CHUM CHUM !!!!

I think I did mention in 1 of my post that my PBL decided to eat out since the end of 2nd year is coming. Kononnye sebagai kenangan la.....Anyway, I don't know about the others but I enjoyed it since it's food!!!!! *my public enemy number 1*. The main dish was STEAMBOAT with processed seafood..... you know..... fish ball, ketam ball, cuttlefish ball and etc...etc..... I thought STEAMBOAT supposed to be frozen if not fresh seafood..... kan kan?????



Whatever....



Moving on......

Nie time baru sampai....PAE je yang cam "conscious" ^^



WEN LI, PAE MAR AND SUE dengan senyuman fresh & white mereka

Disturbing my PBL leader while my meja mate gi ambil food.

As usual, while everyone else were busy cooking, I was busy munching on the food.

My meja mate.... RO, MIRUL, ME & NANA

Seriously, the mee taste heavenly!!! well maybe because of the sauce.... but who cares!!! The mee was my main food of the night!!! All the other balls and meat got nothing on my MEE!!!!! <3>

Semua dah kekenyangan but since the policy said take all you want but once tak habis you need to pay for it thus semua pun terpaksa stuff sume dalam mulut walaupun perut dah nak explode.... =_=

OUR BIG HAPPY FAMILY!!!! PBL 16 Jjang!!!

Yes people, candid pix!!! blame MIRUL for this *I think* I looked hideous TT_TT

REVENGE!!!!! But they still looked decent.....TT_TT

Sooooo.... that's the end.... time balik I tried to "memotong" RAIMI's car but he potong balik in 5 secs!!!! gile laju mamat tu..... FYI I drove 90+km/h ok! *hope my mum won''t read this* All & all it was a fun night. I enjoyed myself, got to eat good food and gain a few kilos =_= but it's all worth it. Maybe next time we should plan for BBQ at the beach..... ^_^

3 KILOS???????!!!!!!!!

Today was the BEST day of my life!!!!! *sarcastic mode*

Today's plan was very sudden. Sudden here means......

"Su.... aq rase cam nak makan chicken rice kat chicken rice shop. Kite g KB Mall jom......"

" Nie dah kul 1.00, carilah kete sewa dulu....

calling IDA.....

"Ida ade no keta sewa tak???? aq ngan su nak kuar makan la..."

"aq pun nak kuar gak. Kite kuar skali pun ok gak..."

With that at 2.30p.m aku pun menapak lah ke MURNI dalam kehangatan mentari yang bisa menggelegakan otak.

Around 3.30p.m the 3 of us arrived at KB Mall and went to fullfil my crave for chicken rice. Then as usual, we went around the mall buying stuff.

HERE is main/climax part of my journey to the mall.

IDA : Jom timbang berat

SU & ME : OK

I don't know how to put this in words without having chest pain, hypertension, dizziness, irratation....

I GAINED 3 KILOS IN A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M A BIG FAT HIPPO NOW...... NON OF CLOTH WOULD FIT ME NOW.

AND TO MAKE THING WORSE, DURING THE SHOPPING SPREE, I BOUGHT 2 NEW BLOUSE AND 1 OF IT IS SOMEWHAT ..............

WHATEVER!!!!! I'M ON DIET NOW!!!!

Before JUNE, I need to lose 5 kilos.... MUST, COMPULSARY and other words that fit the description

KEEP RUNNING Y'ALL

BIOSTAC

Just got back from class... tiring, boring......

Anyway, guess what did we learn today for CFCS Block????

........................

Since I know no one is guessing, so here's the answer

BIOSTATICS / GRAPH / CHART / NUMBERS / MATHEMATICS!!!!!!!

Amazing right???? After 2 years of 0 math education, today I was thrown straight on the face with it.... =_= . It's not that I hate math or anything it's just that I was never good with numbers and formulas. Seriously you don't need numbers to survive on this planet earth. All you need is a good brain to manipulate and to wrap people around your fingers. That's it. Fullstop!!

Another thing, you have to learn how to key in data. Well, I like that... so..... I don't mind since the computer do all the works for you!!!! But when it comes to learn how to count mode, mean, standard deviation and what not my head starts spinning.....like..... hmmmm... I've learn this somewhere..... right...... in Matriculation....... yes.... the subject that brought down my PNGK to 3.6 from 4.0. Yeah, I'm lovin every moment I spent studying it!!! =_+

But whatever the case is, I still have to study it since it's in the school curriculum but complaining makes it 10000 times better at understanding the subject!!!!

