5 MONTHS EP1 : HAMSAKAMNIDA !!!!!!!

Right after I finished my clinical OSCE for PROII, I rushed back to my room with only 1 thing running through my mind.........

''Ibu, Ija nak holiday kat KOREA ok tak????"

"Aikk....? telefon Ibu nak cakap bende tu je ke???? ape  

 mimpi???"

"Huh...??? takde mimpi ape2 pun......Bu... ija nak g style 

 backpacking...sorang2 ok???"
"Backpacking???? sorang2!!!? Anyway, how's exam???"

"hmmm... ok kut.. ntah!! Ibu bole la...."

"Fine... I'll ask your dad....."

*dancing in the room* "heeee...... "thank yous!!!!!"

However, with all the drama that happened within the week *coughaccidentcough* I totally forgot about the trip until........

"How's my daughter...."

"Sakit hati.... bernanah..."

"Makcik kete tu ke????? lawan je ....."

"Kang die kata Ija kurang ajar lak......"

"Cakap je Ibu saya ajar cakap macam tu....."

*evil laugh from both side*

"Anyway, how's you result"

"Heeeeee...... L.E.P.A.S....L.U.L.U.S!!!!!!!"

"Alhamdullillah.... aritu punya la nangis kata tak 

 lulus......Drama queen sungguh"

"eleh Bu... cam tak kenal lak ngan anak Ibu yang sorang 

 nie...... ;p"

"aaa.... 1 more thing, about the trip, you can go tapi Ayah 

 kata ikut travel agency... no BACKPACKING!...Mengamuk 

 wan aritu....."

"Trip ape?????''

"Huh???? Kata nak gi KOREA.... Ke tak nak pergi...."

"Seriously!!!???? Yeay!!! boleh la jumpe boyfriends Ija kat 

 sana!!!!"

"Ya Allah...... sorang cukup la......"

And yes, That's how I managed to release my higher-than-EVEREST-stress level....^.^

My brother teramatla jealous sampai mintak belikan baju ala korea sampai 2 tan...!!! Kalau nak 2 tan baikla kau duduk kat sana IWAN~~

Oh yeah, remember the part where I said I wanna go alone......???? *scoff* Who am I kidding??? Of course my Ayah and Ibu nak menumpang 4 kaki....... -.-'' Yasmin & her family pun ikut jugak. Double the FUN!!!! 

1 thing about KOREA that I noticed is the cleanliness...... memang puji habis la....-Macam kat SINGAPORE gak r- toilet die... pergh.... nak bercamping kat dalam tu pun tak pe..... even kat sidewalk puntung rokok pun tak nampak..... nak kata ade orang menyapu tak gak, tong sampah pun tak sebanyak kat MALAYSIA........Plus, Lorong bas & teksi kat MALAYSIA tinggal nama je..... habis semua jenis kenderaan pakai..... kat sana, kalau die kata lorong bas, bas je la yang lalu, tak kira macam mana jam sekali pun!! Tabik Spring r.....

Time pergi tu tengah season Spring.....sejuk gak r.... but most importantly bunga cherry blossom yang tengah kembang.... pergh..... gile cantik especially at night with the street light as the background.....keromantikannya sangatlah terserlah..... *winkwink*

                                          

But 1 thing I regret the most bile 1 batang hidung K-pop idol pun aku tak nampak.....-.-''.....Even my dad ask if its possible to meet YOO JAE SUK....his favourite comedian...heck, the whole family kut! ;p Even if they meet, communication will prove to be difficult. Bayangkan lah it took him the whole 1 week trip to learn......

KAMSAHAMNIDA = TERIMA KASIH

ANNYEONG HASEYO = SELAMAT SEJAHTERA

He keep on mixing the word together!! The most hillarious thing was when uncle JEFRI, confidently change the order of KAMSAHAMNIDA to HAMSAKAMNIDA..... I was literally rolling on the floor after he said it!!!

I did meet my fav. artist just not in person la.....^.^

Took lots & lots of pictures..........

playing with water when the temperature was 10 degree c. 

Eat lots of good food. I think I can actually survive solely on their food except for SSAL BAB. Out of 18 side dishes, 17 were vegetables..-.-''. Since I'm 90% 'carnivore' thus its a big NO!!!! tee hee...

Seafood hot pot was the best korean style food ever!!!

Jagung bakar pun rasa interesting

Half of the side dishes for ssal bab...

