All you need is a good brain to manipulate and to wrap people around your fingers. That's it. Fullstop!!



Another thing, you have to learn how to key in data. Well, I like that... so..... I don't mind since the computer do all the works for you!!!! But when it comes to learn how to count mode, mean, standard deviation and what not my head starts spinning.....like..... hmmmm... I've learn this somewhere..... right...... in Matriculation....... yes.... the subject that brought down my PNGK to 3.6 from 4.0. Yeah, I'm lovin every moment I spent studying it!!! =_+


But whatever the case is, I still have to study it since it's in the school curriculum but complaining makes it 10000 times better at understanding the subject!!!!