HUMAN NATURE = TOILET

Next 2 week I'm gonna have the first residency out of the 3 residency I'm going to have for CFCS. I was a bit skeptical about going around in an unknown village, making friends, and staying at people's houses for a week. Can I survive it???? Will I be able to fulfill the objectives that USM set for me????? After much contemplating, I decided that it will be just another week in PLKN where I'm gonna have some fun as well as new friends and family *missing PLKN*.

But of course, we human can go as far as planning things and the rest its god's work, 2 days ago the new head of CFCS said that we will be going to somewhere near to do our residency so we won't be staying in the village. It feels like I'm seeing JAY right in front of me, breathing the same air as me!!!! And hell yeah I wanna see him!!!!!

Yes I was that ecstatic. What was I thinking???? It will be another week in PLKN??? Staying in an unknown place, part tu samalah but in a god knows what condition, that's a different story. I've heard many stories from my senior like how the toilet in the village where they did their residency don't have any roof or how the door macam nak tercabut. That's no where near my stay in PLKN!!!

Fine, call me what you want but my kampung takde pun toilet camtu. rumah papan yes, but toilet kat dalam rumah and most importantly 100000000000000% selesa. Geeezzz don't you think toilet tu important ke???? We need some sort of ketenangan in order to release what need to be released. Pernah ke tengok orang yang ketakutan sempat lagi buat "bisnes" kat dalam toilet???? Constipated adela..... It's a normal human need and I'm a human, thus I need a proper toilet. Tempat tidur kat atas gunung pun tak pe but not toilet.

So yeah, I feel good now letting all of that feeling out because some people quote,

"Ala biasa la budak bandar, mana tau nak susah2 sikit. Semua nak selesa, nak terhidang depan mata"

Well ladies, sorry to break this to you I spend most of time kat my kampung ok??? So, yeah I'm more kampung than you are!!! :p

And of course, my newest addiction, JOJO by SHINee!!!! Love the fashion styles but most importantly the song!!!! fresh and the melody easy to follow.....

I miss good ol' times.....waaaa....!!!!! T_T

CLOUDS

WOW!!!! That's exactly what I thought when I 1st heard it.

The MV is very simple but the lyrics is very inspiring...... like that DEMI LOVATO song, the one she sang JB dude or like most of the SIMPLE PLAN songs. The kind that makes you think twice before surrendering your life to the life itself. Never back down even if people gives you shit *literally* and keep on moving with your head helds up high.

When asked about my favourite types of music, I can never really give a definite answer about a specific type of music maybe because I just <3 color="#ffcc00">motivational and inspiring lyrics accompanied by some good musics and of course beautiful voices and it can be from any genre.... I don't mind!!!!

To tell you the truth I was agitated while waiting for the song to be released on youtube by DUMBFOUNDEAD *he's genius with words* simply because JAY PARK was featured in the song but after repeating the song for 5 times I just realize there are more to life than JAY PARK * lolz*

Seriously, I have no idea who's DUMFOUNDEAD & CLARA C but right after listening to this song I have come to conclusion that I am stupid for not finding out about this 2 earlier.... *sigh* The CLARA girl, she got a very soothing voice, the kind that lullaby you to sleep... and JAY, I don't know.... He improved but sometimes his rapping is difficult to grasp by my poor ear. DUMBFOUNDEAD words was clear...... I supposed different people have different styles when spitting out their words of wisdom...... ANYWAY, thumbs up!!!!! Worth waiting!! ^o^

HERE IS CLOUDS by DFD ft. JAY PARK & CLARA C

AND A VERY HAPPY J-DAY!!!!!

EATING OUT 1

Amazingly, my PBL mates decided to say yes when I told them that we should eat out since we won't be seeing much of each other after our last PBL session on this THURSDAY!! I thought it would be difficult to convince them but I was totally wrong!!!

We'll be going to a place called 'FOOD VILLAGE' since everyone wanted to eat steamboat. It's a eat- till- your- tummy- burst kind of place. As for me I don't really know much about the place so let's just wait till I come back okie???? My friends are getting ready since we're going there at around 7.50. But most importantly is that I hope that the place is not full. I mean what kind of restaurant yang tak full ngan people right but eating dengan lautan manusia is not never the kind of dinner I imagine.

So yeah, Imma gonna go and pray and get ready for some food party!!!!

toddles!!!! ^^

APRIL

It's the 14th of April.......