Weird tasted small cup of tea that cost MYR 18

And of course, I SHOP TILL I DROP!!!!! Peluang tak akan sekali-sekali disia-siakan apabila ada orang nak bayarkan~~~ Ahakz!!! ^.^

MALANG TIDAK BERBAU

A day after PRO II exam, my friends managed to convince me to go to Kg. La hot spring..... Nak menerbangkan stress yang piled up during the 3 long weeks of study break + 1 super long week of exam. So aku pun kene la jadi pemandu terhormat.....

On 1st of April , D-Day, *yes2 APRIL FOOL..whatever -.-''* We encountered quite a number of obstacles.....

• Patut start jalan kul 8 pg, kul 9 baru kete sewa sampai.....
• 3 kali enjin keta mati time nak reverse.....
• > 5 kali enjin keta mati everytime berhenti kat traffic light....
• Mata terkelip-kelip, palpitations, rasa tak nak gi.......

I have to admit that sometimes aku drive tak ingat dunia. Tapi bila ade org lain dalam keta tu, aku bersopan gak r...... Siapa nak jawab if anything happens to these future drs.

So, walaupun instinct aku kuat mengatakan bahawa macam ade bende yang tak kene, aku tetap teruskan perjalanan plus aku sendiri pun dah terexcited tengok gambar tempat tujuan dalam internet....^.^

Tapi nasib tak menyebelahi kitaorang, around 10km before arriving, kereta yang kitaorang naiki telah terbabas and terbalik......

Terbabas sebab aku nak mengelak 2 keta dari arah bertentangan yang tengah buat aksi F1kat jalan kg..... -aksi potong memotong to be exact-

Terbalik sebab nak mengelak daripada keta terjun sungai and instead keta langgar pembentung?? and terbalik...

By now I think everybody would say "bawak keta laju sangat tu...." Believe or not aku bawa 60km/h je....keta tu terbalik disebabkan the sudden turn that I made to make sure yang kitorang berlima tak terjun ke dalam sungai bersama keta tersebut yang akhirnya melanggar pembentung .......

Alhamdullilah, semuanya selamat keluar dengan sendirinya...... But the after shock was probably the most difficult thing to overcome. Seeing the frightened look plastered on their faces after the accident forced me to be strong and put on a brave face. Call ayah, pergi buat report polis, jawab soalan yang sama berpuluh-puluh kali and I did all that without a single tears streaming down my face. But bila NISA datang je..... empangan pun pecah nasib baik tak banjir balai polis trafik JERTEH!!! 

Imagine if anything ever happen to any of them, patah sana sini ke atau yang paling teruk pergi tak kembali.....Bende yang akan menghantui aku sampai mati...... until now, I need to make sure that my head is always filled with things to do because once it is unoccupied, diri ini akan kembali semula ke detik accident itu. It's painful, yet I can't allowed myself to cry....I can't even watch any news yang ada kene mengena dengan accidents or movies with cars flying all over the place anymore.... 

Will I be able to drive again one day???? Maybe, but not in the near future.....Maybe i should just hire a driver.....

ALL ME......

Haven't been posting anything for quite sometimes.....

Mostly because there is nothing interesting for me to blabber about......

Truthfully because I'm too lazy....;p

Let see what happen during these 3+ months.....

1. I'm still "b-girl-ing" with studies....... get it???? b-girl? b-boy? tumbling here & there....???
2. Pro 2 is still coming , F1-like-speed
3. JAPAN got hit by twin disaster (8.9 earthquake + tsunami) + volcano eruption + 2 nuclear reactor explode...... #prayforjapan
4. I'm on the brink of beakdown.........
5. I'm going on a vacation to K-O-R-E-A!!!!!

So.... I a'int gonna talk 'bout all of the stuff above except no. 4.

Half of the post that I posted in this blog related to the stress, depressed & everything else yang sewaktu dengannya, so that's going to continue until........

F-O-R-E-V-E-R!!!!! >.<

Since PRO 2 is coming in like a week...... my instinct are telling me that I won't make it., *my instinct is like 88% true*. Thus freaking out is not out of the ordinary......

No matter how hard you try to cover all syllabus but if there is an inner voice telling you that you'll failed, you will without doubt have symptoms of being  insecure & irritation that lead to inability to remember anything that you read eventhough before this you have no whatsoever problem understanding the same shit that you forget!!!!! *sigh*

Thus, being a selfish daughter that I am, I sms my mom about what I'm feeling, and the possibility of repeating the whole year of the same education...... I bawled my eyes out when my mom & dad called me...... They told me not worry..... try first.... that they'll pray for my success, don't forget to pray and ask help from ALLAH......cause HE he should be the 1 we turn too every time we are at dead end..... We should never forget HIM because HE'll never forget 'bout us.........