No...

Nevermind!!! It's the 15th of April today....Seriously, I sucked at remembering date unless there is something worth remembering on the specific date. buat pe la nak menyemakkan kepala otak with things that doesn't mean anything to you..... RAM klu besar tak pe gak...

Anyway I supposed I just love APRIL because.....

1 . It's my B'day month!!! -10 APRIL 1989-

2 . I'm officially legal for my every action -21 lol-

3 . JAY, SICA, WOO's B'day month too!!!

4 . 22nd will be the long awaited 2PM single release date

5 . First announced that JAY will be coming back to Korea to film his first ever debut
movie HYPE NATION....

6 . The month I realized that I don't blame 2PM for the JAY fiasco and I'll still be supporting
them....

7 . I run out of reasons..... *lol* =_=

And yeah, JAY posted a new cover but I think the last one was better but for this 1 it was specially dedicated to his fans for being there for him......

So here's the cover... -CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OF YOU-

NOTHING ON YOU

OH MY FREAKING GOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE EVER *after getting into medical school*!!!!!!!

*clearing throat*

The most anticipated comeback *of the century I might add*!!!!! JAY PARK!!!!! woot! woot!. Yeah baby, you heard that right!!!! At araund 10 a.m waktu Malaysia he post his FIRST ever cover on B.O.B Nothing On You on his own YT account!!!!! how cool is that????? duuuhhh AWESOMELY COOL!!!!!

*COUGH COUGH*

I need to calm myself right now...... *breathe in & out* I'm just too ecstatic. I mean I have never expected him to make his comeback this early after all the ethical, morality craps but hey, there he is singing in the bathroom while sniffing & still thinking about his heartless bros * I think he did 2PM sign at 1.37*

without further a due, I present to you..... NOTHING ON YOU!!!!!!

*JAY self made rap*

i get approached a lot being who i am

and i gotta lot girls wishing i’m there man check it/

and if i’m wrong with ya i dont wanna be right

i gotcha gigglin like everydays a comedy night

i’m a correct answer never do you wrong

and i trust yah even though you’ve be gone/

but dont blame for getting little jealous/

its just hard when your talking to them fellaz

i got that “taylor” body girl you know that i gotcha/

you can call me new moon because i orbit around ya/

your my world my everything,

the only thing between our face is just that spaghetti string/

i’m faithful wont pull a kobe bryant on you/

its a jungle wont be “lion” pull a “tiger” on you

even know the exact shade of your eyes

my hearts ice your number one like yuna kim/

i used to be a boythat had many girls

all over the world

but they got nothing on you babe

its forever just you and me

for all of eternity/

i know your stressing but i’m confessing baby your the only girl i want

you can be my bestfriend we can play x-men

you can be just i can be cyclops

cause i dont wanna end up like everyone else

hurtin all alone all by myself

this is just something that i’ve never felt

RELATIONSHIP

People said that to turn love into hate is easier that to turn the hatred back into love...... well maybe it is true..... having to give your heart out to someone only to be betrayed in the end of the day is obviously not everyone's wish. It hurts to know that our pride can be thrown and stepped upon like some sort of cigaratte butt by someone we thought we knew.......

Heartbreak is the one situation that I would never want to experience even if I was given a cheque with a lot of zero on it.....I hate anything that got to do with sad love story. I hate complication. I want a simple, entertaining, yet a bittersweet sorts of relationship but NEVER a sad one. No, NEVER. I can't never accept someone who lied to me. That's a big no no...... I would most likely to let it go if you don't mean anything much to me *with some cursing* but once you earn my so-called-love you're DEAD!!!

I respect the relationship that I established with other human being so I expect the same from those human being. I want to 'preserved' the relationship I have till the day I die and make good memories of it thus, I would not appreciate it if someone wants to turn it into nightmare for me.

I'm not the kind of people who clicked instantly after exchanging a few words. I'll feel awkard if someone just simply start talking to me as if they know for years even with good intention. I take my time to build my trust in people. That's why I have a VERY small circle of friends. I don't care if you have a million of friends on your facebook, myspace, friendster and what not because I know, you don't know most of them. To me, it's a matter of taking your time to learn about those people who wants to be your friends even if at the end of the day you only managed to make 1 friend rather than making a million friend and know nothing about them.