Well now that inner voice seemed to be suppressed a little compared to before..... but the stress is still there due to my brain stubbornness...... rejecting every input.... aigoo.......

Sometimes I wish that exam would just come and be gone quickly but at other time I want more time to force 2 years worth of input into my tiny brain..... haisshhhh.... we human never will be satisfied with anything, But that's what make us humane.....^.^.......

SINGING IN THE RAIN.......

How do you feel about having fun in the rain?????

Yes, you do get wet......and true if you don't have enough fat you'll feel cold........Well, you will still feel cold even if you have extra fat...=.="

To tell you the truth it feels good walking, running & having fun in the rain......

Refreshed from all tension, problems, doubts and worries I've been trying to buried for the past couple of years...... But of course I didn't do it voluntarily, It just happened to rain on my to MYDIN and back to the HOSTEL.

The chills brought together by the rain & the wind somehow gave me a sense of comfort & most definitely isolate me from everything else...... as if protecting me from any harm which is obviously the most ridiculous statement of the year but I felt it sooo shut it...... ^.^"

Maybe building a house made out of glass in order to exprience the rain without getting wet wouldn't be such a bad idea after all since my grandma always said and I qoute,

" Main dalam hujan, kang demam wan jugak yang susah" 

So what If I cause the ozone layer to have a big hole???? ;p

RAMONA.........

I watch this movie called RAMONA & BEEZUS. And here is what I think about how RAMONA somehow reminds me of me and maybe the rest of the teenagers turning adults.......

Being young gives you an advantage to be more creative with your mind. Playing monkey bars feels like crossing deep pit between two mountains. Jumping on the bed feels like you're in outer space. With all these active imagination you could be quite a handful to the adults but as long as you're happy it doesn't matter. People might say you're an attention seeker spoiled brat but you simply do not care about the world since you have your own world to live in.

However, as you grow older you will start to develop some conciousness about people's POV. The ignorance, the I-don't-give-s*** about the world attitude will be looked upon as rude and inappropriate to society. They expect you to think wisely about everything, following certain set of rules made by them. You'll be criticised if you take a different path/choice from them. In the end you'll feel as if you're carrying a TITANIC on each shoulder. Maybe that's why many adolescent suffer from mental illnesses. =.="

But.......

What if I don't want to grow up accordingly?

What if I still want to live in that small world of mine?

What if I don't want to dip my feet into the dark water and suffers a great heartache?

Maybe if the society let us "the growing buds of nation" to grow up in a more comfortable way without being scrutinized for every action we make maybe we'll have less drug addicts, mentally unhealthy people, plus all other social problems......

And in the end, all of us can finally lives in PEACE & HARMONY.......... ^.^ 

5 MONTHS......

I just found out that USM has decided to give it's ever - so - wonderful - students a very - never - before - super - long - holiday!!!!!!!!! No, actually I found out about it about a week ago, but who cares anyway?? -.-''.

Usually, new academic year kicks off in JULY but the student - loving - USM have decided that they should be more generous with us and decided to start our new sem in SEPTEMBER. I mean who hates holiday???? I actually wrote a list on what I should be doing during the holiday which have yet to come only to realise that 5 months break are way too long even for holiday - loving - people like me!!!!

My mum told me to work... hell no!!! 0 experience, lack people skills = no good.

Planning a trip but no friends want to come along..... = miserable life

Student council wants to do a summer camp = I say 'What The Hell???'

So I thought maybe I should do backpack travelling to somewhere nice with mountains and beautiful waterfalls,

Or maybe,

I should just become snorlex = sleep 24/7 + weight gain.......TT.TT 

A MONTH WORTH OF POST......

I hate animals right????? But why on earth am I holding a snake???? Obviously I don't know the answer, because if I do, I won't be asking such random question in the 1st place betul tak???? Anyway, saje je nak cakap yang I love animal too...... somewhat....^-^

The other day, ME, AIR & MING kempunan nak makan steamboat but we're too lazy to go out and eat. Thus we ended doing it ourselves. The taste setanding ngan tempat yang kitaorang selalu g tu..... Muahahaha... diorang dah kehilangan 3 client yang sangat "berharga".... ;p

We have chickens, hotdogs, squids, prawns and ape2 je yang kitaorg makan la..... But... IDA, sori tak ajak ko..... kitaorang buat time ko nye konsert amal beb..... lain kali kite buat lagi ek KAKLONG......xoxo

Last but not least, I'm missing MAKCIK-MAKCIK nie soooooo effin' much!!!! TT.TT... Dah 3 tahun tak nampak batang hidung..... mata je yang nampak kat FB......

These monkeys pulak..... rasenye dah 1/2 year tak nampak....... ke dah 1 year???? waaaa....... Bile korang sume nak buat reunion nie.....????? nape lah USM nye cuti selalu tak same ngan korang..... Lame2  boleh dapat depression tau tak??? >.<

Ok.... dah habis dah membebel.....

Oooo... 1 more thing!! I think I've fallen for NO MIN WOO....... his eyes..... weeee...

But then again I always fall for these type of people... The sooo called BAD BOYS but then after 1 month I'll get bored of them....... -.-''

COME & GO

She was the 1 who told me never to feel insecure ..........

She taught me to be brave  and to talk confidently in front of people...........

She always gives more and takes nothing..........

She always want the best for us...........

She always put up a cheerful face, being optimistic all the way..............

But...........

She's gone now.........

Leaving us in regret not being able to say our last farewell to her..........

Not being able to thank her for making us who we are today..........

But........

We know she's listening to us right now...........

To our thankfulness..........

To our prayer...........

We love you and Thank you

Specially dedicated to Pn. Suriati.......

Rest in peace.......

Al-Fatihah......

MAKAN TIDUR BERSERONOK DI KG. KEDAI PIAH

I never like to stay overnight in people's houses. May it be my bestfriends, friends, family members let alone a stranger's house. However, because the ever so exciting, fun, thrilling *note the sarcasm* CFCS Programme, I have to spend not a night, but 4 freakin nights in my foster family's house. I'm always pessimistic about how I'm going to fit into the new family, new food, the unbearable small talk etc. etc....

But since I have such an optimistic family, they make/push/force me think positively.

"alah, tak de bendenye pun..... takkan orang tu nak paksa buat kerja rumah kut" -Wan-

"Jangan bangun lambat, rajin sket, makan jangan memilih.... makan je...." -Ibu-

"Takpe Ija, jangan risau-risau ok.....die tanya, jawab... nak jadi dr nie kenela terlebih friendly....." -Ayah-

Can u feel the positivity that runs in the family...... =_=

Majlis penyerahan......

2nd night - BBQ with foster families

The foster families

Nic and his too handsome face....-.-''

3rd day - cooking class

On a date...at Sg. Kelantan

 PBL 13's camwhores....

Steamboat-ing on the 3rd night

4th day - Aerobic class

Photo session after all the sweats

Last day - Health-Ex

Kwang Sheng & our village chief

Nana said her ears actually 'mengembang' at the end of the day. All thanx to the stethescope

After the quiz

Waiting for the bus to USM

My adik-adik angkat.....

Family Photo

My foster family....Pae's too

I stayed with Pae in Kak Ros's house. The house was comfortable to a point that everyone 'melepak' at that house except at night..... I ate 5 times a day...... kuih, nasi, mee, nasi, kuih and ulang2 sampai 5 hari..... But the best part was when taking shower. The water was super duper cold and I'm Lovin' It!!!! It was very cozy. It's like being in my own house. Missing home badly now..............

So, do you think my stay in Kg. Kedai Piah was miserable or was it fun exciting, thrilling???

 I think the latter seems to fit the answer... I missed the kg. & my foster family especially ZARIF....... Can't wait to go back there in NOVEMBER.....

THE REAL LIFE STORY OF THE UNEVENTFUL......

I SUPER LOVE merambu....... berjalan meluaskan pandangan...... so in order to meluaskan pandangan, I need to go to either, places that I've never been to or shopping mall *coughcough*. However, for the past few months, I'm stuck, not moving, suffocating in the same place called USMKK..... I have nothing against my own UNI but this place is just you know place...lame I know but...... I want to go somewhere!!!!!!

MAY : Pantai Irama, Bachok

 

AUGUST : 1st ever funfair in KELANTAN

ANNOYINGLY EXPENSIVE!!!!!! Masuk kene bayar, main kene bayar. 1 ride sampai RM10....=_='' Anyway my point here is that, the last time I went out to have fun was almost 2 MONTHS AGO!!!!! Aigoo my life is sooooo uneventful.....T_T''

 

Other than meluaskan pandangan, I super7x eating.... don't know since when but I just love trying any delicacies minus fried insects or all the disgusting stuff . Totally spelled G-R-O-S-S !!!

 

JULY : pizza hut, Kubang Kerian

AUGUST : KFC with PBL mate, Kubang Kerian

AUGUST : Sate Malaysia, Pengkalan Chepa



I super love the environmnt at SATE MALAYSIA.... malap-malap gitu.... makan sate tak tau masuk mulut or hidung. kikiikikik.... ^.^ Bile la nak gi lagi nak pegi...... hmmmmm