P/S :

the phrase ' berkawan biar beribu bercinta biar kepada yang satu'. I never believe in that bull shit. Sama je bende tu.......Kalau kawan berjuta tapi satu pun tak leh pakai pun tak guna gak kan???? same cam bercinta gak, kalau yang 1 pun cam hampeh baik pasang berjuta tp menyenangkan hati or better yet cuci je mata tu dulu. Jangan awal sangat nak bagi komitmen!!!

LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST PEOPLE!!!!

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BEBELAN

argghhhh!!!!!

Again with rasa tak puas hati........ cam tak kenal lak.......

I should be spending the time I'm writing this entry to find info traditional medicine but of course I rather spend it by membebel dalam blog ku ini......

You see, I thought it would be easy for me to find the info but hah!! takde langsung!! dalam Bahasa Malaysia that is. English melambak tapi takkan nak translate semuanye!!! Hangus neuron cell aku!!!

Anyway, nothing else to write..... saje nak menambah post sambil membuang masa sebab sakit hati tak jumpa ape yang ingin dicari.....Plus, Dr. said I have osteoarthritis. Kalau tak tau, go and google it yourself. Not in the mood nak jadi dictionary....... +_-

On a brighter note, my study mood finally came back from her vacation!!!!! woot! woot!!Hell yeah, she's back people & I hope she's staying for good!!! hahaha ^_^

Since I'm in the mood, I'm gonna post up some pix.......

kekeke.... random gile..... Neway, hopes he's doing fine!!!

SLIPPED AWAY

I MISS YOU
MISS YOU SO BAD
I DON'T FORGET YOU
OH... IT'S SO SAD

I HOPE U CAN HEAR ME
I REMEMBER IT CLEARLY
THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

I DIN'T GET AROUND TO KISS YOU
GOODBYE ON THE HAND
I WISH YOU THAT I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN
I KNOW THAT I CAN'T

I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME
CAUSE I REMEBER IT CLEARLY
THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

I HAD MY WAKE UP
WON'T YOU WAKE UP
I KEEP ASKING WHY
AND I CAN'T TAKE IT
IT WASN'T FAKE
IT HAPPENED YOU PASS BY

NOW YOU'RE GONE
NOW YOU'RE GONE
THERE YOU GO
THERE YOU GO
SOMEWHERE I CAN'T BRING YOU BACK

NOW YOU'RE GONE
NOW YOU'RE GONE
THER'RE YOU GO
THERE YOU GO
SOMEWHERE YOU'RE NOT COMING BACK

THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY
WAS THE DAY I FOUND IT WON'T BE THE SAME

I MISS YOU

NEVER FORGET

February 27th 2010 was the coldest day in the history of fandom........ that day, 1 of the most amazing and talented young man was crushed to his bone... Remember PARK JAEBUM????

Yes HIM!! Actually I don't really give much thought about his withdrawal from 2PM and only hoping that the controversy would die soon and he'll come back to korea to become a better singer & dancer but boy was I wrong!!! on the 25th of February, his company announce that his withdrawal was permanent!! Meaning that no more him in 2PM but I don't really care about him not being in 2PM but more about him not able to achieve his dream to become a great singer, dancer & most importantly a son his family can be proud off!!

Since the internet wasn't working for me on that so called important date, I don't knOw the reason to why JAY doesn't want to come back. *But, even an elementary kids can figure out why!!* So that night, I just told myself that maybe being in Seattle for the 5+ months makes him realize that he's happier there that the 5+ years he spent in Korea. As a fan I can only pray for his happiness & hope that he'll do even better there and slept with that thought in mind.

To my horror, when I woke up the next morning and check the various KPOP website, the real reasons he withdrew from the team was because he did some "personal mistake" during Again&Again promotion!!! I mean come on!!! He was the busiest during that period!! Yet he managed to do that "personal unethical mistake" B***s*** And it seems the other 6 hated him for it & agree to his withdrawal.

But things only got uglier from there. The fans were angered with the company & the rest of the boys and the climax was on the 27th of February when the "conference of the year" was held by the company in order to answer all the fan's confusion about the matter but things got blow out of proportion with people pointing fingers at each other.

" Why don't the company try to protect Jaebum when his myspace controversy broke out"

" I don't see the fans protecting him either..."

With that said, the other six suffer. From that day onwards many fan account and ugly pictures of the 5 boys excluding Khun have been circulating the internet saying that the boys originally hated JAY & treated him like trash and etc.... With the proof and all, its hard for me not to believe it. Some even said that they ignore Khun. And without realizing it, I hated the 5PM. But hating, is never my nature *cough cough* thus I decided to ignore everything from 2PM till my heart heals, till my mind figure out the truth but till then I'm JAY's personal fan.

*But what I want to say here is that, how can a person give so much pain to another person without feeling any remorse. JYP keep on playing with JAY'S silence, play him like a puppet when he's the one giving income to the company. Why must they hurt his pride spreading rumours that he slept with a minor, taking drugs and what not. I was never JAY bias but even a non fan cansee that somehow, he's naive. Maybe that's why JYP took advantage of it. Or maybe JAY is 1 hell of a good actor but I doubt it.*

RIP 2PM

AUGUST 4TH 2008 - FEBRUARY 27TH 2010

ONCE A UPON A TIME

A journey to a new place is amazing. Going for sight seeing, taking a different road, blasting music from the speakers, talking about everything & laughing at every other things are most enjoyable list to do if you are on a trip. But not having a car that break down at the middle of the trip twice. That's a BIG no no!!!!!

You see, 4 people ( me, IDA, SU & DAL) went on a trip of our life so to speak on the 6/2/2010 which is yesterday. At first I thought of not going cuz of my runny nose -I hate doing anything when I have 7 L of mucus in my nose- but of course being the kaki jalan that I am, I tag along. We brought along all the stuff needed for picnic then off we go to Hutan Lipur Bukit Baka, MACHANG.

It was a smooth drive, thanks to IDA coz if I were to drive, people will be hanging for their life -coz my mum said so- But I think my driving is decent enough. 100km/h is okay right??? So......we went to pick up another friend, Nisa, as our tour guide. Well, she lives in MACHANG so she should know MACHANG better than any of us right? Common sense people.... *lol*

When we got there, we did our usual things..... took pictures .....eat....... playing with the water......throwing stones *lol* Its pretty normal sorts of picnic. nothing extra. Just a fun filled morning. When the sun was right above us, we end our exciting, wet, and chilling day in MACHANG. Nisa was sent back to where she belongs which is her house and we even got to eat lunch FOC!!!!! hehehe.... making me miss home more than ever....... super delicious!!

When we were about to go to our next destination that's when all the drama begins...... The stupid rented car just stop breathing, and went into venticular fibrilation mode...... Nisa's dad gave the annoying car CPR & some IV fluid!!!! After 1 hour it stabilize and we decided to consider it as an outpatient. -dramatic much????- +_+

We went to PASAR SITI, KB MALL & TURSAB when it decided to fail us again!!!!! vabsgv%$^###vasgdhg CAR!!!!!!! we waited for 1 hour for the owner and his friends to come and gave the car a breath of life!!! In the end we were given another car & RM14 for fuel!!! one word, speechless!!!!! =_= We cont. our journey and went back to USM at around 11 p.m.

As to conclude, It was a fun trip in the beginning and sucks at the end but we managed to overcome it with our "patience and easy going nature" =_=. And , oh yeah...1 more thing, I tend to shop without thinking twice when I'm angry....^_^ and again a fever as a consolation prize for me....

KNEE.....MED....OVERSLEPT

G.R.E.A.T!!! I miss my clinical teaching class today!!!! =_=. That's the only time whereby I can learn how to do PE and not just some bodoh2 PE but the right way of doing it but I missed it because I overslept!!!! Now, camne boleh teroverslept?????
1. I came back from the lecture hall at around 12.oo
2. I ate my lunch
3. I took my med for knee pain *it swells!!! T_T*
4. I stare blankly at the laptop screen while waiting for Zuhur
The next thing I know, it was 2.17 p.m and guess what I'm still on the bed!!! And the class is at 2.00 p.m. How the hell did I drag myself to bed?? I'm still trying to figure it out myself. Was the medication to be blame??? I don't remember about sleepiness being 1 of NSAIDs many adverse effect. Headache, confusion yes but not sleepy. Or, confusion goes under sleepy???? Well at least in my situation since I can't recall how did I got on the bed . But whatever it is....
I MISS MY CLINICAL CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not that I never miss the class before, it's just that, Musculoskeletal's PE is confusing.....!!! And not to mentioned a lot!! Gah....!!!! Nevermind, I have 2 more weeks for this block. If it was not meant for this week there always next week and the next next week!! *Comforting myself*

ON 2nd THOUGHT.....

I'll go hunt SU or AIR down!! ^0^!!